SECOND BRIDE

Episode 15: New members in the Middle of a Storm

“I don't blame you.” Hana uttered the first sentence very flatly with eyes that continued to shine on Shinta, while Shinta just bowed before Hana.

“I understand why you are married, but I cannot accept that marriage. I can't let the house I built be entered by someone else.” Obviously Hana.

“Not for now and not for the future. I still can't imagine that there are two women on the roof. I won't let that happen, even if it happens I still can't accept it. I am not that kind of hearted so as to be able to divide the man I have, he said, forgive me for saying these evil words but still I do to make you realize no woman in this world wants her man divided like that.”

Shinta couldn't say anything, she just kept quiet. It is true that everything Hana said, she could not deny it and she would do the same if she were in Hana's position. Shinta was well prepared for such a situation, as she had imagined this hundreds of times but still this made her very guilty. She felt guilty for being the third person in the harmonious household life of Andre and Shinta. Until whenever he still feels guilty towards Andre and Shinta for being a thorn between the two of them.

Andre just stayed beside Shinta, he could not speak anymore. Over the past month Andre has been living apart from Hana because Hana has not wanted to see him since he was in the hospital. But suddenly Hana contacted him and wanted to meet Shinta with him, and it happened that night and made Andre not know what to behave like.

During this time he was very confident in saying to Shinta his family affairs would be his business but he felt like a loser because he could not hold his own words. Everything feels very complicated when lived rather than just thinking about it. Hana reacted very differently from what she thought and did not expect to be like this. Andre has been devastated the past month and made a sudden resignation letter to the campus and calmed himself by renting a villa in the ciwidey area.

“Therefore, ....” when Hana was about to continue her sentence, Shinta suddenly felt nauseous and immediately ran to the toilet.

“Sorry.. sorry” Shinta covered her mouth and went immediately to the toilet.

Andre looked worriedly at Hana who seemed to be sick, his face was very pale since earlier he picked her up and more pale when he met Hana. He was eager to check on her but could not because of Hana.

Hana understands Andre cares deeply about Shinta, who is his wife, and tells Andre to check on Shinta's situation there immediately. He knows Andre so well that he can read the mind of the man, and now Andre has loved Shinta. He knows that the care that Andre feels is not just ordinary care, Andre really worries about Shinta because he loves her without realizing it because care and love are almost the same.

Hana can see all that since Andre with Shinta walked towards her, how he walked behind Shinta by continuing to look at her, and from that moment Andre's eyes continued to look at Shinta occasionally. How to look at Andre to Shinta makes Hana understand, Andre already loves Shinta, loves her very much.

Shinta looked very pale and was about to faint. His head was so dizzy and his body was so limp, Shinta tried to resuscitate herself by washing her face but to no avail and in an instant her vision turned black and she was unconscious. Andre couldn't get into the toilet, the woman asked a woman who was about to go into the toilet to check it out, and she heard a noise inside. Andre went in and checked himself and found Shinta who had been mobbed by several people in the toilet there had fainted.

Andre panicked and immediately carried Shinta to his car, followed by Hana who watched from afar in a panic just like Andre. Andre takes her to a nearby clinic that is still open, the doctor immediately checks Shinta's condition.

“Conditions like this are very natural when the mother is pregnant, because fatigue seems to make it like this. This father.... her husband ?” the doctor asked Andre hesitantly because Andre had come with another woman as well.

“The wife of the father is pregnant, about four weeks but for more details may be immediately checked at the obstetrician. The father's wife had to reduce her activity because she was pregnant young, but it seems like the father's wife content is very strong so so far it is fine. It's just that, in order to better regulate the growth is also the nutritional intake of pregnant women so that the fetus develops well and healthy. Congratulations yes, Mr.” The doctor gave the diagnosis.

Hana and Andre just kept quiet, listening carefully to what the doctor explained about Shinta's new-found gynecological condition. Do not know to have to express happy because it will have children or sad to remember Hana who just lost her child a month ago. This kind of situation, made him even more eager to laugh at fate.

“Why didn't you tell me your pregnancy ?” andre asked by raising her voice in annoyance at Shinta's cover-up attitude about her truth.

“I'm pregnant ?” Shinta was surprised when Andre told her. She didn't think she would get pregnant like this.

Shinta holds her stomach still flat, not believing there is a fetus that is being contained.

He felt nothing while holding his stomach, making him distrustful of what Andre was talking about. There's no way she's pregnant, she can't be pregnant right now. He didn't want this kid, at least for now and until he graduated. She still wants to go to college and finish her education, if she is pregnant how about it all. This kid will be the barrier he doesn't want this kid. He started beating his stomach to get rid of this child and continued to cry refusing it. Hana who was watching him from the start instantly slapped Shinta very hard.

“As a mother don't be stupid! You have been entrusted by the Lord of this child, Do not lose this and then feel regret. Many out there are so sad that they want to die because of the loss of their children. Don't be stupid, at least for the sake of this unborn child.” Hana said with a few tears, she still remembered how sad she had lost her two children who had not been born.

At least he can advise Shinta not to blame the innocent child she is carrying.

Shinta fell back down and cried. He was so conscious and ashamed of himself being childish.

“Do not lose this child, it is enough Mas Andre lost his child yesterday. He can't lose this child again.” Hana looked at Shinta and held her pleading hand.

Shinta looked back at Hana wondering about Hana's revelation. The point of not making Andre lose his son again. What does that mean.

“Hana miscarried when she found out about our relationship, that day.” Andre answers Shinta's confusion and makes her cry again.

“No... no.. This is all because of me. I'm sorry, I really am the source of your problems. I'm sorry.” Shinta really felt guilty and did not dare to look at Hana.