
" Ustad I want to ask, so how can my repentance be received?, I was previously a sinner Mr. Ustad, is it possible that God will accept my repentance? & how can I and my family continue to repent in his way? " ask Zarow
After a few tens of minutes ago they learned to teach together and perform Isya prayers together now Ustad Sham gives a lecture about Islam to the Zarow family, which is themed on repentance.
Zarow immediately asked Ustad Sham questions about himself, his eyes glazed over while telling his question, all this time he was a sinner, his life was not far from his vices and haughty attitude, he said, even during the 23 years he lived this new life he really thought to repent and return to the right path.
Ustad Sham smiled at Zarow's question, he was proud of Zarow who admitted to the mistakes he had made and ultimately tried to repent to Allah SWT.
" my dear brothers and sisters, by God, basically anyone on this earth has ever committed sin and error, because we are only human beings who do not escape sin, both small sins and big sins, both sin on the khaliq and sin to his fellow creatures. Even every member of the body in humans has made mistakes and sinned. The eyes often see the haram, the tongue often speaks the unrighteous, lies, curse, perjury, accuse, talk about the disgrace of fellow Muslims, reproach, mock, complain, slander & others. Will a sinner be accepted by Allah SWT???, the answer is yes. I will give you an offer from the Qur'an under study, the 4th Surah of Annisa verse 100, there was once a man, making an indescribable act, someone who had killed people, he said, kill him not one or two but hundreds and indescribable number, crime need not be measured because you will be tired of counting it, when God willing to give guidance to him, Mashaa Allah, and, & hidayah will be open to anyone as long as he wants to take it, before his life reaches his throat. Suddenly he came to a pious man and said I wanted to change, and then he said to him, You don't mean you can't be a good person, only you live in an environment that does not support you to be good, get out first from that place, go to the assembly of science saefullah where he is there, come there to learn & God will guide you to change from a bad to a better person. Heard the advice of this pious man, departing the man on his way, suddenly the Lord, has not reached his destination in the middle of the road, it is said to be mentioned more than a sudden moment of death came to pick him up, death sumayidrull, what happened??, his steps counted as worship, in his footsteps he beristighfar repent to Allah SWT, SWT, what happened, his repentance presents the love of Allah SWT, Allah loves the repentant people and his love brings forgiveness for every one of his sins, so what happened his reward was written by Allah, entering this person's paradise said the prophet , Qul ing kuntum tu renabuknallaha fattabi'nikini yu sulbibkumullahu wa yagfir lakum ankhunisbakum, wallahu gafokarur raimi, which means If you (really) love God, follow me, then surely God loves and forgives your sins. You can imagine a man who has killed more than a hundred people, ineffable drunkenness, uncountable criminality, when he would repent coming to the assembly of science, he said, because God died in the middle of the road can go to heaven, your time who has never been a criminal, never killed, can not be forgiven his repentance, as long as in repentance must be serious. It is wrong but the door of repentance is open to all of us, because God the difference between you and the person is that the person has not been present in the assembly of knowledge while you have been & sat down to listen to the assembly of knowledge, given the best place & we will learn, if with all this can not make it easier for you to go to heaven then in what other way God must take you to heaven, if by sitting here you do not want to repent in any other way God will guide you to repent, he said, if by this you have not been obedient to the apostle then in what way does God convince you to obey the apostle, therefore my brothers and sisters, let us study his knowledge and & with that knowledge will guide us God willingly back to God to invite our family to his paradise God willing God, Aamiin " at length Ustad Syam gives an answer while providing one example of the story of the sinner who entered heaven.
" Aamiin, O God" replied Zarow.
Zarow was still not satisfied with the answer given Ustad sham because all this time he always committed the sin of Zinah, the sin of Zinah that he had been doing would be forgiven also by God he thought.
Actually he still wanted to ask this again to Ustad Sham but he could not ask because there was his sister who would definitely hear it.
He did not want his sister to imitate his bad behavior so far, he wanted his sister to grow into a Muslim woman who obeyed with religion like Rainbow.
Mr. Yonso nodded his head to hear every lecture by Ustad Sham and his proposition. He is grateful at this age he and his family are still given the opportunity to repent to God he thought.
" Ustad can I ask? " said Zerin who secretly listened to the lesson today.
She wondered why a Muslim woman should cover her head with a headscarf like she does today. Just like Rainbow did his sister-in-law.
" of course you can, please "say Ustad Sham.
Zerin continued to look towards Ustad Syam hoping that his question would get a satisfactory answer, as he was quite curious about this.
" Ustad why is it that a woman when performing her prayers & worship teaches her to cover her head and body by wearing a cover like this? " asked Zerin while lifting the face he was still wearing.
Zerin steadily asked his question clearly and straightforwardly, he felt it was strange to wear a white cloth while performing his prayer service because this was the first time he had worshiped together with his family.
Ustad Sham smiled at Zerin's question, it is only natural that a young girl like Zerin who grew up in the middle of a family that never knew how her religion did not understand what cloth she was wearing while performing her prayers.
It should be the responsibility of both parents to give their children understanding and learning about their religion from an early age.
Because even though how parents will be held accountable for their children's education, and one of them is the problem of this hijab.
" Zerin your question is very good yes son, the cloth you and your mother wear is called mukenah, in use when praying while the cloth that covers the head while not praying is called hijab, hijab, actually, not at the time of worship only a Muslimah must close the aurat, because the advice to close the aurat for a Muslimah law is mandatory such as fardhu prayer, what is meant by aurat, what is meant, aurat is for women all parts of the body except the palms & face, why should a woman close the aurat? " the word Ustad Sham stopped, "Ustad want to ask Zerin, Zerin know not about heaven and hell son? " ask Ustad Sham on Zerin.
Feeling asked by Ustad Sham he just nodded his head, a little he had heard about heaven & hell, he said, all this time his parents only taught him to be a good boy in order to get to heaven.
" So actually the order to wear the hijab is common to all Muslims who are in every corner of the earth. As a form of obedience to Allah and His Messenger, obedience is a source of great happiness and success in the world and the Hereafter. A person will not feel the sweetness of faith when he refuses to realize, apply and execute all the commandments of Allah and His Messenger. Showing the beauty of the body and the beauty of the body is a form of evil that brings the wrath of Allah and His Messenger. One step the woman went out of the house without closing the aurat, one step also her father and brother almost went to hell. One step a wife went out of the house without closing the aurat, one step her husband almost went to hell" Ustad Sham explained, " Does Zerin want his father and brother to go to hell because Zerin does not close Zerin's aura? " ask Ustad Sham again.
" not Ustad "answered Zerin, "but why would anyone sin Zerin by not wearing a hijab but why would I be dragged to hell? " ask Zerin again
Hearing the explanation and question Ustad Sham, he was honestly still confused why all the sins he made could drag his father and brother into hell.
Ustad Sham again smiled at Zerin's question, he hoped that all the answers he gave could make Zerin and his mother could close his letter as the obligation that Allah had ordered for all Muslims.
" bismillahirrahmanirrahim, As the Prophet said, “Everyone of you is a leader, and every leader will be held accountable for what is led, A man is a leader for his family members, he said, and He will be held accountable for what he has led over them, (HR Muslim), a father. If a man who has borne the title of father yet he does not care for his daughter. No matter if he prays or not. No matter if he can pay or not. No matter if he closed the aurat or not. Whether you want to study religion or not. The duty of a father is not only to earn a living but also to guide the good, so when his daughter or his wife commit sins then he will be held accountable as a leader " at length Ustad Sham explained, "so do brothers. For if his father is gone, the responsibility of looking after a woman is his brother. Including in this case uncle, if they only care about his family, while his sister or nephew is left far from the teachings of Islam, then wait for the threat of hell in the hereafter "he explained again.
Mr. Yonso shed his tears upon hearing the explanation of Ustad Sham, so far as the head of the household he never guided his wife and children to learn about religion so it is natural that he will be dragged to hell because he did not carry out his obligations he thought.
Zerin then looked at Zarow and his father, saw his father covered his face with both hands, his father's face looked red. Zerin's heart was quite touched by Ustad Syam's reply.
Zerin decided he would start learning to cover his aura by wearing a headscarf and performing his worship so that his loved ones like his father and brother would not be dragged into the fire of hell.
Zerin nodded his head to understand why Rainbow, who is none other than his sister's future wife, had been wearing Muslim clothes and wearing a hijab.
Zarow was only stunned to hear every lecture delivered by Ustad Sham tonight. His heart ached because why all this time he was too stupid not to try to find out and learn.
In this case, Mr. Handoko during the reverberation adzan always asked permission for him to perform his prayer service, & at the time Pak Handoko performing his prayer service he just kept waiting in the car without thinking to join Pak Handoko performing prayer as well.
" astaghfirullah, astaghfirullahaladzim o Allah, astaghfirullahaladzim, forgive all the sins of the servants & the sins of the families of the servants O Allah, we have all been too negligent with you all this time, forgive our sins & forgive us & open the door of repentance for us as widely as "zarow murmured in his heart.
Lady Arini felt a great sin, how it was possible for decades that her husband and son would be dragged into the valley of hellfire because of her sin to open her aura.
Grateful he met and knew Rainbow who brought new changes in his family, even they could learn religion thanks to the Rainbow.
" o God, my God, thank you for bringing the Rainbow into our family, knowing a girl like the Rainbow brings us back to your path, o Allah, I beg you to stream all the affairs of the sons of the servants with the Rainbow to their lawfulness, "the madam Arini murmured in her heart.
After finishing with today's activities Ustad Syam immediately closed the meeting today. They all immediately rose from their seats towards the outside of the room to deliver the farewell Ustad Sham.
" Ustad thanks for coming to teach our family Ustad, I hope Ustad is not kapok & continues to teach us the stupid & blind with religion " said Mr. Yonso while shaking hands with Ustad Sham.
" i will never stop to share my knowledge with others, may the father & family always be mystic in carrying out obligations, aamiin " said Ustad Syam, " if so I say sir, assalamallaikum "said Ustad Sham again.
" Waallaikumsalam "answer them together.
Ustad Syam came home with ushered by Mr. Handoko as ordered by Zarow on Mr. Handoko.