Right Person, Wrong Time (An affair With First Love)

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"Nic I can't.sorry Nic, if we spend time together like you said there can't move on Nic. Let what has passed pass, so memories. We also have a lot of good memories" replied Bianca. He realized he would get weaker if he complied with Nicholas' request.

"Oke bi, sorry I made you yes. If you don't agree bi. So tonight will be a farewell night for us." said Nicholas sadly.

"Yes Nic.At last after a long time I feel relieved, my burden is much lighter after being honest with you" replied Bianca.

Bianca felt relieved in her heart after being able to express her heart to Nicholas. Not to start a relationship with Nicholas that he hoped but he hoped after he was honest Nicholas could be free from the questions that had been on his mind so far. Hoping that after being honest with each other, they could step forward without looking back again.

"I am also bi." replied Nicholas.

The sun was almost setting and they were sitting side by side in front of the campfire. Nicholas emboldened himself to embrace Bianca's shoulder. Bianca was initially very surprised by Nicholas' treatment but again the feeling of warmth and safety reappeared. He also rested his head on Nicholas' shoulder, his heart felt very calm near Nicholas.

Nicholas stroked Bianca's hair, feeling very smooth and soft. Nicholas could not describe how happy he was right now, the empty space he had in his heart felt full now. He wished he could always be with Bianca like this...

The sky grew darker and the colder air pierced their skin, not even the fireplace in front of them was able to beat the cold. But inwardly, the two of them were also reluctant to go home to end the night.

Nicholas then woke up and took a blanket and put it on Bianca's body before she also wrapped the blanket on her body.

"Excuse me mom, sorry to bother you about ordering food and drinks for dinner?" ask the camp officer.

"I'm not Nic's laper, I want some hot tea" Bianca said.

"Order warm tea only 2 yes mbak" replied Nicholas.

"Okay sir, ma'am awaited ya" said the camp employee, then left them both.

Because this is an ordinary day not a red date, so the campground is quiet for visitors and they can both enjoy every minute even every second of their togetherness.

"Bi, I guess we rarely go to the mountains first?" Nicholas.

"Yes, Nic, we've been to the same island beach first. It turns out no less beautiful, Nic" replied Bianca smiling.

Seeing Bianca's smile, Nicholas was increasingly unable to hold himself back. He was eager to hold Bianca in his arms, kiss her and have her again as he once did.

Bianca realized Nicholas' gaze had changed, as if wanting to pounce on her. He tries to shift Nicholas' focus.

"Oh yeah Nic, I'll have a drink and go home. Later kemaleman loh, sought your wife later hehehe" said Bianca.

"Yes bi, this abis we go home yes" replied Nicholas.

Not long after, a waiter came and delivered them warm tea. Nicholas and Bianca sipped the warm tea to the ground and rushed home even with a heavy heart.

****

Along the way Bianca several times wiped her tears in silence. He was like a teenager who had just broken up.

"Nic, you're a part of my life and always will be. Maybe we will become strangers after this at least we dare to be honest with each other" replied Bianca with reddened eyes holding back her tears.

****

Nicholas takes Bianca to her mother's house. He planned to stay there but he was very tired and needed time alone so he decided to stop by for a while and see the situation of Karen who stayed there.

"Good night bi" Nicholas said as he stroked Bianca's hair.

"Good night Nic, thank you" said Bianca and held the hand of Nicholas who was stroking her hair.

Nicholas then pulled the hand of Bianca who was holding his hand and brought it closer to his lips and kissed Bianca's hand. He is reluctant to let Bianca go, but he has to let her go.

Bianca got out of the car, took a deep breath and stopped her. He didn't want his mom and son to see him sad.

Nichalas notices Bianca walking on her back, tries to restrain herself and drives away in her car.

Not far away she drove, Raina contacted Nicholas.

"Beib where the hell are you?! how can I call several times can not" said Raina annoyed.

"So maybe it's a bad sign, I'm home" replied Nicholas.

"Yes already spit" said Raina ketus then cut off their phone connection. Raina likes it sometimes but Nicholas does not take the attitude of Raina.

Nicholas is still digesting what happened today between himself and Bianca. He felt fate was playing both of them. A pair of people who love each other but cannot unite.

****

Arriving at Nicholas' house greeted with a sour face Raina. To be honest he was not looking to deal with Raina and her emotions but he realized this was also his fault, a day disappeared without news and could not be contacted.

"Beib, sorry I didn't have a signal" said Nicholas.

"You don't know me all afternoon because you can't, I'm taken to malem but you don't know me either. You always have Nic coming out, I have to call you back and forth!" raina was angry.

"Yes I was wrong, sorry" said Nicholas. He really does not want to prolong the problem with Raina at this time.

"I'm sorry, you can! From when also say sorry continue but so again, just like you!" raina said in a high tone.

"Raina, please today I'm very cape and there is no energy to fight with you. Sorry I don't know you, next time I'll tell you. I want to take a shower first" said Nicholas and rushed to the bathroom to take a shower.

Raina is very upset with Nicholas' behavior and chooses to play with his cell phone. Raina has always felt insecure about having a husband like Nicholas. He felt not quite beautiful and attractive in the eyes of men, especially to the point of making a handsome man like Nicholas because he often acted possessive and jealous blind.