Satpol Girl Beloved Young Master

Chapter 44

Instantly the atmosphere became silent because of Zarow's confession, maybe his confession this time made Rainbow become disappointed with him Zarow thought.

" o Allah is wrong if the servant only wants to be honest and tell the truth to the Rainbow so that later when we get married there is no problem that comes from the past of the servant "sumbles Zarow in the heart.

Honestly, Rainbow was very surprised by Zarow's confession but coming back with what he said before, the past is the only thing that matters is the future.

No matter how great the sins of man we must remain confident that God will forgive those sins which are important repentance must be serious and must not be repeated again.

The rainbow looked down with a smile and took a rough breath, believing that if God was forgiving, whatever sin God committed would forgive his people.

" do you believe that God is forgiving? " ask Rainbow.

" i know that God is forgiving, but for my one sin will God forgive? " said Zarow.

Zarow was really desperate for that one sin, for his other sin might easily God would forgive him.

" believe whatever sin Zarow committed God will forgive me, if Zarow is not satisfied with my answer, maybe it's good that Zarow asked the same question who better understands the religion "answered Rainbow with a smile, "the important thing now mas Zarow must be eager to continue to carry out the commandments of God " rainbow gives Zarow spirit.

Zarow could not speak anymore to hear the words Rainbow, even though Zarow used to be an adulterer Rainbow actually gave him the spirit to continue the istikomah on the right path.

Whether made of what the Rainbow heart thinks, not a single rainbow shows a sense of disappointment in him knowing the reality as bitter as this.

" don't you feel disgusted by hearing my story? " ask Zarow to make sure.

" yes yes mas, why should I be disgusted with you, I am also just a human being mas, not escaped from sin because I am also not entirely holy" said Rainbow.

In this world there is indeed no man who is absolutely pure pure even without sin even the Rainbow, he has also committed sins both intentionally and unintentionally.

Zarow did not understand the words Rainbow, why he said if he was not entirely holy, how a person like Rainbow could say that.

" is the rainbow unholy as well?, why did he say so? " zarow murmured in the heart.

He suddenly felt disappointed to hear I, no Rainbow, did not expect a girl like Rainbow to be able to do anything that was not-nothing in his past, his gaze now changed to show his disappointment towards Rainbow.

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" why mas? " ask Rainbow.

He was curious to see the look on Zarow's face that suddenly changed, maybe Rainbow mispronounced it so that it made Zarow offended.

" do not get me wrong to say yes earlier, lest mas Zarow be offended again by my words "rumble Rainbow in heart.

" do you mean you say you are not entirely holy what?, have you also ever fallen into the sin of Zinah? " ask Zarow bluntly, "not expecting it turns out secretly you used to be a woman not really yes" continued Zarow full of disappointment.

" haaaa, what do you mean mas? " ask Rainbow in surprise.

Rainbow was really surprised to hear the words of Zarow, why Zarow could say such a thing to himself, how could Zarow have thought that he had been entangled in the sin of Zinah as he was.

" astaghfirullah, O Allah why suddenly mas Zarow thought I had been adulterous, did I say wrong? " the rainbow murmurs in the heart.

Zaroe stared angrily at the Rainbow, she thought he was the luckiest man to get a good woman like the Rainbow turned out that what he thought was all wrong.

" i'm disappointed in you" said Zarow.

" what the hell mas?, it's not clear what strange people think, why else think I am? " sahut Pelangi's.

Zarow then turned to face Rainbow back, Rainbow face was still calm looking ahead, how he did not think that strange if the Rainbow confession was indeed very strange.

" you yourself said that you were not holy" said Zarow again.

Rainbow reflex patted his eel turned out Zarow misunderstood with his words, he misunderstood what he said earlier.

" i mean I'm not that, I mean not everyone lives in a clean state and never commit sins, yes rich me this, I also never commit mistakes, I also never commit mistakes, whether intentionally or unintentionally, I have also wronged God, I mean that but wrongfully I am not rich that mas Zarow thought ", said Rainbow explained at length.

" so you really never commit the same rich sin I did? " ask Zarow again.

The rainbow only shook his head because he had never committed the sin of adultery as Zarow had thought. Maybe he had accidentally done an act that was not liked by God like dating.

Before her he also never wore hijab, even he had worn clothes that were not polite before he finally realized and migrated back to the path of God.

When he remembered that Rainbow felt sad because he had committed a sin that would clearly ensnare his father to the gates of hell, until this moment he never again wanted to open his aura in front of the non-muhrimnya.

Zarow smiled as he scratched his head because he had misunderstood the Rainbow, it was clear that a girl like the Rainbow would never do anything strange, Zarow thought.

Seeing Zarow smiling The rainbow just shook his head, that's what men think, a man wants to be accepted completely by a woman, even the ugliness of the past, but when a man knows the ugliness of women in his past, not necessarily the man will accept it.

Men are identical with his selfish nature, just as Zarow just showed, he stroked his chest because of Zarow's bad attitude.

" astaghfirullah, astaghfirullahaladzim, astaghfirullahaladzim, astaghfirullah ya Allah "istighfar Rainbow in heart.

" but if only I had ever fallen into that sin, would Zarow still want to edit me as Zarow's wife? " ask Rainbow.

However, he certainly wants to have a good partner even though he knows his past is not entirely good. He thinks it's not just him hoping to have a good partner he's sure of that.

" do you think in the view of Islam is wrong if men do not want to have a good partner? " said Zarow, asking.

" it's not wrong mas "a short rainbow replied.

He was surprised by Zarow's question that did not make sense with his question, the question he asked Zarow was answered with his question also to the Rainbow.

" that's the point" said Zarow.

" meaning mas? " ask Rainbow still don't understand.

" you ask me if you're not good, do I still want to marry you?, even if I'm not good, I won't find a wife who is as good as rich " zarow said, "everyone has a good desire for his future" Zarow continued.

Rainbow understood with Zarow's explanation, he nodded his head, sounding selfish but it is true that no one wants to have a bad life partner.

" but if I was really rich, how would you think? " ask Rainbow again to make sure.

" what is certain is that you are not really rich that I thought you were, right?, if I really just say it to your parents if you really how " said Zarow while glancing at the Rainbow.

The choking rainbow held her hand in front of her chest, obviously she could not accept that Zarow would say that to her parents because it was not true.

Zarow smiled at the rainbow who was a little angry because of his words, the anger Rainbow actually seemed funny, even he refrained from laughing.

" what is that smile? " the rainbow said.

" can't I smile?, do you want me to be so serious? " said Zarow.

She then lowered her hand and shook her head with a smile, obviously she did not want if her future husband was a fierce man or an arrogant man.

Seeing the smile of Rainbow Zarow turning his face again, he could not bear to see the sweet smile of Rainbow continuously like today.

His heart beat back at this time to the point that he felt afraid that if he suddenly had a heart attack, his sweat became more and more airy in the car was getting hot.

" sir please go to the hospital for a while yes, I want to see Dr. Reza "zarow orders to Mr. Handoko.

" sorry sir, are you sick now? " ask Mr. Handoko.

Mr. Handoko was quite worried about the circumstances of his young master who suddenly gave orders to take him to the hospital where Reza's doctor was practicing.

Doctor Reza is a good friend of his young master and coincidentally doctor Reza is also the personal doctor of his young master's family as well. Only this time he did not directly carry out the orders of his young master and instead asked.

" do not know yet, sir, but I want to check " replied Zarow.

" what are you complaining about? " ask Rainbow.

Bright Rainbow also anxious to hear if Zarow will check his current condition even though if viewed Zarow does not look sick at all.

" here" said Zarow pointing to his chest.

" your chest hurts?, do you have a history of heart disease?, or do you have lung disease? " ask Rainbow.

" what the hell, I don't have any strange diseases at all know " said Zarow ketus on Rainbow, " sir don't forget to the hospital " order Zarow again.

" well sir" said Mr. Handoko according to.

Rainbow now just silent no comment again, he was afraid that if he kept talking would make Zarow's disease worse he thought.

Actually he was curious if Zarow was really sick at this time, he was getting worried because the sweat on the Zarow temple was getting heavier. Rainbow took the initiative to take tissue and wipe Zarow's sweat.

" here let me sleep by myself "ask Zarow.

Rainbow gave the tissue in his hand to Zarow, his face does not look pale but looks very red.

" fugitive sir, afraid of his Zarow mas ntar why-not "the order of the Rainbow.

" why-why?, people I don't why " said Zarow.

" you're serious mas?, that's your dryness that way, in case the AC is cold" said Pelangi.

Zarow looked at himself, indeed his body was currently wet from a sweat bath. He often feels this way when it comes to anything that concerns the Rainbow.

After a few tens of minutes the car stopped at a parking lot in the hospital where the doctor was practicing. Zarow got down and opened the car door for the rainbow.

The two of them immediately walked towards the inside, now Rainbow was walking next to Zarow so that when Zarow fell he could catch Zarow even though he knew he would not be able to lift Zarow if Zarow fainted.

" Zarow "greet a man wearing a checkered shirt with a white coat.

" oiy Za" said Zarow greeting.

It was a coincidence that Reza was just about to enter her room, it seemed like Reza had just come out to pick up something and then returned to her room

" this is like a rainbow? " greet Reza

The rainbow only smiled at Reza who still recognized him even though he had not met for a long time in the past few years.

Obviously he knows Reza, a man who works as a doctor, his father is a good friend of Rainbow's father.

" you know the rainbow? " ask Zarow.

" know it, just a little manglingin yes, you used to not use the hijab Ngi, but now more beautiful anyway " Praise Reza.

" what the hell is lo Za, here" said Zarow pulling Reza into Reza's room.

Reza who was pulled by Zarow could not fight because Zarow pulled his arm so strong that he was afraid if his hand would be sprained.

" what the hell lo Row, play pull-pull" said Reza.

At this time they were already in Reza's workspace while Rainbow he deliberately did not invite inside so as not to hear his conversation with Reza.

" let me know who my candidate is ", explained Zarow.

" what?, candidate?, wait, you're not wrong to say, right, or gini deh, you're not kidding anymore right? " ask Reza.

" emang lo see what I've been messing around with, I've always been serious about what I'm talking about" said Zarow.

From the look of Zarow's eyes indeed at this time Zarow does not look to be playing games, but for him why this seems strange because he knows Zarow is a real playboy.

" okay,.okay,..gue believes your talk, whether what kind of misfortune experienced by Rainbow can now have a rich candidate lo" said Reza.

" you think I'm what?, until you say Rainbow shit dapet me" said Zarow.

" hahahhaha, don't brow I'm kidding, so what's the point & purpose of coming here? " ask Reza.

Zarow was still silent curious about where Reza could actually know the Rainbow, even from the chatter they heard if Reza had known the Rainbow for a long time.

" from which Reza knew Rainbow "s murmured Zarow in the heart