Safaries

The safarah 20

"My taste is bad. But SORRY..I AM NOT BUYING. ALL THE DRESSES AND KEBAYA HERE ARE UGLY." I SAID sharply.

" You want to stay here? I can go home by myself." I walked away from a place that couldn't appreciate buyers.

" and..." The Word reached my hand.

" We're home." He pulled my hand into the car.

After far away leaving that strange place, "what's really going on?"

" I don't like your friends, mas. Can't he appreciate the buyer? Or.he has a taste in you. If my taste is bad, why doesn't he help me? Why would he insult me?" My words are fiery.

Mas Firman did not respond to my rant, he just pulled his car over in front of an ice cane seller. He pulled down his windshield, and ordered two cups of cane ice.

" Minumlah!" mas Firman memberikan satu cup es tebu padaku.

Without further ado, I drank it all the way through.

" How? is your head cold?" Tanya Firman smiled mockingly at me.

" How depraved is your past story?"

My outspoken question, instantly turned that handsome face to a crimson red.

" ah. Shit!" Mas Firman even hit the car's steering wheel. Without answering my question, Mas Firman even turned on the car and drove at medium speed.

A word did not come out of his mouth until we arrived at the cafe.

" Do you still want to hide something from me? If so, let's cancel this wedding!" My threats aren't kidding.

" I can't live with a dishonest man. I also don't want to go back to failing for the second time in a household." I'm ready to get out of the car, until my hand is pulled by Firman.

" Okay.I am a lecherous man, a man of single status but not a virgin. And I almost slept with all the women close to me.

I dump all the girls like shit if I get bored. But with you.know you .. I can't Ara. I've fallen in love since first sight. I've been in love since Mom loved you. I've been in love ever since you refused to kiss me. I have been in love ever since you refused to be touched. I fell in love with all your flaws and advantages Ara. Am I wrong? I want to start a new life with you, with you, even though we may not be trusted. I am a sinner, yes, I am a sinner. My father did not even acknowledge me as a child. I want to be a better human being with you, Ara."

How surprised I was to hear the Word. So wild and unguided once in his life.

" Do you have a disease, Mom?" I asked without further ado. This question is more important than anything.

" Oath for anything, Ara. I didn't hurt anything. " The Word defends itself.

" Okay, thank you for your honesty, ma'am." I immediately went down and chose to enter the house without caring about the Word.

Today I feel tired. There are so many trials today. From a firm heart, feel the Word is God's soul mate, but the sense of confidence was again shaky when meeting with Sandra.

What other trials are these?

***

I began to love Fatimah. Touching Fatimah from the heart is not due to lust. Fucking Fatimah's lips into opium.

Is love not present because it is accustomed?

Today we're making a name-giving event for our son. Afifah Sabrina became the name of choice for our little baby.

All of the invited guests present congratulated and encouraged us for becoming new parents.

Yet... Today my mood was very chaotic when I saw Safarah joining hands with the man.

Word, yes the name of the man is Word. Almost similar to my name.

" Why should I take the Word?" Can't he come to this show alone?" My heart is busy mengedumel like the mothers who are coming the moon.

What else when I saw Safarah get rice for the man. Very nice of him, dare to arrange Safarah.

His wife did not want to arrange Safarah.

On a whim, I deliberately approached Safarah. The more surprised I felt, the contents of the plate were the same. Are their tastes the same? Since when? So yes they are.

The more surprised I when I heard the Safarah and the Word will hold a marriage. Soon Safarah believed in the promise of a man she had just met. Is he now a fool? Or maybe now Safarah has become cheap.

***

(Safarah.. come to the house of the sister now yes.).

A short message from Brother Faira.

" What's up? Is there anything serious? Or. mas Firman has confided in Brother Faira." I'm guessing by myself.

I drove the iron horse to Faira's house.

Brother Faira greeted me, "you're crying? How'd his eyes get puffy?"

Duh..why the hell Brother Faira should pay attention to me.

" Yuk in! Brother's ready for food."

Brother Faira danced me to the dining table.

And there is a satay plus lontong.

" Is this brother Faira cooking?" I was amazed to see Brother Faira. A Doctor, but good at cooking.

" It's normal, Ara. If you're a mother, you'll understand."

I fell silent, there was my soul that was pinched by the words of Brother Faira.

" Oops! Sorry, not what you meant. You mean, you'll understand if your husband eats." Brother Faira is correcting his words.

I sat down beside Brother Faira, and began to eat the satay that was in front of me.

" A...?"

" Yes, brother." I stopped eating.

" Do you hesitate to connect with the Word? It is not the intention of brother to interfere in your affairs, only. brother and family already feel suitable if coupled with the Word. What the Word needs is on you, Ara."

I was silent for a moment. Worryingly. Must go forward or back. It was very different when I was in a relationship with Virhan mas who obviously did not accept me. And mas Firman? His family very openly accepted my presence to accompany his son.

" Sister.I want to marry mas Firman."

" Yes!" There was the sound of a man cheering with joy.

I am no stranger to that voice? But..is he here? Did he eavesdrop on our conversation? Brother Faira hit her own eel.

" It's like a mas voice..."

" He's under the table." Brother Faira said, his hands pointing down.

" Huh?"

I quickly looked. Sure enough, there is a face of the Word there is looking down embarrassed.

"Ckck."

I finally laughed. He hid under the table to hear the conversation between the two of us.

" I'm sorry Ara." Firman felt guilty. " For your sake, I'm going crazy, Ara."

" Gombal!" I pinched the waist of the Word.

****

Today.I have been officially edited by mas Firman.

Now I am the mistress of the Word. Fatimah and Virhan came. He just kept quiet, without congratulating. Another thing with Fatimah, "safe ya mbak Safarah.hopefully immediately given momongan yes, mbak. The world of the Hereafter." Fatimah hugged me and said a good prayer.

Throughout the event, my chest was always pounding. After a long time of not being touched by men, now...

I was scared to meet up for the night. What am I supposed to do later?