Ride in Bed

Dissapointed

With his heart and mind raging, Aditya invites his son to play. The man looked at Arkhan's laughing face as he played his hand in front of the child's face. There are feelings of sadness, anger, guilt, all mixed into one.

The daydream was broken when the door of the room opened. The goddess who had just returned from the study immediately entered the room. She put the bag on the table, then approached her son and husband. Aditya brushed off the Goddess' hand as the woman embraced her shoulder.

“Mas.”

Without saying anything, Aditya walked out of the room. Dewi was just dumbfounded to see her husband's attitude that suddenly changed, but just left an hour by her. The goddess's daydreams crumpled upon hearing Arkhan's voice. The woman changed her clothes, then played with her son.

Aditya sat pensively on the terrace. Due to the insistence of various feelings in his heart, he shouted while tightly creeping his hair. He was disappointed, angry because he had been lied to by two people who loved him very much. He also felt guilty that Adrian had to be hurt by it. And on the one hand he was afraid, afraid that he would lose the Goddess. There was Arkhan among them.

So cool to daydream, Aditya did not realize that Ida had come home. The woman had to shake Aditya's shoulder to wake the child from the daydream.

“Dit.. why are you dumb here?”

Aditya did not have time to answer, the sound of a car entering the yard of the house. Tony just got home from work. He immediately approached his son and wife who were on the porch. The man was surprised to see the face of his son who looked tangled.

“Why you?” ask Toni.

“Ngga nothing, pa. I'm just cape.”

“How's your gate?”

“Mama see by yourself.”

Aditya got up from his seat, then came out of the house. He chose to take a walk around the complex to release his heartbreak. It seems that at this time he is still unable to see the Goddess or Adrian.

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The night before, Adrian who has improved, can join his family at the dinner table. The dinner this time was so quiet, no talk happened. Only the clink of the spoon collides with the plate. Toni is confused to see Aditya who is just silent. Not even raising the head.

After dinner, Adrian returns to his room. His body is not yet fit. He chose to rest in the room. The goddess also entered the room, choosing to play with Arkhan who had not yet slept. Aditya still silences him, without him knowing what he has done wrong.

After cleaning the dirty dishes, Ida also chose to go to the room. His body is tired of being in a car and traveling with study mothers to tourist attractions in the city of Sumedang. Aditya was still at the dining table, he had not budged at all in his place.

Toni moved from her seat while taking Aditya to the living room to watch television together. Aditya wakes up, but he does not approach Toni, but rather towards Adrian's room. The older brother was surprised to see Aditya enter without knocking on the door first.

“Bang, can I ask you something?” aditya said without further ado. Even the man was just standing by the door.

“What's the problem?”

“Women you used to love. Do you still like it?”

“Why did you suddenly ask about that?”

“What brother still loves him?”

“Dit.”

Aditya and Adrian's conversation stops when Toni enters Adrian's room. Seeing Aditya's movements are not as usual, Toni suspects something happened with her youngest child. He heard the question posed to Adrian.

“Can you come with papa for a minute? Papa wants to talk.”

Toni immediately pulled Aditya's hand out of his eldest son's room. Adrian is still confused to see Aditya's behavior. It is not usual for the brother to be serious like that. But his curiosity had to be cut off by his father. Adrian chooses to rest his body, and talks to Aditya tomorrow morning.

Meanwhile, Toni takes Aditya to her study. The man locked his study. For a moment, the two were silent. Toni is still wondering what happened to her youngest child. Toni's consciousness returns when Aditya's voice is heard.

“Papa what's wrong call me here?”

“What's wrong with you? Why is your attitude so strange.”

“What papa also knows?”

“Know what?”

“Stop pretending!!”

Aditya's loud shout certainly surprised Toni. Aditya couldn't hold back his feelings anymore. The sudden arrival of Toni interrupted his conversation with Adrian, further making him sure that the papa knew what was really happening.

“Alright.. what do you want to know? Ask papa. Papa will answer all your questions.”

Aditya looked at his father in disbelief. It turns out that true, Toni knows about the feelings of Adirian. He rubbed his face violently. It turned out that all this time he was just a fool who was unaware of the circumstances around him.

“Do you know who women bang Ad likes?”

“Iya,” replied Toni weakly.

“Who? What is Dewi?”

Just a nod can be given by Toni. The feared thing finally happened, Aditya knew the secret that had been him and Adrian also tight-knit. Aditya shouted loudly a few times. His eyes were staring at Toni, clearly visible anger and disappointment within.

“Why pa? Why?!! Am I so pathetic that I have to be pitied like this? WHY?!”?

“Ngga like that, Dit. Not like that.”

Toni's esophagus seemed choked to see the disappointment of the child. Aditya fell on the floor. His head lowered and only crept his hair violently. Toni approached Aditya and sat down in front of him. Both hands touched the child's shoulder.

“Impard papa. It's all papa's fault. If only I could be fair to you. If papa hadn't hurt you and made you leave the house, none of this would have happened. It's all papa's fault.papa's fault.”

“What does papa mean?”

“This is all because of papa's unfair attitude towards you guys. Papa who always flattered Ad, ignored you, always proud of your brother and did not care about you at all, without you knowing to incise a wound in your brother's heart. Ad. become burdened with all papa's attitudes. He feels what happened to you, because of it. He feels he has captured all your attention and affection. You must know how he loved you all this time, took care of you and always tried to make you happy. All because papa.. because papa.”

Toni's hands fell. The man began to cry, regretting all his actions first. Aditya who has begun to master his feelings is only stunned to hear all the words of his father. Toni wiped off her tears, then looked at her youngest child.

“Abangmu really loves the Goddess. But. before he could express his feelings, he knew about your feelings for the Goddess. He decided to hide his feelings, and let you go ahead get the Goddess. It's all he did out of his affection for you. He doesn't want to see you hurt and lost again. He won't take away your happiness again. That was the reason for covering up his feelings all along. Believe me, it's not easy for him either. He just wants to see you happy.”

This time it was Aditya's turn to cry. His feelings were really hurt and hurt. Not expecting the happiness he felt all along turned out to incise deep wounds for his brother.

“Bang Ad, loving Goddess?”

“Iya. She loves Dewi.” very much

“What Goddess knows?”

“No. She even willingly offended the Goddess, by telling lies about her feelings.”

“Papa know from where?”

“Papa accidentally heard their talk. And rest.. Roxas who told papa.”

“I have to how, pa? Do I have to release the Goddess? I love Dewi so much.”

“What did you say? You must continue to be with the Goddess. This is what your brother wants, seeing you happy with your little family. Especially now that there is Arkhan among you. You have to continue living with your wife and children. Never think of handing the Goddess over to Ad. Do you think your brother would approve? What about the Goddess? He's not something you can just change hands with. Continue your life.. As Ad continues to live.”.

“But bang Ad still loves Goddess. He will be hurt if he sees me continue with Dewi.”

“Then you want to leave Dewi? Sad, Dit. Not only Ad or you are injured, but the Goddess as well. Roxas had already told how hurt the Goddess was when Adrian ignored his feelings. Do you want to repeat the same wound in the same place? You've treated his wound.”

“But the Goddess does not love me, pa.”

“Who did he say he didn't love you? Ask your heart, how has it been doing all this time? Did he ever ignore you? If he doesn't love you, there may not be Arkhan among you.”

Aditya covered his face with both hands. The crying broke again. This problem really makes it crowded. Toni hugged her youngest child. He continues to strengthen Aditya, convincing him to continue living together with Dewi and Arkhan.

“Your gate will be fine. Give him a little more time to feel his feelings. One day, he will find his own happiness. You should be happy with your wife and children. Don't waste your brother's sacrifice. He loves you very much. If you love her, then you must live happily as she wishes."

Only sobs came out of Aditya's mouth. Toni's embrace tightened, she couldn't hold back her tears either. If time could be turned, he would love his two children fairly, so that something like this would not happen.

The haru atmosphere between the two was interrupted by the sound of knocking on the door. Ida, who had heard a noise from her husband's office, immediately came to see. He was surprised to find that Toni locked her office. Not as usual.

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“Mas..” Call Ida.

Toni unravels her embrace. He wiped the remaining tears on his cheeks. Several times the man took a deep breath. The patting of Aditya's shoulder plan. Before he left, he whispered softly in his son's ear.

“Be here as long as you want. Think about what papa said. Papa hope you can be wise and take the right decision.”

The knocking sound on the door was still heard. Tony woke up and opened the door for his wife. He won't let Ida in. The man immediately took his wife into the room. Ida looked suspiciously at her husband. Toni's eyes looked red, like they were crying.

“What's up, mas? What happened to Adit?”

“Ngga nothing.”

“If there is nothing, why do red eyes like crying? I also heard a noise,” Ida continued to search for her husband because she could not believe Toni's answer earlier.

“We did argue a little. But it's all done. You know that Adit is stubborn. He was a little angry because he was against his decision.”

“What's the matter? Adit what do you want?”

Tony could only take a deep breath. His wife was endlessly giving him questions. But there's no way he's telling Ida what happened. Toni does not want to add to the problem if Ida finds out.

“Adit wants to invite Dewi to move to Jakarta. It's clear about. If they move, what about Arkhan and Dewi, if he's on a tour out of town,” lies Toni. That was the only reasonable answer that stumbled in his mind.

“Why does Adit want to move? The boy is just there. Then Adit how?”

“She agreed not to move after mas persuas.”

“Thank God. Sometimes the child always takes rash decisions.”

Toni breathed a sigh of relief, Ida believed the lie she made. If indeed the wife must know the complicated relationship between Adrian, Dewi and Aditya, let it happen when Adrian has found a new patch of his heart. When his eldest son was married and married.

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After staying long enough in Toni's study to calm her heart and mind, Aditya leaves. The atmosphere of the house was already very quiet when the man came out of his father's study. With a slow step he walked towards his room. With a slow movement, he opened the room door.

His gaze was immediately fixed on the Goddess and Arkhan who had fallen asleep on the bed. Aditya arranged two bolsters to block the edge of the bed, then slightly shifted the child's body. The man then laid his body behind the Goddess. Hugging his wife from behind while lowering her head to the nape of the Goddess.

The goddess awoke from her sleep when she felt her neck wet. Although small, she could still hear her husband's sobs. The woman tried to turn her body around, but Aditya's hands hugged her tightly, as if he did not want his wife to see her crying.

“Mas.. mas why?”

There was no answer from Aditya, just Dewi felt the water flowing at the nape of her neck increasingly swift. He silenced Aditya crying to the fullest, despite the many questions that danced in his head. Starting from the cold attitude of her husband, until now Aditya actually cried while hugging him.

After a while, Aditya's cries began to subside, the Goddess once again tried to turn her body around and succeeded. His eyes immediately caught the face of the husband who looked swollen. His hand rubbed Aditya's jaw gently.

“What's up, mas? What makes you sad?”

“I'm sorry.”

“Sorry for what? Why?”

“Sorry because I hurt you. I'm sorry I can't be a good husband to you. Can't make you happy yet.”

“Mas said what? He has been a good husband to me and a good father to Arkhan. I'm also happy,” Dewi displays her smile.

“Do you love me?"

“Surely aja, mas. Ilove you. Mas has made me happy and made my life complete with Arkhan.”

The goddess kissed Aditya's lips briefly, then hugged her husband's body. His heart again wondered, what makes the husband in a super mellow situation like this.

“What before with me, you ever liked someone?”

Honestly, Dewi was surprised to hear Aditya's question. The woman looked at her husband. For a moment they only looked at each other, until finally the answer was heard from the Goddess.

“Iya,” replied Dewi slowly.

“But..my love claps one hand. He didn't love me. But I learned that he rejected me, so I could realize who really loved me. There is a mas who loves me very much and treats my wounds,” continued Dewi while holding the jaw of the husband.

You're wrong, De. bang Ad loves you so much. Maybe his love for you is bigger than mine. I'm sorry for being a hindrance to you.

Aditya's eyes are heating up again. His hand moved rubbing his wife's pretty face. Then the man landed a kiss on the Goddess' forehead and hugged the woman's body tightly.

“I love you. I promise I will make you happy. I will work hard for you and our son. I'll make sure you keep smiling. Thank you for choosing me. I love you,” Aditya's tears are back flowing.

“I love you too, mas. Stay the priest of my life, so role model for your son.”

Aditya kissed the top of the Goddess' head several times while tightening his arms. It may seem selfish, but he decided to do what Toni told him. Continuing her life together with Goddess and Arkhan. Life is as happy as the wishes of the brother.

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