
Bara shook her head.,”Initrently Bara Proud to have moms like this.” She tidied Letta's hair to the side. Letta smiled faintly looking at Bara. “ Moms is the most powerful woman Bara knows, the coolest and the most powerful. Even if Bara is already a big Bara wants to be like Moms. Can be great, strong and cool.” Plain bara.
Letta was moved, because only this time someone said he was proud to have her as sincere and as deep as this...
Letta chuckled rubbing Bara's head slowly.”Nope-no. You cannot be like moms, you have to be happy and live much better. You just have to be happy well dear.” Said Letta smiling.”Because if you want to be strong and great, you have to feel pain, and Moms do not want you to be sick,.”.Lirih Letta's. Bara was silent looking at Letta not understanding.
“For sure if you want strong it should hurt yuah moms?”Ask a plain Bara.
Letta shakes.”We will not know how strong we are if we have not felt pain, we will not know how far we are until we meet the abilities that are far above us. Bara must learn a lot and must know if strong is not the meaning of physical alone. But also from the heart, accept the fact that the world is not as beautiful as Bara imagined. Akhhh not the world but the human—mannya.,” He continued. Bara Silence Digests Letta's Speech. Letta who saw him chuckled softly felt comforted Bara's innocent face had to think hard.,
Letta held Bara slowly, making Bara release her brown teddy bear to hug Letta's shoulder. “You sleep well. moms want to take a shower first. it's not good kids haven't slept at this time, tomorrow you have to go to school. You should make moms proud.” Letta said slowly.
Bara nodded.”Ai-aiii.” Letta put Bara to sleep on the bed and covered her. Bara silently smiled looking at Letta towards the tolet to clean up. When Letta was far away, Bara's smile faded into silence. “ Yes. The world is not as beautiful as Bara imagined.” Sluggishly.
What Letta says is true, life is not as beautiful as imagined, life is abandoned by parents at the age of toddler, excommunicated and expelled from the family of parents' siblings, put into an orphanage, forced to be beaten and told to work, kept away and bullied because of his beautiful face.
I realized that life is not as beautiful as imagined. The world is not as beautiful as imagined... The world is not as beautiful as imagined. You should always suppress those words.
But since meeting Letta, Bara became aware that if the world was not that scary, the world was challenging and put the flow at the point of struggle. Become the weakest or strongest.
Honestly, in Bara there is a lot of fear lodged in his mind, fear of getting hurt, fear of losing Letta, fear of not being able to boast Letta, fear of not being able to be strong. Even if to be honest he was also afraid of Letta who acted horribly, returning home the night in a bloody state. I don't know what Letta did to bleed like that. But Bara hopes Letta doesn't kill people, more precisely not psychopaths.
But by the way not Letta's hand broke? So he carried Bara with which hand? Inner Bara is confused. akh adds to the burden of thought only.
I am tired of my thoughts until I forget to sleep ... Bara glanced at the toilet where Letta was bathing.quickly pulled the blanket over her entire body and laid down her body.
Not long after Letta came out wearing her navi-colored nightgown, staring at the tiny figure drowning in a blanket covering her eyes.
Letta rubbed her hair grinning at Bara's eyes, rubbed Bara's head and sat on the side of the mattress. Tau if in fact Bara had not slept but he did not bother, Letta chose to open her gaway and saw some incoming messages.
Bara who pretended to sleep was asleep with Letta who put her HP in the safe, pulling Bara's body in her arms. Both seek comfort
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Do many people say that life is a choice? Is life really a choice? When you can't choose to be born where, in what kind of education, where, under what circumstances and which destiny? Are you sure life is a choice?.. Well he said being good and evil was a choice.
Are you guys sure? when we are educated with violence, full of ignorance, sure to make a person become good full of tenderness, graceful and charming?
Convinced to make the human person in an evil environment choose to be a good person while the mind and heart are polluted will emotional crime? Others may think that tigers will not eat meat just because they were raised by sheep.
Bulshit, everything is bullshit, he said the choice is an opportunity but everyone cannot choose destiny, he said it is the best and fair, so why do people still choose to hang themselves? He said if there would be no harm or trouble for others if he would not be able to bear it, but why would so many people choose to die?
Doesn't that mean humans are forced to be strong? he said if life given is the best thing by God?
“Leta..!!”
Letta sighed smoking her cigarette looking up at the sky at the thought of the thing that seized her brain, her one hand still on Giff, she said,
“Letta,.!” Leta glanced at the person who had twice mentioned her name at the door, Letta walked out slowly from the room because taka da dared to enter the room unless she was told to.
There was Diki staring at Letta.” Eat first yok.. I already ready food.” Letta nodded shut the door following Diki's footsteps.
Diki stood beside Letta frowning.”Do you smoke again?” Ask Diki slowly.
Letta glanced for a moment and muttered. Diki becap.” I told you Let, cigarettes are not good for you. Make girls. Do not smoke again, later loe bolong lungs, and severe loe barren. Plis take care of yourself do not continue to hurt Sampek. loe not tired what wounds continue?”Diki asked annoyed. It was furious to see Letta who was always injured and self-injured.
Letta glanced at Diki coldly “Loe thought I wanted a wound?” Diki was silent, hearing Letta's reply cold.”I once cried out and asked to be released from pain, inner and physical pain both in man and God, but I was forced to be strong, forced to receive wounds. And now I'm hugging myself I'm being scolded and said wrong. Life is joking it yh.” Letta chuckled softly. Diki stopped him his steps staring at Letta uyang keep walking. Diki stared at the back of the nanar, no sound, only his forehead shriveled.
" Life is not a joke, you know wounds make pain but you are more sick to yourself, are you not wrong?" Ask Diki.
Letta stopped her steps without turning her body. "I think someone drank alcohol to nenangin himself, but he actually made a girl to smoke, is not it funny?? " Reply another ALETA to the one being asked. When he wanted to answer Bara's voice echoed making him choose to silence.
Diki knew if Letta offended him.
“ Moms.... “ Bara shouted cheerfully looking at Letta who came to the dining table. Letta there nodded slowly and began to sit in an empty seat.
“ Ziko and Ando glance at each other. “ Feeding Let.” Said Ziko awkwardly.
Letta nodded taking the fried rice shrimp on her plate. Bara also chewed on looking at Letta's spirit. “ Moms remind me that today I am a smart math race.. Moms came, right?”Ask Bara enthusiastically to Letta.
Letta silently glanced at Bara, remembering that last night made him think, is Bara not afraid of him who looks terrible? Full of stains and blood., but this morning Bara looks relaxed and still cheerful, taka da sign shows fear to him.
Letta nodded.”What time?”Letta asked quietly while taking sambal tempe in the middle of the table, precisely that sambal Letta likes the most, orek tempe mixed anchovies and peanuts, it's his favorite menu that should always be on the dining table.
Bara looks sparkling looking at Letta who will avoid his race event. “Asiikk-frank. Moms are good hehe... Bara later race at 9, mom must come well because yesterday Bara race flute loh, and won champion one but moms did not come.” Spirit.
Letta nodded slowly, today her schedule was also not crowded, attending the Bara event was not a big problem. Letta glanced at Diki who was sitting at the end of the chair.” Loe take care of the company today.. “
Diki snorted at eating his food again. Ziko and Ando chuckled at continuing to eat together with Bara who was busy babbling if he won the race and the teachers praised him if he was smart. Bara is very happy and proud to promote himself if he is a smart and smart child, to be proud and useful.
Letta knows, Letta feels it. Letta looked at Bara who was cheerful telling her anything about herself at school to the point that the teacher all loved her. Letta realized that if in fact Bara had a little fear that haunted him, Bara was afraid that Letta felt that he was not a useful child, stupid and had nothing to be proud of. Bara was afraid that he would be banished by Letta.
Letta was just silent he knew but did not want to stop Bara's thinking. Because for Letta in this way Bara is more open, more proud and more trying to be better. Letta's task is only one, keep building what Bara gave, giving appreciation so that the fighting spirit is not removed from Bara not lost.
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