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V1Ch7 - Indri: This Is My Real Reason

Diary: Indri Fauziyah's

Monday, 24 July 2017

THIS IS MY REAL REASON

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"What?! What do you mean?!"

I unintentionally screamed a little, being shocked to hear my teacher's words.

Oh yeah, I'll explain first.

My teacher had long hair, was black, and was allowed to unravel.

She teaches here as our Biology Teacher and Class Guardian, her name is Mother Herawati, commonly called 'Mother Hera'.

"Mom said they've moved schools?"

"But since when is Mom?! Didn't they go around looking for support for me yesterday?!"

Why did they suddenly change schools? Yesterday they sought my support, but tomorrow they moved to school.

I don't understand at all.

"Ooh, so you're Indri Fauziyah? I'm surprised to see you change your appearance."

"Eh, Iyah ma'am, I'm Indri. By the way, Mom please answer my question earlier."

"Eh, did you not know? They've even proposed transferring schools to Mom since two days ago."

"Wait Ms. .. two days ago?"

"What do you mean, ma'am? I don't understand?"

"Eng .. You just ask someone who understands you better, it will answer your curiosity."

"Mom's still busy, so I'm staying yah."

Then, my teacher left me alone who was still in the Office room.

I grabbed a chair near Mother Hera's desk, sat down, and tried to think for a moment.

But today I just changed my appearance. As for the personality, I'm still trying to change it.

So, is there anyone who understands my feelings?

I closed my eyes, put my index finger on my forehead, then thought back to myself, who understood my feelings better.

"...."

I opened my eyes, and I started to notice.

Yeah, right! I remember who it was, someone who could understand how I felt.

"Art!"

"That must be him!"

I immediately stood up, left the office, and ran towards the library.

***

"Uh ... Huh ...."

I arrived at the door of the Library, with bawling breath.

Then I opened the door, glanced at every corner, intending to look for Beni.

"I'll have to change the rules later."

You know, why would I say that?

Yesterday I said, 'According to school rules, every 2 people per class will be assigned as a librarian. So the total number is 6 people, and will alternate each week'.

I apologize for forgetting to give you important information.

So, I'll explain again. I mean ... It's true 2 people per class. But .... only 1 person who keep the library alternately every week.

You know how heavy and tired it is, right?

Not to mention that if there were people who were undisciplined in putting the book back, it would definitely give him a headache.

Now, the library is empty, and Beni appears to be asleep, at her butcher's desk.

So, I have to add one more person, to help him and everyone else, to keep this library on a weekly basis.

I don't want Beni to continue to be tormented because of this. He was willing to help me yesterday, so I also have to help him.

I took a chair, took it to the guard table, and sat down beside Beni, sleeping with her, watching her fall asleep.

I noticed, from the look on his face was a sense of fatigue, with occasionally he took a long breath.

But ... By looking at it like this, I'm smiling right now.

You know why I smile.

I thought he definitely couldn't dodge it, when all his classmates told Beni, to serve as the Library Guard.

Just imagine, if people who are 'Lazy', even told to keep a large library, alone.

"...."

"Eh? Why this?"

My tears just suddenly flowed.

"Why do I feel like I want to cry?"

It seemed, I realized something, why did I suddenly shed tears.

When I saw Beni who looked tired like this, it suddenly flashed through my mind, all the people I had told and pointed here and there.

While looking at Beni's face, I imagine, surely the people I originally told must feel tormented, like Beni.

"I ... regret ...."

As I continued to imagine it, I sobbed deeper.

"Deeh!!"

Beni suddenly woke up, shocked and moved away.

I immediately turned around, and wiped my tears. Because I know, he hates to see me cry, like yesterday.

"Anu .. Who are you?"

"What are you doing?"

Wait, he doesn't remember who I am either? Did I change my appearance drastically?

"Hey! Don't you remember?!"

"It's me, Indri!"

"It's not you who told me to change my appearance!"

"Eh, is that really you?"

"Dad, of course!"

I shouted at him, upset.

Didn't he tell me yesterday? But now he himself has forgotten.

"Eng .. well, I'll sit back, if that's true Indri."

"After all, I'm tired too. I need to rest my body."

Beni sat back down, and pulled the stool over to me.

"Why was my brother crying?"

"Did you lose?"

"If I lose, I might cry. I'll be happy."

"In that case, why?"

"It's okay."

"Most importantly, I want to ask you something."

"eeh? What would you ask?"

"Why did a friend who sought support for me yesterday, now even moved schools."

"Eh? Did ya? Are you sure?"

"Dad, I'm sure. Hera's own mother said."

"Scid!"

Hey, why did he say that? Am I wrong? Or is he demeaning me?

"Kok you said 'Tciih', what does that mean?!"

"Huh?! Doesn't your sister understand?!"

I shook my head.

"Alright, let me tell Brother."

"They moved schools because they didn't want to be blamed."

"blameable? How can?"

"Well! So this is it, brother."

"First, if you make a mistake in undergoing the Chairman of OSIS, they do not want to be blamed as well because the one who yesterday sought support for their brother iyah it."

"Secondly, they do not want to be appointed to be a Committee or any Section in the management of OSIS headed by Big Brother."

True what Mother Hera said, only people who understand my feelings, can answer all my curiosity.

I wonder why Beni has come that far.

Now, my eyes began to glaze back, hearing all the explanations.

"And the third .. stop! Brother don't cry anymore. Enough's enough!"

"Yesterday, didn't I say?!"

"Or I'll go now!"

I wiped my tears, and tried to hold it.

"good. I'll hold it this time."

"So, don't go and stay here."

"alright. Now you understand, right? I'm tired of explaining that."

"Now, I'm going to sleep again. You see today the Library is quiet because of the election of the Chairman of OSIS."

"Dad, please."

"Then Brother, I thank you."

Beni's back to sleep now.

But wait ... What is this feeling? My heart was pounding .. I accidentally smiled.

Am I happy? Happy because of Beni ... Beni say thank you?

To be honest, I have never received a thank you from anyone else.

I also always tell people, without thanking them afterwards.

And back, I finally learned a valuable lesson. It turns out ... Thanking is important.

Starting from a racing heart, and suddenly smiling, I could feel it only from the words 'Thank You'.

Well, I guess I should get used to saying thank you next time, or as much as possible getting a thank you, from the people closest to me.

It could be the source of my happiness.

Well then, I have to go, and plan the OSIS task as best I can. So I can easily run it later.

"Thank you, Beni."

I stroked her hair for a while, before leaving the Library.

But ... Today is my last visit to the Library. Due to his busy being an OSIS assignment, I rarely met him, to the point that I could not return the favor to him.

"inds? Hoamm ... What are you cooking today?"

Ah, my brother's voice that came suddenly, shocked me.

Well, I've been telling you a lot about my first memories of meeting him. So, let's get back to my activities.

Susukan village High School, Class 12, Kitchen Room:

"inds? Hoamm ... What are you cooking today?"

My mother seemed to have just woken up, as she asked while yawning.

"This is Ma'am, I'm done making the Calf Rice and Eggs Roll. This even wants me to take care of"

"Well, it looks good. But I can't eat much. I don't want to be fat."

"Dad, I don't want to either."

"Then I call Dad and Mom, yeah."

I nodded, agreeing.

"Yeah!! Mom!! Breakfast was wasted!!"

My brother apparently preferred to shout from the Kitchen Room, rather than directly meet him.

But, I don't care about it. I better put it all on the table.

My brother is now sitting at the dinner table, as I arrange it.

"Well, I think it's good."

My mom and dad came and sat down at the dinner table.

They didn't take the food right away, before I finished it all.

Oh yeah, I'll tell you the dining table position.

Father and Mother sat side by side, with in front of her my seat and my brother.

Now I'm done with everything.

At the dining table is now arranged as many as 2 pairs of dishes that contain Nasi Kepal and Omelet Roll.

I now sit, on the empty seat that remains.

"Good meal!"

Now we all enjoy the food.

"Thank you, Indri."

"It's hard to make breakfast, every morning."

My father and mother suddenly spoke like that.

"Dad. Thanks to Ind. Brother can go to work full."

"Eh, yeah. You're welcome."

I nodded slowly.

Honestly, I have a reason why I make breakfast every morning. It's all because of Beni, who made me this way.

Do you want to know, is that the reason?

Simple reason.

I just want to get happiness .. happiness because I get the words "Thank You" from the people closest to me.