Right Person, Wrong Time (An affair With First Love)

Fill my heart

Finally they arrive at Simon and Lita's wedding. The place is in a mountainous area, the air is quite cool and around it there are many tall trees.

One of the officers there greeted the two of them and invited them to see the place where Simon and Lita were going to have their wedding. Bianca really likes the place, even she has imagined how to organize and decorate this place.

Then a young woman approached them.

"Siang mas mbak introduce me Vina who will handle the decoration later, how do you like the place?" ask Vina.

"Oh, I love Vina, it's a beautiful place" replied Bianca.

"Well suited mba, the place is beautiful, mbaknya beautiful, masnya also very handsome. Oh yes when the date mba let me check first" said Vina.

Bianca is immediately misbehaved after Vina thinks she and Nicholas are a couple of brides. Nicholas who was standing next to her only smiled at Vina's words.

"Eh is not mbak,mmm.this is not me who wants to marry." replied Bianca.

"Oalahh. wrong yes I hehe sorry mbak, but if mbak same mas later want to marry, here fit anyway hehehe" said Vina.

"Yes mbak, later if I want to marry here I contact mbak Vina yes, wait for my application to be accepted first. Isn't it bi?!" Nicholas. Bianca then glanced at Nicholas, "what the hell" in Bianca's mind. Unknowingly her cheeks were blushing and her face felt warm.

Nicholas smiled as he looked at Bianca and he felt Bianca blushing like this was adorable.

He again teased Bianca "Bi, your cheeks are red" Nicholas said casually and he left Bianca and Vina to look around. Nicholas was satisfied and unable to hold back his sweet smile after he managed to make Bianca's cheeks blush.

Bianca who initially misbehaved because of Nicholas' behavior then began to be able to focus on taking care of Lita's wedding. He then contacted Lita and explained the concept that he thought was good.

Nicholas then chose to sit in an indoor area, a white building surrounded by glass. From inside the room, he could see Bianca clearly. The more he saw Bianca, the greater his admiration. For a long time he had not felt this kind of feeling.

On the one hand he does not intend to cheat on his wife but on the other this is Bianca, the true love of his life. Let alone having it again, adjacent to him at this time had made him very happy, he felt he had the spirit of his life.

"My plan today should go well, everything should be clear between me and Bianca" Nicholas thought

After finishing Lita's wedding, Bianca then approached Nicholas and invited him to go home. Nicholas nodded then stood up and they both got into the car.

"Bi, before I go home I want to take you somewhere" said Nicholas.

"Where's Nic?Make what?! You don't be weird, Nic!" answer Bianca.

"I'm not gonna do anything about you bi, when you don't trust me?" Nicholas.

Bianca kept quiet, she knew Nicholas wasn't a jerk and he wouldn't do anything about it.

Finally they arrived at a campground, not too far from Lita and Simon's wedding venue.

"Tok Nic's camp? we don't want to camp. I'm a laper, I want to eat" Bianca said.

"In the dalem there is food bi, we eat in the dalem ya" replied Nicholas.

After entering, Nicholas then spoke with the officers there and they were directed to a camp overlooking the hill. In front of the camp was a bathroom and a campfire. As the day began to twilight and the air grew colder, Nicholas asked the attendant to light a bonfire and order food for the two of them.

"It's really good that Nic is in hehehe's place" Bianca said.

"Yes bi, I've wanted to come here for a long time but not so" replied Nicholas.

"What do you want, Nic?or what do you want to talk about until you bring me here?" ask Bianca.

"We eat first bi, then I tell you I mean I brought you here" replied Nicholas.

Not long after their food arrived and the campfire was lit. They focused on each other's food and kept quiet. Both of them were agitated at what would happen after they ate.

"Oke bi, I'm talking to you" Nicholas said as he moved closer to Bianca.

"Yes Nic" replied Bianca trying to calm down as usual when her heart felt like being dislodged.

"Bi, I think it's time now that you speak up. We are no longer Nicholas and Bianca who were teenagers, young and unstable. I think I deserve to know why you left me" said Nicholas.

"I. i..." Bianca didn't know what to answer and where to start.

"Bi, you know how hard I got?! How hard it is to get up bi!!This is the umpteenth time let me ask you!! I hope you can be honest with me this time!" nicholas said with a trembling voice, enduring the pain in his heart.

"Nic, I. Even if I say it now, it won't change anything Nic!" answer Bianca. His heart felt shaky this time. Nicholas was right, they're all grown up now and he wanted to tell Nicholas why he left Nicholas first but he knew it wouldn't change anything. They would not be able to unite until at any time, which would add to the wounds in their hearts.

"Bi!! Pleaseee don't be selfish gini bi! You said you wouldn't change anything it's true but I don't want to forever wonder bi! You used to be afraid I hurt you but you realize you didn't really hurt me bi! You left me, I'm sick! You left without explanation, I'm sick! Now that I see you with your husband, I'm sick! Tell me how to treat this pain." said Nicholas, venting all his feelings so far he craved.

Bianca's tears fell, her heart was sore. The wound came back again and this time it felt much more painful than before. This time he saw the desperate gaze of Nicholas, Bianca could even see the droplets of water dripping from Nicholas' eyes.

Bianca felt unable to avoid Nicholas anymore. He knew he was perfectly capable of covering up his pain tightly but he could not see Nicholas like this.

"Nic, I'm sorry Nic please excuse me.. You're Nic, I hurt your heart but I didn't mean it to be Nic. You want to know the truth, right? Now you hear me all right." said Bianca tearfully.