Ride in Bed

Three Hearts, Three Wounds

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The excitement in the cafe is in fact inversely proportional to what the Goddess feels. After learning that Adrian is the older brother of Aditya, the feelings of the Goddess become erratic. The girl looked dreamy, sometimes she turned to Adrian who looked relaxed enjoying the show of the sister.

His eyes were on Aditya. The young man was still eagerly entertaining the cafe visitors with his sweet voice. Recalling his remark about their relationship coming back from the beginning. Purely friendly without other frills, no doubt make the Goddess sad. Indirectly the girl had already hurt Aditya's feelings.

“Where are all, still spirit?” ask Aditya as soon as the fourth song ends.

“Still!”

“Ok.. for the next song, we relax a little, yes. More slow.”

Aditya positioned the guitar behind his back. This time he would just sing without strumming the guitar. The young man prepared in front of the mic stand, then looked towards the back. Rivan began to beat his drum followed by the sound of Rangga guitar.

“How it should. Make you fall for me? Let me write a million poems. Convince you to return my love.”

Aditya's eyes can not be separated to look at the Goddess when singing the first verse of the lyrics of the song Ada Band. The heart of the Goddess is like being pierced painstakingly, as if Aditya is voicing the contents of his heart that cannot love him yet.

Not only Goddess, but Adrian also felt the same sadness. You can feel the pain of the sister while singing the lyrics in each line. Not to mention Aditya's continued views on the Goddess. The man lowered his head, why did a complicated situation befall them. Why she and Aditya must fall in love with the same woman.

“Should I die because of you? Buried in sadness all the time. Should I give up my life? Only for the love that might kill me. Stop my heart pulse. Without you knowing how holy my heart is. To have you.”

Dewi almost cried hearing the line of refrain sung by Aditya. He really did not want to hurt the young man. But he also has no power to resist the feelings that fall in the charm of Adrian. Not strong enough to hold the water pooled in her eye pelupuk, Dewi immediately moved from her seat. The girl went to the toilet to calm down.

The Goddess' tears immediately fell as soon as they reached the toilet. He sat on the toilet, smothering his mouth so that the sound of his crying did not come out. The girl has been seen trying to control herself several times. His hand kept moving rubbing the melted tears on the cheeks.

In the middle of his cries, he heard the clang of his phone. His eyes blurred due to tears that still pooled, but he could see if the incoming message came from Adrian.

From Aa :

Can we talk? I wait in the backyard of the cafe.

For a moment the Goddess was silent, the girl was still trying to calm herself down. It was hard to meet Adrian in this situation. But if he doesn't come, Adrian will look for him. The goddess finally came out of the toilet cubicle then stood in front of the sink. His eyes looked a little red, washed his face with water several times, then dried it with a tissue. The girl needed to polish her face with powder in order to disguise the scars on her face.

Meanwhile, Adrian, who was already in the backyard, kept looking at the black velvet box in his hand. He opened the box several times. His condition is currently in a dilemma. If he advances, then Aditya will be hurt. But if he retreats, then he will feel pain.

His eyes closed re-imagining the expression of the Goddess when Aditya introduced them. A hue of surprise was clearly drawn in both of his eyes. He did not know how the Goddess felt about him. But looking at the look in the girl's eyes, she was sure the Goddess had the same feeling.

Adrian's mind continued to wander, wondering how the Goddess would feel. The guilt feelings for Aditya for choosing her, or the disappointment of her unrequited love. Adrian immediately put the velvet box into his pants pocket when he heard the sound of footsteps approaching. From the corner of his eye, Adrian saw that the Goddess was coming. The girl sat down beside him.

Adrian still lowered his head. After taking a deep breath, he raised his head then looked at the Goddess. He was surprised to see the eyes of the Goddess blushing. That girl must have been crying. Adrian's feelings are getting more and more worried.

“You okay?” Adrian opens the conversation and is only taken in by the Goddess.

“Are you surprised to know that Adit is my sister?”

“Why didn't you ever say?”

“Sorry.. I. have a reason for that.”

“Adit also didn't say anything about aa. Though he often tells about aa, but even though he never mentioned the name aa.”

“Do not blame Adit. I asked for it.”

“Why?”

The goddess looked at Adrian with a clingy look. In this confused situation, who is to blame? Adrian though? Aditya then? Or himself?

“When Adit told me he was in love with someone, he was so happy. He looked so excited and so cheerful. To be honest, I was very curious, who was the girl who had made her like that. Until I finally know who he likes.”

“Ma.. that is, already know that Adit likes me?”

“Iya. Since then, I've been trying to get close to you. Find out more about yourself. Dewi... Do you like Adit?”

Adrian's tone of voice was so slow and sounded a little vibrating. His heart beat faster waiting for an answer from the Goddess. But after a while, there was no reply from the girl.

“Goddess.”

“So... aa closeness lately with me, because of Adit?”

“Iya... why? Don't tell me you think I..”.

Adrian did not continue his words when he saw a clear circle flowing on the face of the Goddess. His throat immediately felt choked. What is thought to be true, the Goddess also has the same feeling as him. Adrian moved from his place then squatted in front of the Goddess. He took both hands of the girl.

“I.. I'm sorry that what I did made you misinterpret. Really, there was no intention of me to play you. I really love Adit. I just want to see him happy, and make sure his choice is not wrong. Sorry if I made you misunderstand.”

“Aa very dear Adit. But I don't take care of my feelings. Why am I being nice to me? What are you paying attention to me for, FOR WHAT??”

The Goddess brushed Adrian's hand away. The girl stood up and ran into the cafe. Adrian was still in his place. The man fell down on the grass. The night he thought would be a happy night, it turned out to be just a night full of wounds. Again he failed to get the woman he loved. Only this time the pain felt more piercing and deep.

The Goddess repeatedly took a deep breath. The tears that still wet the cheeks. The girl walked back to her desk. Seen his other friend still enjoy the show The Soul is singing the song request visitors.

“Gaeess.. I go home first, yes,” said Dewi without daring to look at her friends.

“Eh why go home first, Wi?” sandra asked confusedly.

“My head is so dizzy. I go first,” without waiting for the approval of the others, Dewi rushes away.

“Wi. wait. Together with me.”

Sheila snatched her bag then ran after the Goddess. Aditya, whose position was turned back to the stage, did not realize that the Goddess had gone from there.

The goddess kept walking out of the cafe area. The tears are flowing back. Adrian's words really hurt his heart. The girl stopped and squatted on the sidewalk in front of the cafe. Sheila who had just followed behind, finally arrived near her friend. He was surprised to see the Goddess crying.

“Wi.. lo why?” Sheila crouched down on the side of the Goddess while embracing her shoulders.

The goddess did not answer only her crying which grew louder. The confused Sheila could only hug her best friend. For a while the Goddess was still crying.

“Wi. We go home, yes. I'll book a taxi online first.”

“Gue doesn't want to go home. I want to nginep at home lo,” replied Dewi on the sidelines of her crying.

“Iya, Wi. Yes.”

Sheila immediately took her phone and ordered a taxi online. Not to forget he also contacted the mother of the Goddess to inform him that the Goddess would stay at his house. Fortunately, Nenden allowed it. Not long after her order taxi arrived, Sheila had Dewi ride into the car.

In the garden behind the cafe, Adrian is still glued to the garden chair. No different from the Goddess, her heart was also crumpled dimly. There is no way he embraces love, when the younger brother is injured by the same woman. In addition, Dewi will feel heavy accepting his love, because Aditya is his sister. Until the man decides to take it all on his own. Despite the risks, the Goddess will hate him.

Adrian got up from his seat, then returned to the cafe. As much as possible he did not show what he was feeling right now. The man went back to his desk and sat himself in his first place.

“Where to?” ask Yulita.

“There was a little business earlier.”

“I did not expect the band Adit cool rich gini.”

“Hmm.”

Yulita did not continue her speech, seeing the attitude of Adrian who seemed reluctant to talk to her. The woman went back to silence, while enjoying the performance of The Soul. The last song Aditya sang was finished. Together with the other members of The Soul, he went straight to the table that Adrian occupied.

“Where is bang?” ask Aditya impatiently.

“Good, cool.”

“Eh Which goddess?” ask Roxas. He came to his friends' table.

“Word where?”

“Udah home. Dizziness he said, was home with Sheila,” said Sandra.

“Oh.”

Roxas passed by after hearing Sandra's reply. The young man took a cell phone and contacted Dewi. Unappointed, he contacted Sheila. Roxas takes a look at Adrian when Sheila recounts the current state of the Goddess.

Adrian gets up from his seat when his phone rings. The man walked out of the cafe as soon as he saw Ikmal contacting him. Surely his friend will talk about work.

Done contacting Sheila, Roxas followed Adrian. He waited until the man was done with his call. The young man immediately approached when Adrian ended his call. He stood next to Adrian.

“Bang.”

“Hmm.”

“I should call Sheila. Said the Goddess crying when she came home. Sorry, bang.. what's the matter?”

“Can you tell me how the relationship of Dewi and Adit?”

“Itu..”

Roxas knew sooner or later, this problem would happen. The young man began to tell the beginning of the meeting of Dewi and Aditya. How their relationship intertwined quickly, until then the feelings of the Goddess were split.

“So... it turns out that I entered between them.”.

“Bang..”.

“Dewi has never dated. Naturally, if he was touched by Adit's attitude, especially when his father just died. But maybe it's just the feeling of affection as a friend, the rich Goddess to me. And what Goddess Rasain to bang is different. He himself told me.”

“If you were me. What would you do if the woman you like was also liked by your sister?”

Roxas' mouth was uncovered. He also could not answer Adrian's question. Maybe he'll take a man-like attitude.

“Please hide everything we talked about. Don't let Adit know about me and the Goddess. And if you can help them to be together.”

“Keep brother?”

“I'll behave as usual. Life must go on, right?”

“But it takes away the feeling that has grown, not the easy thing.”

“Let that be my business. Your job is to make sure not to let Adit know and convince Dewi that my closeness to him yesterday is only for the sake of Adit.”

“Bang.”

Adrian and Roxas talk stops when Aditya comes close. Adrian is back to his usual attitude, as if there is no conversation between him and Roxas.

“Abang to eat first?” tawar Adityas.

“Ngga, brother is not hungry. Brother wants to go home first. The work wasn't done yet. Want to continue at home.”

“Ok, bang. Thanks for coming and support me.”

“You brother. Brother will always be the first one to support you, Adrian” pat Aditya's shoulder slowly.

“Oh yes, Xas. Please take Yulita home. Dit, please tell Yulita, brother go home first.”

Without waiting for an answer from Aditya and Roxas, Adrian went to the place where his vehicle was parked. The wheels of the car began to move leaving the cafe area. The man drove his vehicle at moderate speed. His hand moved to turn on the car audio. Listen to music to accompany his journey.

Adrian did not go home. He pointed his car towards the top of Dago. For a moment he wanted to calm his mind and choose a location that could give him peace. The four-wheel drive continues to move into the elite housing complex. He then pulled his vehicle away in a quiet place.

He opened the window, letting the night air hit him. The music from the car audio is still heard. Adrian leaned his head while closing his eyes. Enjoy the strains of Noah's song that represent his current feelings.

I'm looking for love

In an unusual place

Right between the wounds

And the silence did not subside

I've found him

Hugged me in his arm

And I love her

In a space that is limited

Just a soul humming

Only the taste is entirely

I loved her

Keep it in secret

Oooo... Oooo...

This love closes my eyes

Grasping my breath

Cuffed

Tell me this isn't true

Pain. sore. hurt.. disappointed.it may be what it feels right now. When he again felt in love, but returned the situation and conditions did not side with him. He had to let his girl go from him, whether the Goddess would be with Aditya or not. It is better to see Aditya hurt to see the Goddess with others, than to be with her.

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“Kak.. home delivered Roxas aja, yes,” said Aditya and karuan make Yulita surprised.

“Loh where's your brother?”

“Abang came home first. He said there was still work.”

“I go home with you.”

“Sorry, brother. I need to go somewhere else first. Xas. I'm taking Lita's sister. I unplug it first.”

Aditya pats his best friend's arm, then immediately comes out of the cafe. Aditya quickly put on his helmet, then drove his vehicle out of the cafe. The young man directed his vehicle towards the direction of the Cicaheum. I don't know why he wanted to visit Cartil. Where he used to spend time if he was hit by turmoil.

The motor driven by Aditya continues to drive through the uphill and winding roads. And then he arrived at a shop. The shop is open 24 hours. After placing his helmet, he ordered a warm drink, then headed for the bale which was located directly facing the city. While sitting leaning on the bale, he can enjoy the beauty of the city of Bandung at night from a height.

The young man clogged his ears with earphones, listening to his favorite songs. Slowly his eyes closed along with the feeling of pain that hit him. Letting go of the girl he loved, it was not that easy. Be able to remove this feeling when the distance is so close.

There was a desire to stay away, to keep a distance from the Goddess. But Aditya was not able to do it. Looking at that beautiful face and hearing her voice, it seemed to be an opium to her. Undeniably Goddess is the vitamin of her life. He is the trigger of his passion to stay strong fighting for his dreams that are not easy without the support of parents.

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In a room measuring 4x6, two girls were sharing wounds. Pink painted walls, and a neatly lined helo kitty doll on a nightstand bear witness to the outpouring of the Goddess' heart. While sobbing, she tells her love story that turns out to have to end quickly.

Sheila who had thought there was something between Goddess and Adrian from the beginning was not too surprised to hear their relationship developing after graduation. To his surprise, the reality of Adrian and Aditya brothers. Both are trapped in the same love for one girl.

She could only be a good listener, when the Goddess poured out her entire heart. His disappointment with Adrian, and the girl's sadness for hurting Aditya's heart. Sheila also could not hold back her tears, imagining the young man who since the gray white age liked her, apparently liked other women.

The goddess laid her body on the bed. Sometimes the sound is still heard. Even though his eyes are sore, but his eyeballs still continue to produce tears that continue to flow through his face. The words of Adrian, alternating with the words of Aditya.

Adit.. sorry I. Sorry I couldn't see your sincerity. I'm sorry I wasted my love just for the sake of pseudo-love. I hate you, I hate you so much. I regret opening my heart to you. I hope someday you will feel the pain I feel.

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At eleven o'clock in the evening Adrian arrived at the residence of his parents. The man went straight to his room. Directly threw his body into the bed. His eyes stared straight at the sky of the room. Like something was missing in his heart, there was pain in his chest, like a pierced wound but not bleeding.

His hand picked up the phone in his pants pocket. Opening the gallery on her phone, erasing all images of her along with the Goddess. There was not a single picture of the girl left. Then his finger moved editing the name of the Goddess in contact. The word My Girl pinned on the girl is now replaced with Goddess Mantili.

Then the man lifted his body. He walked into the closet. Take a box from it. Inside there is a helmet that Adrian bought for the Goddess. He then added ring boxes, photo albums, gift boxes containing handkerchiefs given by Dewi first, complete with greeting cards. Lastly, he entered the letter of regret that the Goddess had made.

For a moment Adrian looked at the box containing his memory items with the Goddess. He'll just put it here, can't afford to throw it away. Like her who can't afford to throw away her feelings. Choose to keep it in silence. Hiding it in the deepest recesses of the heart.

Leave me love

Although the wound is spreading

Although the thorns sharpen

The flower remains fluffy

Oooo... Oooo...

This love hugged my soul

Grasping my breath

Cuffed

Tell me this isn't true

Oooo... Oooo...

This love has taken my body

Tell me my heart

Tell that

Tell me this isn't true

I'm looking for love...

I'm looking for love...

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**Try, re-read the part when Adrian, Aditya and Dewi contemplate while listening to Noah song - Looking for Love, respond to the lyrics, guaranteed his feeling will dapet terpet🥺

Just like you guys, mamake was sad when writing this part especially while listening to the song🥺**