Satpol Girl Beloved Young Master

Chapter 23

Many times he tried to close his eyes to forget his problems for a moment, the anger he felt at this time made him restless and unable to sleep, ringing in his head about what decision he should give tomorrow to the Zarow family.

He kept thinking about his conversation with young master Zarow when he picked him up this afternoon, the man who had proposed to be his future wife a few days ago did not understand a single thing about religion, in fact, he also never carried out his duties as a Muslim by performing his prayers.

Zarow is very contrary to the criteria of the husband he craves, all this time he always prays to get a husband who is faithful to him, not only that he also really wants a husband who can guide him to become a real Muslim and not just pursue the world alone.

Given that, even his doubts about accepting Zarow increasingly become so, even though some time ago Mr. Yonso had said that they never taught about religion to his children, including Zarow.

There is a side of his heart that cannot accept Zarow because it cannot carry out his religious orders properly even though in Islam prayer is mandatory, how can a man who should be a priest not have the provision of religion.

But there was a little next to his heart that others felt very sorry for Zarow who did not understand about his religion, Rainbow thought if Zarow also needed to relearn to understand & knowing about the religion he espoused is not just his religion of Islam only in ID cards only.

Tok.dok...

" Ngi "

His daydreams suddenly broke from the sound of calls and knocks from behind the door of his room, he began to stand walking towards the door after right in front of the door he began to open the door of his room, he began to open the door, his mother was standing at the door of his room smiling.

" yes mom why? " ask Rainbow while looking at her mother.

" you don't eat?, this is already malem but the mother of earlier did not see you go to the kitchen to eat "ask mom Melati.

The clock has shown at 09.45 pm, because he did not see his son since last night did not eat dinner he deliberately came to his son's room to ask directly.

" The rainbow is full ma'am "a short rainbow replied.

It looks like the face of the current rainbow worry that makes Ms. Melati understand with what problems her child is currently thinking about.

Ms. Melati held her daughter's hand while stroking her and smiling, she really hoped that if the child did not make the burden of the decision she had to take, she never forced anything later on her son's decision.

" you why?, hmmmm" said Miss Melati who finally asked about Rainbow, "you must be confused as to the answer you have to answer? " said ma'am Melati again.

Rainbow grunts throw rough breath from his mouth, for him this is very heavy, he has been praying to God to be kept away from Zarow if indeed Zarow is not the right choice, but lately he and & Zarow even seemed to be nearing.

" yes ma'am, Rainbow confused what answer should Rainbow love " replied Rainbow.

Again his mother just smiled while continuing to hold his hand & look at him, with a shady & very warm eyes made him instantly become somewhat calm even though his mother had not said a word to calm herself.

" may you come into the room? " ask mom Melati.

Rainbow just nodded his head and took his mother to go into the room, he continued to look at his mother who was still painting a smile on her face.

Rainbow is a child only wayangnya so that bu Melati often put himself not only as a parent for Rainbow but he also tried to be a friend or friend for his own daughter, he also tried to be a friend and friend for his own daughter, the two of them sat on the edge of the bed after being in the room.

" if you can know what makes you confused? " ask mom Melati.

Rainbow looked at his mother who was sitting next to him, he started hugging her and leaning his head on her shoulder to get a sense of calm.

" The rainbow is not too sure about the decision of Rainbow bu "he replied frankly, "mom" he said again who had released his embrace from his mother and held his mother's hand.

" hemm" replied his mother briefly who was also looking towards the rainbow.

" mom if Rainbow does not accept mas Zarow mom same dad does not papa right? " sanyanya.

Ms. Melati instead hugged her daughter who looked very burdened, she did not want if the daughter made the wrong decision, whatever the decision of her daughter she would continue to support her, she did not want if she made the wrong decision, as long as the decision he decides is the best for him.

" Ngi, whatever your decision mom does not matter, I'm sure it's the best decision you have thought carefully, besides you have grown up making your own choices, whatever it is it must be the best for you, I'm sure it's " said Ms. Melati with a smile, "and I'm sure your father also had the same rich thoughts, mom, so do not make the burden of the decision that you will take yes, now many pray to be guided by God, hopefully your decision will be the best for you and also make Mr. Zarow " said ma'am Melati again at length.

Rainbow smiled as he hugged his mother back, regarding the decision of the betrothed that came to him his parents did fully entrust the decision to him.

Both parents did not interfere and did not force to accept the proposal even though they know Zarow is the richest person in Indonesia and quite influential, it's just that Rainbow is afraid that if he refuses Zarow will affect his father.

He must accept the possibility that his father will be fired from the company if he rejects Zarow, he cannot imagine how if his father is fired from the company dishonorably.

" you have not prayed? " ask mom Melati.

" already ma'am, this is very malem mas yes Pelangi has not prayed anyway "he replied.

" yes already if that mother came out first yes, this is all you sleep, do not have to stay up, do not think too much about your problems, tar if too you think even you are stressed " bu Melati said at length.

The rainbow just nodded and smiled, he was quite happy to hear the advice of his mother, the advice made him calm, he said, his mind was a little relieved at this moment although it was still a burden of his mind for him.

" Ngi "call ma'am Melati.

" yes ma'am" replied Rainbow who immediately turned back to look at his mother.

" you pray istikharah again later tonight, ask for confidence for your answer the same almighty" said Ms. Melati.

He should indeed have to pray istikharah once again to ask for confidence for the answer he will give as his mother said.

" yes ma'am "he answered briefly with a smile.

" yes already entered gih "mu Melati command.

After reminding her daughter to pray istikharah again, Ms. Melati then returned to walk towards her room.

Rainbows began to close the door of his room and lay his body on his bed, stared back at the ceiling of his room, some days knew Zarow was actually not entirely rich man is bad.

There are still some positive things that can be seen from young master Zarow, who he knows from Zerin is actually Zarow is a figure who loves his family very much even though he never said it, he said it, because Zarow would rather show something by action than by words.

Zerin also said that if his brother did not like to talk at length, everything he felt could only be expressed from the look of his face, only, but for Rainbow it was not entirely true because all this time he knew Zarow was a shrewd man he had ever known.

" why from earlier my brain contained Zarow mulu anyway, why I can not think of another, cake work, what the cake problem, why should I also be the one he chose to be his wife, his wife, in this world a lot of women why should I, so complicated gini it feels like my life" said Rainbow himself.

For several weeks he always thought about the answer to Zarow and automatically it made him constantly think about every good or bad thing about the man.

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Elsewhere a man also laid his body on his bed staring at the ceiling of his room, it had been a few days since he had known a girl in a Satpol uniform that he was very hard to sleep, he is currently suffering from insomnia.

Zarow did not get enough rest for a week, his mind was fixed on the Rainbow as well as tonight, tonight he was very anxious because he was worried that tomorrow the answer given by the Satpol girl was not in accordance with what he expected.

Recalling a moment ago when he picked up Rainbow to drive her home, on the way the girl asked about her religion, about her prayer.

All this time Zarow just thought if he did good it was enough for life because good to others is also very important, but in fact we are not only encouraged to do good to our neighbors also need to do other things according to the norms in religion because we will not live for life in the world alone but in the end, we will also live life in the end.

Rainbows remind him of death, life is not forever eternal in the world for that we also need to have provisions to go to the afterlife, whatever provisions to the afterlife, the provision to the afterlife is to carry out religious orders such as performing prayer.

All this time no one reminded him of death, he was busy chasing the world alone without even a hint of the religion he embraced, he was busy pursuing the world alone, his parents never taught him about religion especially so far he grew up and grew up among people who are not Muslims.

Zarow has only returned from abroad for several decades after completing his education abroad, after being in Indonesia he was also immediately preoccupied with office & business & not one bit remember if he also had a god who of course he must worship.

Until now Zarow continues to ring with the words Rainbow, when as of this new someone reminds himself of his god & religion, as well as his religion, he wondered if he still deserved to learn to know his religion.

His heart this time really managed to be shaken by the Rainbow, why only this time there is a woman who thinks not so attractive in terms of appearance but he is able to make Zarow seem to want to cry because he remembers every sin he committed.

Just a few minutes into religion, he began to intend to learn about his religion again, but he doubted whether any sin he committed would be forgiven by his god.

He rubbed his face with both hands while closing his eyes, in fact Zarow was confused about where to learn from first if he wanted to study his religion again. If he learns back about Islam he has to start again from scratch, he really has forgotten how to do prayer let alone teach.

" god do I still deserve to get to know you again, is my repentance not too late, god please guide me to get back to know your teachings" said Zarow himself.

The clock has shown at 10:00 pm, until now he has not felt drowsiness, he then woke up from his sleep and went out to the balcony door of his room, inhaled the night air that blows fresh.

He began to take a cigarette and burned, in fact he is not an active smoker just when he feels a lot of thoughts he will occasionally light a cigarette.

" uhuk-uhuk "coughs.

Suddenly he coughed while smoking a cigarette in his hand, he shook his head and turned off the cigarette.

" ah cigarettes also taste so strange gini "

He was choking blankly staring forward, a word he kept remembering that Rainbow said this afternoon, if life without religious knowledge then his life will not mean anything even though throughout any age of the human said Rainbow.

He was older than Rainbow but even he did not understand the slightest religion, he was quite ashamed of Rainbow, that is why both his parents wanted Rainbow to be a son-in-law in his family.

He just realized what privileges do Rainbows have, now it is even his turn to feel inappropriate if he has to be with the Rainbow but he is also not willing if he does not have a Rainbow because for him the Rainbow is like a diamond.

His selfishness to make the Rainbow his life companion is increasingly becoming so, he will not release the Rainbow fell into the arms of any man, whatever he will do in order to get the Rainbow.

" i know I don't pantes to be your companion, but I need you so that I can go back to learning about religion, you know me about religion so I hope you also have to accompany me to do this well" said Zarow himself.