
"Mother Ara, if God wills, nothing is impossible. Ms. Ara, life is full of trials, full of climbs, full of twists, even we can't guess. Some have wished desperately, but if God says no, nothing will happen. But when we have resigned, ready to accept God's destiny, already turned upside down to face God's test, then God will replace our sadness with happiness. I am very moved and happy, finally Ara's mother can get pregnant. Don't stress, take care of your health Ms. Ara." Doctor's message.
Clear details flowed from both of my eyes. Is this the rainbow you have prepared for me?
***
" Dad..." I poured into the arms of the Word.
Mas Firman pulled me in his arms. Finally..rasa rinduku is treated.
Although not a hundred percent love, it does not mean there is no longing in the heart.
Cup.cup.cup.
The Word gave me a few kisses.
" Sorry.make you like this."
" Daddy.I'm pregnant." I can't wait to tell my husband.
" Are you serious?"
" You don't believe it?"
" Thank you..." Mas Firman rubbed my stomach that was still flat.
" Thank you Lord for giving us confidence."
During pregnancy there are so many foods I don't like. And strangely enough, many of the foods that I didn't like at first became my favorite. How strange! There is no end if you think about it.
A week with Firman, I was made queen by him.
Like this morning, "dear..what do you want to eat?"
" What do you eat?" I thought for a moment.
" Drink the milk first, it'll be cold."
" Thank you dear..." I said while pinching the cheek of the Firman and immediately drank the milk until it ran out without remaining.
Mas Firman shifted his seat, his hand rubbed my stomach. During my pregnancy, almost every day she did, "father's son... Eat a lot so that the baby does not hurt, not limp... Brother wants then what? Chicken porridge? Ready boss.dad buyin yes..." The ears of the Word stick to my flat stomach.
" Yang, sister wants to eat chicken porridge." Say the Word to me.
I do not respond to the Word. Only my chest feels tight. Happy to be a mother and father. To this day the crystal grains still like to fall when getting little attention from the Word mas.
But this cry was different from a few years ago. If it used to be a cry of sadness, then now it is a cry of happiness.
" Don't cry, dear..." Firman wiped my wet cheeks.
" I'll never leave you, what a pin happened. We'll join the sisters later."
The sweet words from the Word made my cry even louder. Since I became pregnant my feelings are much more sensitive, is that one of the congenital pregnancies?
***
After almost a week at home, my time together and the Word must end.
We are back in an LDR relationship. Although heavy, but I do not show in front of the Word. After all, Firman is the head of the family. He had to work as proof of his responsibilities as a husband to his wife and future father.
We're still in the room. Hugged tightly.
" Don't get sick. Don't eat late. What you like, please buy. I work for you. Later I ask Brother Faira to share with you, yes."
" Yes, it's so chatty."
" Dad's son, dad says work first... All right in your belly."
Mas Firman said goodbye. All I know is that his hobby is getting my stomach.
I drove Firman to the front door.
" Be careful, ma'am."
"Yes dear...."
And now.mas the Word has disappeared from my sight.
It was so sad to be living with my husband.
***
Although still weak, but I do not want to just stay in the room.
I went back to my abandoned rose plan.
" Ara, I brought this guy." Mama showed up with a young woman.
" Who is ma?"
" He's a neighbor's kid, his house is down the alley. If you don't mind, he can help you."
" Of course I'll be happy, ma.
Dita started helping me. His son was very diligent and deft. Everything was done very carefully, and the result was perfect work. I like Dita.
We work very well.
***
I woke up this morning. Maybe because the body is still less fit. My gestational age has already stepped on three months. Dizziness and nausea often come disturbing. Until now, I still have trouble sleeping.
It may also be the effect of LDR with mas Firman.
After showering and decorating, I came out of the room. My mom seems busy in the kitchen. Dita also helped.
" Mama.." I said. I sat near my mom.
" Ra, how? Still nauseous?" Ask your mom without seeing me. Mama's hands looked deftly slicing red onions.
" It's still limp, ma. Dizzy nausea still faithfully accompany
" Cursing.
" Patience is it, Ra. The sacrifice of being a mother is incredible. Mama is sure you are strong. The spirit!" Mama said with a smile.
I smiled shyly. Just in a light test was embarrassed. Past tests have been much more painful. Basic human!
"Today, Mama has a show?"
" Yes, my mom forgot to tell me about you last night. Later in the day my mama's friends will come."
" O.." I'm a mangosteen-beard like a cone fish. Hiz...
I did nothing, everything was forbidden by my mother. Said the princess's mother sitting sweet.
Which other god's favor do I want to deny? If in-laws this time alone I was given a good one.
I chose to go into the room. My eyes feel heavy. But I don't want to sleep. So I just called the Word.
After making two calls, I finally heard the voice of the man I missed so much. Ever since I was pregnant, I've been a bucin to the mas Firman.
(Hello darling.).
( Hello mas. What do? )
(I'm on the field. Hot-hot ria.)
(Oh yes? Too bad. )
(How is my son? Is he naughty? )
(He's not naughty, mas.)
(Does he still make his mother out of appetite?)
(No, mas. Alu I'm starting to accept tng later I call again yes.)
(Okay, mas.)
The telephone connection has been cut off by Firman. Because my eyes could not be compromised, I finally chose to sleep.
***
I woke up, looking at the wall clock, apparently long enough I fell asleep.
Tok.dok..
The door to the room on someone's knock.
I got up to open that door.
" Dita? What's up?" I was surprised to see Dita's face behind the door.
" Told mom out to meet mom's friends. Don't forget the beautiful dress." Dita's message while playing her eyes.
" Oh yeah, tell me mom's soon."
" Okay, ma'am." Dita passed from before me.
I immediately put on makeup and changed better clothes and the theme was polite. Whatever your pride mama patu is guarded.
After a pretty promising appearance, I immediately came out of the room to meet mama.
Although there is shame, but for the sake of mama.
" and..." Mama waved her hand at me.
I smiled and moved closer to my mother,
I sat next to my mom, smiling.
However, not long after that smile faded from my face as a middle-aged woman I knew looked at me in shock.
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