Safaries

The safarah 13

"Sir.I want to love suprise.." said Fatimah enthusiastically.

" Suprise? What'sthat?"

I looked at Safarah deeply.

" Sir.I'm pregnant."

" Well, congratulations Fatimah..." Safarah sincerely embraced Fatimah.

It's always so safe... Hugged someone sincerely even though I knew someone was hurt.

***

After desperately avoiding Virhan, I now got a message from Fatimah. He wants to see me. Rejecting him is clearly impossible. Although unbeknownst to Virhan, we still often send news.

Fatimah is a good woman. She told me she was pregnant now.

I hugged him, congratulated my ex-husband's wife.

Fatimah was never wrong between us. And I never hated Fatimah in the least.

Many things are told to me, including the silly behavior of Virhan who still likes to deliriously call my name in his sleep.

Virhan and I looked at each other.

Not knowing what to respond to.

" I was amazed at Virhan, "he said again.

" Awe what?" Ask Virhan with a curious face.

" The love of Virhan on Mbak Safarah does not fade. I'm sure one day you'll be reunited."

" Fatimah.. Are you experiencing change now?" I switched our conversation.

" I'm just often nauseous and dizzy, mbak. My appetite is way down right now." Fatimah's face turned gloomy.

" In the early semester, it is often felt by pregnant women really. That's still natural. Later if you have stepped on in the second semester, your appetite will return to normal. Your job, mas. Should pay more attention to Fatimah."

Mas Virhan is still looking at me, even he can't believe I'm asking him to talk.

Without feeling the time getting up, Fatimah and Virhan mas say goodbye to go home.

Before coming home, Fatimah hugged me tightly, "grandmother, I will unite you later." Whisper in my ear.

I heard the words of Fatimah, my body stiffened.

What does Fatimah mean?

Fatimah smiled at me.

We wave each other's hands.

After their car disappeared, I chose to go inside.

There was Nadia who was smiling, "why smile?" Many wonder.

" It's funny the same expression Virhan mas."

" What's so funny?"

" Throughout the mbak and Fatimah chat, the views of Virhan mas not separated in the slightest from mbak. That's how he loves you, mbak."

" You noticed?" I landed my ass in the cashier's seat.

" It's curious." Nadia canengar-cengar like a buffalo in the rice field.

" Nad, I felt strange as Fatimah said." My curses.

" What did Fatimah say?"

" He said he'd make it and Virhan's back."

" Seriously?" Nadia surprised.

" Mad hopes their relationship lasts, Nad. Hearing that Virhan mas will have children only.mbak quite happy. Although there's a bit of disappointment, because now I don't know if it's barren."

" Don't talk like that, ma'am. Not necessarily barren."

" ah. The world is full of theatrics, yes." I ended my conversation with Nadia.

****

After a few months, I was again destined by God to meet my mother, Virhan and Fatimah.

They're checking Fatimah's contents.

" Bapak Virhan and Fatimah's mother." call me.

This time I don't wear a mask. Fatimah looked surprised, what else mama. Virhan looks more relaxed.

" So.you work here, Safarah?" Ask mom bumbling.

" Yes, ma." I smiled friendly. Although it hurts a lot, I don't want to repay it. My relationship with his son is over, so there are no more evil deeds that I have to repay.

" Yuk.." I helped him lie down.

Again Virhan mas focused more on me, "when will you be like that mas?"

Mama patted Virhan on the shoulder, as if she understood what was on her son's mind.

After I finished I helped Fatimah to wake up.

" The baby is healthy, the gender is female."

How excited my mom was, until one sentence came out of her mouth, "Dok, this is the granddaughter I've been waiting for so long. My son-in-law used to be barren."

Everyone in the room was shocked to hear my mother.

Not tired of her mom hating me. Until I had no relationship with his son, he still insinuated me.

Ckck.I shook my head, I felt it. Old, but unable to maintain ethics.

" Mama..enough." snapped Virhan. This is the first time I've heard Virhan yelling at my mom.

" Mother.we must not draw conclusions. Maybe it's not time for my ex-daughter-in-law to be trusted by God." Doctors tried to mediate.

" This is a fact Doc. For example, this sister." My mom pointed at me.

The doctor was surprised, and I just looked down.

" Mom, please come out. The examination is over." Said the Doctor in a cold tone.

Fatimah pulled my mama's hand, "let's go out."

" Dok.forgive my mama. Sister Ara.forgive me."

I just nodded, and mad Virhan walked out of this room.

Doctor Faira opened her glasses, "do you have a problem with them?"

" He's my ex-husband Doc." Answer's short.

" The ex-husband? How many years was married?"

" Eight years, but .I can't contain, Doc." Answer shy.

" Have you tried checking?"

" No, said the mother-in-law for free, just spending her son's money." I said with a small laugh.

I am sad to remember that time.

" It's so sharp your ex-in-law's mouth is."

Doctor Faira said as she leaned her body against the chair.

" I'm sure eight years is the toughest test for you."

I just smiled a little.

" Aren't you trying to open your heart?" Ask doctor Faira to investigate.

" Fear doc, "

" Fear what?"

" Fear is not well received."

Doctor Faira is just a beard, I don't know what's on his mind.

" Sus, do you still love your ex-husband?" Doctor Faira's question made me dumbfounded.

I myself am still confused, what feelings are in my heart exactly?

Feeling angry or even love?

" When you look at the eyes of your ex-husband, he still has a great taste."

" Dok, we didn't part because we didn't love each other, we parted because of my husband's mother's will. I'm considered barren doc." Obviously again.

" Sus, do you want me to know you?"

" Who is Doc? Doctor has a sister?" I'm laughing a little.

" There, the pilot. I don't have a girlfriend yet. If you intend to open your heart, I will arrange your meeting." Doctor Faira's face turned enthusiastic.

" Doctor's sister doesn't necessarily want a barren woman, doc."

" Don't despair, someone is the most important thing. If the script is good, God willing, everyone will be happy to be near you."

Doctor Faira immediately packed up. His work hours are over. I cleaned up all the equipment on Doctor Faira's desk.

" Sus Ara, I'm going home first huh. see my sister." Doctor Faira waved her hand and blinked her eyes next to her.

Do I deserve to be happy?