
"That means the Word looks like papa huh, ma."
" Yes, they are very, very similar. From face to favorite food, fashion style, all the same, Ara." Obviously mama-in-law.
I smiled looking at my mom. When compared to mama mas Virhan is clearly much different. If likened maybe they are both like heaven and earth. Like a witch and a fairy godmother.
I chuckled at myself imagining it.
" Ara..why laugh at yourself?
Duh. peranggok mama-in-law is smiling herself. What am I supposed to do?"
" No, ma." Answer's clumsy.
Having obtained permission from my mother, I finally decided to start my plan to create a garden.
I started to order the land and prepare everything.
The rose seedlings have arrived
Today I started filling plastic pots and planting roses of various colors.
In this way I can repel saturation due to undergoing LDR.
***
Although the dizziness and nausea struck, it did not dampen my spirit to make a garden in front of the house.
Every morning and evening I never get tired of watering and fertilizing.
This morning, the feeling of dizziness in the head could not be held. I staggered, and almost fell. Luckily I was still able to grab the table that was near me.
Everything I saw swayed until I could no longer lift my face.
I still stand and close my eyes. Wanting to walk but I was afraid of falling so tired made me slowly choose to sit on the spot.
I don't know who I'm going to ask for help, even to make a sound is difficult.
" Oh my God.What is wrong with me? Why is everything going around in circles?" I complained with a trembling voice. I resigned if something bad happened to me.
" Sir Ara..ya Allah..kamu why mbak?" Ani's voice was like an oasis in a barren field.
" Bik.." call me weak.
" Sabar mom, yes, I call mom for a minute." I heard footsteps running away.
" God.give me help..." My prayer in my heart.
" Ara...are you why son? Your face is pale. Papa...hurry and get the car ready! We need to get Safarah to the hospital.
Hearing my mother's voice, I felt relieved. Help has arrived. I closed my eyes until I was not aware of what was happening to me.
***
All I know is now my hand's been attached to the infusion. I was lying in a room that was all white and scented with drugs.
I lay alone. Where's mom and dad?
What the hell happened to me?
The view no longer goes round and round. Maybe because it has received treatment.
Unknowingly my tears melted, it was sad.
Kriek! The door opens, "Ara..are you awake, son?" Mama hugged me tight.
You should have told my mom you were sick. Mama already told Firman, today she decided to go home."
" She.I'm fine. The Word does not need to go home. Isn't it not long to wait for a month and a half?"
" Assalamu'alaikum..." The loud voice of Faira speaks in this room.
" My dear.how are you? Why come to an infusion like this?" Brother Faira hugged me.
" I don't know brother." Reply weak.
" How can you not know?" Brother Faira looked surprised by my confession.
" Ara never told me anything about Mama, Fai." Mama sewot.
" Bene Ra?" Ask Brother Faira to me.
I'm nodding.
" Ara.kamu never hesitate to tell any story to mama. Then why didn't you call Fai?"
" Fai, mama was panicking seeing that Ara was already pale leaning against the wall. He was not aware of the time he was taken to the car. He fainted, Fai." Curse mom on her firstborn.
" Two weeks ago I was like I had a cold, started to get dizzy, nauseous. I don't think it's going to be such a hassle to mama and papa. But. eventually even bother papa and mama." I said with regret.
" Have you checked with the doctor?" Ask Brother Faira.
" The doctor hasn't arrived yet, Fai. Just get first aid, said the nurse."
" Okay.try brother check ya."
Brother Faira held my stomach, slightly on the press.
Suddenly, Brother Faira's face stiffened.
" Ra... You're..." Faira's words hang in the air.
" Why brother?" I'm a little panicked. Could there be a serious illness lodged in my stomach?
" Fai..his stomach why? Don't be afraid." Mama approached us.
" Ma, this is not wrong anymore."
" What's wrong, Fai? What a clear dong!" Mama shook Faira's shoulder.
" When was the last month?"
" Before marriage" I answered honestly.
" When it is true that what is predicted has the power of God there is no match. We wait for the doctor, so that later the results will be clearer." Said Brother Faira while closing my stomach.
" Sister.what's wrong with me?" My question is getting weaker.
" Have you called Word? Just tell her to go home!" Brother Faira's orders.
" But responsibility, brother. One more month."
" Let brother call." Brother Faira took a cell phone, and started talking to Mas Firman.
(You should go home now! It's a serious problem.)
The closing words of Brother Faira are so creepy.
What the hell is this? Why should everything be forced? Is my situation so worrying?
***
The doctor's here, now I'm gonna do an ultrasound.
Mama, papa and brother Faira gathered in the room.
In my heart was very worried.
Being pregnant is impossible. Eight years married to Virhan mas and always doing ***routine for the sake of the growth of a baby in my womb, Then compared to now, only related on the night of the bride, after which we are LDRs, then, it's obviously impossible for me to get pregnant. Impossible and of course it was like a dream for myself.
The doctor started doing USG, the doctor smiled, "how many months have you been married?"
" It's been a month and a half doc." Honestly answered.
" That's lucky, mom. Just got married but already trusted by God."
Mama and sister Faira embraced, while papa smiled happily.
I still don't understand the direction of the doctor's conversation.
" Do you mean doctor?" I'm confused.
The nurse helped me get up, and then I sat down waiting for an explanation from the doctor.
" Congratulations ma'am, you're pregnant for three weeks." The doctor extended his hand.
I was shocked, not believing the doctor's words.
Getting pregnant? Maybe I'm pregnant.
" D.doctor.i ti.tiku h.hamil no way." I stammered.
" I'm MANDUL doc." I said again with great emphasis.
The doctor opened his glasses.
" Have you ever done an examination? So that you can convict yourself barren mother?" Ask the doctor while looking strangely.
" Dok, forgive my sister. Maybe my sister is still in shock because she was married eight years, but did not get pregnant. While now only a month and a half married, and is undergoing LDR with her husband, then quickly soerang baby growing in her womb." Brother Faira spoke up.
" Mother Ara, if God wills, nothing is impossible. Ms. Ara, life is full of trials, full of climbs, full of twists, even we can't guess. Some have wished desperately, but if God says no, nothing will happen. But when we have resigned, ready to accept God's destiny, already turned upside down to face God's test, then God will replace our sadness with happiness. I am very moved and happy, finally Ara's mother can get pregnant. Don't stress, take care of your health Ms. Ara." Doctor's message.
Clear details flowed from both of my eyes. Is this the rainbow you have prepared for me?