
"Dumbkkk!!" nicholas screeched while hitting his car's driver.
He was so upset that his logic and heart could not be cooperated with. His logic says not to dissolve in the memories of the past but his heart actually feels a feeling that he has not felt for a long time.
It is undeniable that he misses Bianca so much. Bianca, the first woman to make Nicholas fall in love is not only her beautiful face but also her gentle demeanor.
Her memories go back in time, as she and Bianca have just officially dated. At that time Nicholas always picked Bianca up to school and drove her back home with his green Ninja motorbike which was being loved by many at that time. Nicholas remembers the bike as a gift from his parents for winning an inter-provincial piano race.
In the early days of courtship, of course Nicholas was not liked by many men because he managed to conquer Bianca. Nicholas was once threatened by one of his men and gang to stay away from Bianca, but Nicholas ignored him and he was almost beaten up. But Bianca who knew about it came and helped Nicholas. Bianca's eyes were so sharp she stared at the gang and shouted at them to leave and never touch Nicholas.
Nicholas feels increasingly amazed by the figure of Bianca who looks calm and calm, on the other hand he can be so fierce to face people who make him feel disturbed. "Thank you bi but next time you don't do that if you're doing anything?" Nicholas.
"Yes you calm down Nic, I'll be fine. They might not dare touch a girl. I also don't want you to do anything Nic" said Bianca, then Nicholas clasped Bianca's hand and stroked her hair making Bianca blush in shame.
Nicholas tried to shake his mind and his mind said that this was only a momentary feeling, considering that he had not met and talked to Bianca for 5 years.
"Halo beib" said Nicholas through his cellphone connection that suddenly rang
"Beib, where are you? Can you pick me up at the MM Mall now? I used to bring Ria here but she came home first because I still want to shop for your birthday next week" said Raina, Nicholas' wife
"Okay, I'm there, I happen to be not far away in about ten minutes maybe I get there" said Nicholas then drove to the MM Mall.
At this moment Nicholas seemed to be aware of his unease. He realizes that whatever he feels for Bianca will not change anything, he is already married to Raina. He felt his opportunity to be with Bianca was no longer there and he did not want to be dissolved in this feeling. "We're over Bianca, my caca" his inner voice said.
While Bianca was enjoying her dinner with Fritz, they laughed so last night that she was unaware that Nicholas was walking past the cafe where Bianca and Fritz were eating. Nicholas heart feels warm to see Bianca laugh so loose, it has long been he did not see Bianca happy like that. But he felt jealous to see the couple so affectionate, seeing Fritz occasionally stroking Bianca's hands and shoulders.
"Oh, is it okay, you're done or you still want to see again?" answer Nicholas
"There is still another one that is less beib, I need a dress for me beib hehehe continues later we wear clothes that are similar to beib, I need a dress, the casual relationship is not too much also turns out your friends beib, like you have to hang out more deh beib... bla bla bla bla.
Nicholas doesn't really listen to what Raina says, he knew his wife was indeed quite chatty and likes to arrange so he just say what Raina said while stepping foot following Raina who had held his hand. His mind's getting messed up, though, why could he be reunited constantly with Bianca while this five years he never crossed paths with Bianca even though he likes to secretly go to Bianca's favorite place if he is thinking about it, he said, I hope to meet Bianca. That was the reason he agreed to Simon's request to be his best after hearing Bianca who would become the bridesmaid of Simon and Lita.
An hour later Raina finally gave up and took Nicholas home. Nicholas then pressed the elevator button to go down to the parking lot. When the elevator doors opened, Nicholas saw Fritz and Bianca in the elevator. His body felt frozen, it was hard to step into the elevator.
"Beib let's dong in, hunt down the door! " raina said as she pulled her husband's hand and apologized to Fritz and Bianca for not feeling well waiting for Nicholas to come in and Fritz kept holding the elevator door for Nicholas.
The four of them were in the elevator. Nicholas and Bianca try to look ordinary when their hearts continue to rage.
Suddenly the elevator they were riding shook and died, even the lights in the elevator were off. Bianca was so panicked that she screamed, especially Bianca was so afraid of the pitch black. Bianca could feel someone grabbing her hand and grasping it tightly, but suddenly someone pulled her and hugged her, but the hand holding her did not let go of her grasp. But he could not think because he was very panicked, even he began to feel his breath tight.
Raina swiftly turned on the flashlight from her phone. He was shocked when he saw the scene before his eyes.
The woman who was in an elevator with her was being hugged by her husband but what was surprising was seeing her own husband, Nicholas was holding the woman's hand. Five years married to her husband, she never saw the facial expression of her husband like that, even when she had to have an appendectomy her husband was not like this. I was very worried and wanted to protect.
"Beib, you're wrong. I'm here beib! You apologize as well as her mother and her husband there, duhh sorry well mbak mas my husband wrong people" said Raina, she thought maybe her husband was wrong people.
Nicholas then took off his grip and apologized to Bianca and Fritz as his wife requested, then shifted to approach his wife. Nicholas this time was really jealous to see Fritz hugging Bianca. His beloved woman was right in front of him but he was unable to get close, for she was no longer his. Nicholas' reddened face held back anger and jealousy, but he was more worried to see Bianca who seemed frightened to the point that her sweat was pouring out and her face looked pale.
Nicholas knew Bianca was afraid of being in a very dark place, so his instincts worked when he heard Bianca screaming in panic. He held Bianca's hand without thinking, hoping it would calm Bianca down. But again he had to accept the fact that there was Fritz who replaced his position in Bianca's life and maybe in his heart. Nicholas asked in his heart "Did Bianca love Fritz, like she loved me?"