
Letta nodded slowly.”Well. I pedendam very acute.”Letta's whisper looked at the sky without looking at Carmon who asked.If the grudge had not been completed then I would not have allowed myself to die, even if I had died first, I make sure in his second life I will scream revenge it must be avenged.” His whisper. Carmon was stunned into a flash of anger where Letta's eyes were.
“But the vengeful man is a pathetic man as long as you know.” Said Carmon clearly. Letta glanced at Carmon's cold eyes. Carmon became nervous being stared at like that by Letta, Letta was like offended. “Well, it's sad, because revenge is part of sadness, if a normal person would assume sadness is part of the journey of life, distress is part of the struggle not the claimant reply.”Plain Carmon.
Letta silently looked at Carmon not answering. Not happy to say sad but he also knows that displeasure is present because they are insinuated. Carmon who saw Letta's eyes implying displeasure was getting nervous.
Carmon shaking her hand.”Okay don't glare at me. I said as a theory. Sadness has five stages, there are
1, denial, denial if his life is miserable, there is
2, angry, he will be angry when he feels sad, even to the fate that makes him sad or angry to the sadness maker, there are those who
3 If, suppose if he does not do the recklessness from the beginning so as not to make a fatal mistake, usually this happens to people who do fatal things, and the 4th
4 Is a defression. People who are sad will become defressed, but some are crazy and cannot control themselves.
and the 5th, there is acceptance, the peak of human beings who are sincere and steadfast, no hope can only surrender. Many say the peak of sadness well this, acceptance sincerely.” Cramon explained in length about the theory that he knew so that Letta did not misunderstand.,
“But in this case there is an addition, namely revenge, the peak of grief that is very deep, revenge grows due to the absence of acceptance or acceptance. The sadness was so great that it could not be controlled anymore, even the depression had already surpassed the limit. I said earlier that a vengeful person is the saddest person.”Carmon continued to wet his lips that felt dry due to too much talk.
Letta pulled the corner of her lips to look at Carmon petty, taking the mineral water in front of hers, mneneguknya for a moment back to look at the sky.”Isn't it precisely the vengeful person who is the most powerful??? never deny if he is sad, never suppose for things that have happened, accept resignedly even though sometimes he did not make a mistake, or even depression. It's not even a defression at all. He thinks infuinsively, has his own plan until his taget he gets, in contrast to anger, or anger that explodes at that time, relying on empty muscles or brains alone, just to get rid of it, but usually a vengeful person will launch his plan to completion. “ Clear Letta.
“but still the vengeful is the saddest man until he must have a grudge. After all, the thing that has happened is also thought of in the future, hey hey, a vengeful person is not a strong person, but a weak, weak person can not accept the reality, hey hey, a vengeful person is not a strong person, weak because they cannot control emotions and reason. It was true that a vengeful person usually always won in his final task, but it was basically the beginning of his destruction. Rarely do vengeful people have a quiet and comfortable life. His life will be haunted by a sense of unease, claimed his own revenge. He who is grudging is the saddest person among the five pases of grief...!He failed at lowest pase though.” Carmon was firm in his opinion.
Letta squeezed out her mineral bottle. All that Carmon said was the truth, he was the saddest man, living in acute grief from the wounds he passed, even though he could not because of the defeat, Letta was really sad, really sad, out of spite he had to lose his life for seventeen years to learn all the painful things for the grudge struggle. Life is not calm, sleep is not good. Everything feels heavy.
“ And if I turn it on you, you'd rather go crazy for not accepting reality or grudges because you have life achievements?”Letta asked Carmon inside, though,.
Carmon who was asked glanced at Letta who looked calm. Carmon furrowed her brows and cleared her throat.”Hemm better crazy si, if I'm crazy maybe my life will be calm and peaceful without having to think of crazy things for revenge that just self-destruct. Mending was broken from the start right?”Carmon asked.
Letta laughed blandly. Carmon looked at Letta who was laughing blandly, spewing out her chuckle from feeling the unpleasant aura from Letta.
Letta glanced at the speechless Cramon.”And the last question is, what is the saddest thing you've ever been through until you've been so clear as to choose your own destiny? “ Ask Letta slowly.
From that question Caron realized if his words were right wrong, wrong because all this time the saddest thing he had was always avenged by himself or his father, because the saddest thing he had always been avenged by him, all those who made him seidh died without mercy, conth like him who several times almost died because of the enemy of his father's enemy, Olh, everything was investigated until he was found and killed heartless. Caron just said but the fact is something else.
The journey became quiet the same age as that conversation. Carmon didn't answer or Letta didn't ask. Two of them are silent in their respective thoughts, letta who is aware if he is a sad human being. And Carmon pondered that he was a hypocritical man, a vengeful man without his knowing it.
Unaware that both had entered the detention building temporarily. Carmon's door was opened by the driver and Lettapun out after Cramin came out. Both of them walked with a cold aura. Carmon walked in front of Letta and Letta followed behind coldly. A few outside guards greeted and also made room for the two towards the landing spot. They headed to the place of writing the guest's name.
Then the two were examined by the authorities, there was no smuggling and so on, Letta until he was caught off guard. They are careful. After passing everything they were seated in a room containing a barrier between visitors and prisoners, the barrier is a kjaca that displays the person being spoken to. In front of it is impaled a hole that gives space looks face only., the glass is also Benning so quite good, so it is quite good,
Letta stood behind Carmon. Jastin up to his clothes, looks ordinary and even yawns slowly staring at Cramon. Carmon looks worried at her first brother.”Sis? are you okay? Are you being treated well here?” Cramon asked slowly worried.
Jastin looks fit staring at Carmon.” Hey you don't have to worry. You see if I'm hurt?? It's pretty fun not like you imagined sister.”Jastin chuckled at his sister who looked very worried about him. Carmon and himself are not too familiar but if asked to get along or not yes definitely get along. They are still one blood and love each other,
Carmon didn't seem to understand raising one eyebrow at her brother.”What does big brother mean??? It's fun here ? brother likes in jail?”Tanan Carmon doesn't understand. His brother is indeed strange, there is just something that makes him wonder. Who said prison was fun for her sister? Letta behind Carmon also fell silent listening carefully.
Jastin grinned close to his face in the face hole looking closely at Carmon.”You should know, here I really enjoy life, just eating, sleeping. Play mobile and watch television. It's outside my expectations for fun, unlike at home, I'll deal with boring paper. That's very sickening.”Carmon yawned slowly.
Letta heard him clenching the pliers had been guessed, where else letta had to trust, here Jastin instead had fun at his situation. Carmon heard her brother's speech snort.” Is everything here?”Ask Carmon.
Jastin nodded.” You just have fun, the rest you can play as much, even though I'm free to go in and out here to play at the night club or just have fun. Life here is everyone's dream.” replied Carmon with a very bright face like a big lottery winner.,
Letta further brushed his hand, feeling very sick of what Jastin said, either this did not make Jastin feel the hell of the world, it was fitting that Samuel did not rush to get his son out of here, it turns out his son had fun in the middle of his sentence. In the eyes of others Jastin is doing his legal duty, but his reality? Again, power and money are everything. Everything can be arranged as they want.
“I think you're living a very miserable life here Jas.” Tanya Carmon was annoyed to see her brother's face”Eating bad, sleeping cold, and not free. But look what you got. It's so sickening Jas. You cheated, threw all your duties at me until I got beat up. “Tegas Carmon pissed. Very upset to play with his first brother.
Jastin slapped his own chest.”Oh my poor sister, I'm sorry hahaha.You see it's not safe out there if I go out. We must be seen to obey the law otherwise our families will be blasphemed to the ground. It hurts us more. Now your job will be to do my job first until all the business is done, until all their anger is muted and I will find a way to get out of here without dirtying the surname.”.Jastin said with a sweet smile.
“So all this setup?”Letta spoke up casually but who knew his heart?
Jastin chuckles.”You're smart.” Jastin chuckled a glance at Letta.” We are indiscriminate people, there are many steps that must be examined, one wrong step then at once will be destroyed. “
" You're sneaky." Letta said clearly.
Jastin chuckled at Letta. " Yes...I admit...!"
After the conversation with Jastin and Carmon, Letta made an angry moan, clenching her arms unable to face the enemy. Letta again had to consider the matter of the steps he took in the future. If by entering Jastin into prison does not give a deterrent effect or painful effect, Letta must take another step..