
” Mama is a strong woman and also smart. He will definitely be happy someday., we can only pray that mama can be happy and have a decent life.” His whisper.
Jesika. "Je always prayed for my mom. Because Mama is his mother Je., je dear mama and will always love mama. Forever.” Bnisik Jesika sayu and full of sincerity.
Ziko nodded hugging Jesika.” Om also dear Mama, his mama Je, forever and will continue like that. more than any pity.. “ Ziko closed eyes. Regretting until this moment he could not embrace his lover again until he absorbed this running his life. Ziko sighed several times calming her own bath. Together with those who disappeared in the rain.
Letta steps towards the car, driving the car with a shiver. Letta felt her body was very tired and her head felt dizzy, letta sighed softly, the journey to her apartment was quite time consuming for an hour and a half. Letta dodged the dizziness.. Letta rarely gets sick. If the pain is only once a year or two.
The body shivers more because it is wet. Letta activated the car's heating, until the apartment was shivering. Letta rubbed her head rough so that her hair was tangled back. Letta rushed towards her room. The aching leg he pulled and letta closed his eyes,. His head is getting dizzy. Circumstances around like spinning. It's the effect of crying in the rain for sure. Letta regretted it like this.
Ting. The elevator is open. Letta immediately visited her room, letta's eyes narrowed to see someone sleeping in front of her apartment still wearing a school uniform. Letta sighed holding her back head. Closer looked at the sleeping tramp in front of his apartment. His feet nudged the sleeping arm covering his face.
“ hey..”call letta.
The figure woke up, opened his arms and ganged up to look at letta. He evaporated and rose. Smile wide.” Oh come home at this hour. Capek tau nungguin ayang from this afternoon until overslept.” He stared at letta annoyed. But his eyes were scrolling staring at the chaotic and pale state of letta.” So why do you want to rain anyway?? Later sick loh.” He said a small hair covering the front of letta's face.
Hot.. shocked son stared at letta who looked at him sayu.” It's so hot. Any fever?”Ask the worried son. The water on the face of the son who was weak and upset now displays the look of anxious and worried face.
Letta stared it hard to understand
The throbbing pain in his head was getting harder to control. Letta remembered that she had not even eaten after the Ptra house yesterday, which meant that she had not eaten since last night. He is maggh.
“go.” Letta whisper to the cold Son.
Putra stared at letta flat and firm,” no, what the hell. Cepet get in sick later in the wind loh.” The Son to Letta.
Letta stuck Puutra's body away from his body. stared at Putra more abrasive.” Go no. I don't need you and you are not who I am. I don't like to see your face. I'm sick of.” Shouted Letta in front of the Son's face.
The water of the son's face became very cloudy, staring at letta wistfully and disappointed. Letta turned her face to expel the ugly look of the Son. Letta was heartless and not happy to see it. Letta opened her apartment door using her fingerprints, until her body shrugged. Letta was surprised that her body almost fell into a dizzy skull of her head.
Fortunately, a heavy hand held his waist. Letta merngis slowly as her body was lifted and carried. Letta puffed eyes at who the perpetrator was. Of course letta rebelled strongly and the son lost and released the quick letta so that he and Letta would not fall. Letta pushed the rough son until his body hit the wall. The grimacing son glanced at the very cruel letta to him. letta looked at Son nanar,” loe. Go..!” press letta.
Son shook his back.” Nggk want.” Press it and lose.
Letta approached and hit the wall beside the strong Son venting out her frustration. The son closed his eyes strongly feeling the shakes on the wall that he refuted at this time begetar quite large. Letta looked at the frightened Son. “ I do not like to be denied. Or even I can kill loe here.” Letta's voice is very low. He was too angry with his son.
“ KILL AJA. KILL ME IF THAT MAKES YOU HAPPY.!” The son looked at Lteta deeply and was angry. His eyes are red and glassy. Both eyes look at each other nanar. “so hard for me to receive me? Because of age? I know how our age is far different. But that's not the reason you can't accept me, if like you don't like me we can be cool. It could be a big brother or whatever it is. I don't matter which is important to be next to you, see you are happy. But I don't like to be like this, being kicked out and being looked down upon badly by you. Am I not good? I know I don't pantes for you, but I can just solidify myself for you.” The voice of the Son sounded soft.
Letta looked at her two eyes, narrow and thin. Letta was tired. “Gue does not want. Absolutely do not want to know loe more than the name, want to be adek, brother or even friends. I don't want to. Loe better get out of here. Loe no place beside me. “ whispered letta pointed flat Son's chest.” And you don't pantes to be my friend, my sister even my boyfriend and lover.loe far from what I interest Putra. Teens, attention-grabbing. Talk alay, sok yes and loe. The most disgusting man I've ever known.” Letta said cynically. The son's eyes were faintly staring at letta, hearing letta's words that deeply hurt the recesses of his heart.
“ loe don't dream too high Son. Do you think I want to be like that? Cheih.... “ he meluda beside puttra and twisting lazy eyeball.”loe more disgusting than dirt.” Continue Letta with ketus.,
The Son's heart is like being squeezed firmly by an invisible hand. His tears fell upon hearing the most evil words of Letta to him, crying withholding the sobs and sounds. The son understood. Disappointed, sick and painful feeling of falling down.
The son nodded slowly looking at letta nanar.” There is not the slightest place for me that disgusting?” The whisper again. still asked to convince themselves if Letta's speech was not that bad.
Letta shook her head slowly staring in Puutra's eyes.”nggak.loe is even worse than dirt. Loe lower than dirt. So mending loe away from me. I don't want to have a place next to shit like loe.!!!” Letta tampa heart.
The son held his chest, wiping away the tears that could not stop. Staring at those blue eyeballs, nothing changed, staying flat and cold. Seeking truth and lies. But he did not find both. As if tightly closed. The son looked in another direction. Nodding. “Still well.” whispered Putra mennagis quite unstoppable. His heart is very sick. For whatever sake Putra says he can't lie, he's devastated. The son glanced at letta for a moment and turned to leave.
This time the Son really sucks before fighting and this is the fact that makes the most painful.
Letta gasped for breath looking at the Son who was walking quickly away from his apartment in a state of tears. Letta could see that pushy and shattered face, her eyes crying with selectiveness. Letta sighed clenching her nanar hand. Letta's eyes swept over with an increasingly painful head.
Let him cry now compared to himself and those around him who weep for the loss of a son.
Letta sighed again.This was her choice. Everything he said he could not control, like running water. It's better than losing a good man again. Letta doesn't want good people to be the next victims. Ja. The son must be far from himself. Death angel.
Letta sat down as tears fell. He did not like this situation. Letta was getting dizzy and...
bam.he fell unconscious. All far from his control. Emotions, dizzy head, sad, sad,. Disillusioned. He collapsed in the end, letta was no longer strong enough to carry himself.....
Letta is just a human being.