
A few hours passed after the marriage contract had been completed well he was still reluctant to invite young master Zarow to speak, although he & Zarow occasionally sat next to each other & even a few moments ago had time to pray together with the family together.
He still stiff even looks not ready to be the mistress of a young master Zarow, especially considering the problems that have not been clear until now, whether this marriage is right or wrong thought.
Now Rainbow just sitting quietly in his room, he was still busy with his own mind daydream on his bed, while Zarow was outside exactly in the living room still coolly chatting with Rainbow father.
The rainbow is still constantly thinking whether tonight he should carry out his duties as a wife, his tears do not feel dripping. The rainbow is not ready to carry out its obligations as a wife.
" o Allah, what is the sin of the servant if this night the servant does not perform the duty of the servant?, the servant is not ready, O Allah" murmured the Rainbow in his heart.
He did not feel the happiness as felt by the newlyweds when he had legitimately become a wife, precisely the more concern in his mind.
Tok...
The sound of knocking on the door made her daydream instantly, Rainbow turned towards the door while wiping away her tears, who thought she was knocking on the door of her room.
" in "short Rainbow.
Hearing the sound of the rainbow's answer from inside that allowed him to enter he immediately opened the room door to enter the room.
Kreeeeekkkk......
Not forgetting Zarow closed the door again, seen Rainbow was staring at him with eyes that look still wet, Zarow sure if Rainbow had just cried and of course he knew what the cause.
Actually Zarow is still rigid in the same room with the Rainbow even more so tonight he & Rainbow must share the same bed.
As soon as Zarow opened the door to her room, she turned her eyes away, she should not have done this to her husband, she knew it was a sin for her.
While scratching his head finally Zarow who had been fixated on seeing Rainbow finally walked closer and sat on the edge of the bed next to the Rainbow, seen Rainbow turned his gaze to the other direction with a sad look on his face.
" I know you still misunderstand me, but I want you to believe me when I've changed, because I'm not the lecherous man I used to be, but I'm confused how to explain everything to you, I'm sure you must be disappointed and will never want to listen to my explanation, I'm sorry Rainbow maybe I'm late for explanation to the point that this misunderstanding drags on until now, it should be our happy day ", inner Zarow.
He was only able to stare at the Rainbow without being able to say a word, honestly he was confused how to explain the actual matter sitting on the Rainbow. Continuing to pay attention to the Rainbow without any chatter between them finally the Rainbow stood up.
Zarow believes that if Rainbow tries to avoid him, however, Zarow does not want Rainbow to continue to be indifferent to him like this, for him, it was enough these few days he felt sad because he could not talk and meet the Rainbow as usual.
Rainbow had not yet moved from its place Zarow quickly pulled the fingers of Rainbow fingers to prevent the Rainbow from leaving. Zarow's hand pull makes the rainbow unbalanced until it will fall, lucky Zarow quickly move to catch the body of the rainbow that is olympic.
When going to move suddenly from the back of Zarow pull his fingers so that makes his body unbalanced and uprooted facing back, he closed his eyes because he felt he would fall.
" Allahu Akbar" said the Rainbow
Feeling Zarow's hand coiling around his waist to catch his unbalanced body so that his body fell into Zarow's embrace, he could only resign without a fight.
When he opened his eyes he was already on Zarow's body, their eyes glanced at each other, a sincerity in Zarow's eyes, a gentle, meaningful gaze, looking into Zarow's eyes like this she felt sure that the man who had become her husband was actually a good man.
Zarow was stunned to see the beautiful eyes of Rainbow & her beautiful face this close, for the first time after getting to know Rainbow in such a short time & in the end, he turned her into a new wife this time he could really touch hands and embrace the body of the rainbow.
" Astagfirullah "soaked Rainbow then got up and tried to release Zarow's hand from his body.
The rainbow then sat right next to Zarow's body which was currently lying on his back looking at him, Zarow smiled his eyes slightly narrowed to see what Zarow was thinking.
" why? " ask Rainbow in surprise because of Zarow's smile.
" thank God " replied Zarow, closing his eyes to his face.
Hearing Zarow say the words hamdallah certainly makes Rainbow more astonished, why suddenly Zarow looks like he feels happy.
" yeah you deliberately make me fall so you can mode "queh Rainbow.
Hearing the ravings of Rainbow Zarow certainly only smiled while shaking his head, this was the thing he missed the most, he missed the Rainbow ravings to her, now he has listened to it again.
" em, you forget what if I'm your husband?, why if the husband modusin wife?, I think it's legal right? " answer Zarow flat.
Of course Zarow's answer made Rainbow lice dead, he could not answer Zarow's words because what Zarow said was completely true even though they were both legitimate.
" anyways you have a very weak body anyway, I wonder why you can be placed in the field so Dalmas troops, just pulled so already fallen rich enough to eat only" said Zarow, " oh lest you ya who deliberately want to get rid of my hug "god Zarow who suddenly woke up while crossing his arms and raised his eyebrows.
" what the heck!, who tried intentionally?, besides you are still pulling my hand, it is natural that I fall again and you pull my hand very strong, really strong, it was very intentional to make me fall "Answer Rainbow.
Zarow smiled, for him the rainbow rant was like the sound of a beautiful love song in his ears that he had not listened to for a long time.
" was I intentionally, trouble? " said Zarow.
" yes the problem is, how was it if I fell on the floor I kept injured, do not imagine it hurts rich what?, you endanger tau mas" said Rainbow.
The rainbow continued to nag because it felt like it was being played by Zarow, the more he nagged Zarow even more laughing with excitement, seeing Zarow excited Rainbow was back on his feet, he intended to leave Zarow at his place just like a few minutes ago.
Again the Rainbow intended to abandon itself, with Zarow's quick movement again blocking the Rainbow's intention by gently holding onto one Rainbow hand.
" where are you going? " ask softly Zarow.
The rainbow glared in surprise as Zarow again held his hand as if he could not move and became a statue, the second time Zarow touched his hand back, quickly Rainbow removed his hand from Zarow's hand.
Zarow raised his eyebrows to hear Rainbow's stammering and disconnected answer because Rainbow was looking for a reason to avoid him.
" hem "deheman Zarow before beginning his talk.
He got out of bed and stood very close to the rainbow even as if there was no distance between them, Rainbow tried to retreat to get distance from him but Zarow continued to approach towards the Rainbow.
" you know not if lying is a sin?, surely you know right?, especially if lying to your own husband, right I'm your husband, automatically all your sins I'm the one who nanggung, right?, but if the sin of lying to the husband himself is also the husband who is giggling?, right kasian tuh husband, has been lied to, nanggung sin is also "Zarow then shook his head while smiling, " is Kasian a husband? " continued Zarow.
Obviously, the words of Zarow actually directly exposed to the rainbow heart, sure enough said Zarow, all the sins he did will all be borne by Zarow. He also said istighfar in his heart, he thought that he could almost do something trivial when it was also a big sin for him.
" Abaghfirullahaladzim "mumbled Rainbow with a sharp eye.
At least Zarow as a husband has reminded what is not good for him and should not do especially if he leads him to sin even though only a small sin as a thorn. The rainbow then moved while bowing to return to his bed.
" where else to go? " question Zarow back while holding the finger of the Rainbow fingers.
Again and again Zarow held the hand of Rainbow, and again he reflexively pulled his hand from the touch of Zarow's hand but this time Zarow did not let the hand of Rainbow out of his grasp.
" where are you going? " asked Zarow once more with her sharp gaze.
Zarow is not at all upset at his wife Rainbow treatment can not be separated from his mistakes as well who can not explain the problems that have been disturbing the heart and mind of Rainbow. Zarow was still trying to smile to melt the stiff atmosphere inside their room.
" i want to sit down mas, this can not escape?, or want to join the rich gini keep rich people want to cross? " said Rainbow ketus
" does there be a problem if I want to hold your hand?, I don't care if it's rich people want to cross or what yes, instead of us already legitimate?, I don't care if it's rich people want to cross to or what, or not we're legitimate?, there is no prohibition if I want to hold your hand, there is no prohibition even if I want to touch you ", said Zarow.
As Rainbow's eyes widened at Zarow's words, she was the legitimate wife of young lord Zarow certainly not a sin if Zarow touched her, it was she who would sin for trying to resist & evades.
Mental Rainbow suddenly shriveled because of the words of Zarow just now, he did not want to sin but he was really not ready with this he thought.
" why silence? " ask Zarow again.
" yeh why are you so begging mas anyway, this want to keep standing here what?, my feet want to sit, but if you still want to stand ya already you stand alone aja mas " rainbow says.
Zarow continued to look into the eyes of the Rainbow fixed, his heart was beating indignantly, if only he had the strength he wanted to embrace the Rainbow and thank Rainbow for being his wife.
" why dumb? " ask the Rainbow
His daydreams instantly froze at the Rainbow question, Zarow just scratched his head with a smile. He really likes to hear every word that Rainbow says now his longing has been healed now.
He also thrust his hand to allow Rainbow to return to his bed, Rainbow also moved from his place and went back up to his bed then Zarow also moved closer to where the Rainbow is now.
The rainbow turned its head while glaring in shock because Zarow instead sat attached to him, even though the bed was still very wide even on the side of it was still empty.
" why?, what can't I do if I'm near you? " asked Zarow while staring at the rainbow.
" i narrowed down, you can sit there "pointing Rainbow.
Zarow looked at the Rainbow Rainbow Hand pointing, he could have been sitting in the actual place but for him to be near the side of the Rainbow is the best place for him.
" i want it here" said Zarow.
" iiiii, God's word "the rainbow grigitan.
Many times he beristighfar in the heart so as not to be provoked emotions while rubbing his chest and shaking his head, he then shifted his body to get his space, he was, but the more he shifted, Zarow also shifted closer to him again.
" mas what the hell?, it's the look next to you is still wide, why slide here anyway?, you want to make me fall again what? " the rainbow said.
" yes " replied Zarow.
" what?, do you want to make me fall?, so evil, iiiiiiih" said Rainbow while hitting Zarow with a pillow.
Zarow brushed off the pillow and held both hands of the Rainbow and looked deep into the beautiful Rainbow eyeball.
" yes, I want to make you fall, but not fall sick, but fall that makes you happy, I want to make you fall in love with me" said Zarow seriously.
Rainbow stupefied at the words of the stiff man who was in front of him, he seemed to be in disbelief if Zarow was able to say the words of the lump. The rainbow holds Zarow's head to check Zarow's body temperature.
" you don't get sick, but your words go on? " the rainbow said.
" Ngi" said Zarow again holding both hands Rainbow, "I'm serious, look at my eyes, do you see if in my eyes there is a lie? " said Zarow still seriously.
The rainbow was hypnotized to look at the two eyeballs Zarow, in fact he was eager to believe but from previous events alone until now there has been no clarity of thought back.
" mas, how do I want to believe you?, incident... "had not had time to continue his words Zarow held his lips with one index finger.
" mas will explain to you, yes before mas apologise if you are late to explain but I hope you believe with all the explanation of the incident that night, because what you saw wasn't "pinta Zarow.
From the gaze of Zarow's very earnest eyes Rainbow felt if indeed Zarow was innocent.