
Letta silently looked at Bara who leaped cheerfully with Jesika in the balloon and the game that Letta did not know smiled thinly, very thin, some people may only realize if he was happy, if he was happy, but there are also some who see it will feel if he is daydreaming.
Bara was seen riding a balloon, this he said was a giant balloon vehicle entered by children. Letta was quite envious because back when he was a kid this kind of game didn't exist it used to be so boring there were only a few games but not as many as this, not as much, letta's lips thinned to remember the age of Bara as well he had wandered in a life full of pain.
Memory when he was with his twin who often berubutan, until the father, mother and siblings always buy toys that are always the same, ranging from color and others.
Sometimes Aletta does not like the color of hers which is equated by Areta's.she likes Navi and gray while Areta likes Grey and white. But Letta had to give up.
Areta always liked what she had, so Letta used to think that Areta was evil. Haha but his name is also children. Such thoughts often occur between families.
Letta loved those times, the times where she could play and fuss with her twin and siblings.
But all that changes when his family is scorched in one night.
The little girl's eyes stared at the twinkle of some people who were playing chases in front of her. It felt very happy and wanted to play together, but when his feet wanted to step towards the children he remembered something, if he should not play, he said, his age entering eight years pase still playing around is a fun thing.
Bugh... Letta looked at the ball rolling at his feet. Letta blinked slowly looking in that direction, smilingly picking it up Futsal ball with a wide smile. Looking up at the other boy, he was now staring at him with many eyes.
One of the boys came looking at Letta flat, her face full of sweat, her puffed up face and big belly, her skin looking dark and fierce. Letta smiled holding out the ball in her hand to the boy who was about ten years old expectantly.
Bugs.. Letta was stunned staring at her pretty sick hand, the ball was snatched violently by the boy. Letta looked at the child in shock and innocence. “You want to play? Mending to find food there, nnati fear you die of hunger new tau tau tasa.!” The man spoke very loudly making his friends stare at Letta full of ridicule.
Letta felt her heart break in pain, looked at the child in fear, glanced at the Sling on her right that had a place to shine shoes, and then looked at the child, he rubbed the cheeks that were once puffed up now become a full-fledged taper with the black color of the former soles of shoes. “But I just want to play for a while? Promise won't be long, I'm good at soccer.” Letta asked slowly, quite afraid to say it, but since the incident his mother and father died.
Letta never played again, she had to try to earn money and heal her brothers. No more time for fun, currently Letta just want to remember a little time where he can laugh and play.
“He padlock..!!!” Letta staggered as her shoulders pushed the man hard. Letta looked at the man nanar.” Basic padlock, go there, we do not want to play with you hu..!!” The man left Leta who was silent and felt her tailbone hurt.
While the other children just laughed at what the boy did to Letta. Letta wiped away the falling tears. Yes.When Letta was still expecting something, her tears were still a lot to curse a very rough life.
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“Letta.!!!” Letta glanced at Carmon beside her, breaking apart the lamumans of the dark past. Carmon there sighed mafas looking at Letta's eyes that were always sharp. “So you still work as my bodyguard? I know if it was me who was wrong and you who got into trouble and was slapped by my father. But don't go well.” There's still Letta's dirahim son that Carmon has to protect. Yes, Carmon wants Letta to always be by her side to look after her child.If Letta is by her side then she will not let anything bad happen to her child.
Letta looked at Carmon's bead in the eye, there was a lot he considered, but he was quite happy because everything he planned went into everything he thought. Letta never takes action before thinking and arranging what must happen in the future. Letta has to make sure something has to go according to what he wants rather than according to the desired destiny,
Starting from he set the night with Carmon, doing things that were as if they were doing hot nights, actually not. He did so to have Carmon tied to him, always with him.
“ Good, but I do not want yesterday's incident to repeat itself, you know what is blamed by others, especially your father and mother it is me.” Letta looked at Carmon filled with confidence. Maybe later when he comes home from here and will be with Carmon will make his brothers will go berserk, say if he is useless. Letta doesn't matter, he has his own way without anyone else knowing.
“And I can only for twelve hours, the rest no, I have another life, not just centered on you.” Letta. This is the one he calculated, where Carmpon needed him instead of him who needed Carmon. Then he could also suppress Carmon.
Carmon swindled no.”So if it's night you can't take care of me like that?”Ask Carmon not happy,” That's cheating.You should always be there on my map as long as I need you, otherwise papa will definitely not agree again you become my bodyguard., I'm sure.,”Carnnon continues a little loud, loud,
Letta was silent for a few seconds glancing at Carmon.”Well, if so until Barra's bedtime. I have a child I have to take care of. So if you want to yah ayok if not well do not you guys,” Reply Letta did not accept objection.
Carmon looked at Letta stammering, only this time he was being ruled instead of him commanding others, usually he was the one who gave the choice instead of someone else who gave the choice. This was enough to make his pride fall. Talking about self-esteem is quite embarrassing.
Carmon has to suppress her self-esteem for the personal benefit of some kind of child right? if later Letta is not with him and the child is used by Letta someday to demand the treasure gono gini, especially one day Carmon will definitely get married, especially one day, if at that time Letta came with the child and said if Carmon had children outside their marriage, Carmon did not want his family destroyed.b4jjjangan b4jjindan like this Carmon only wanted to get married once, Carmon just wanted to get married once, live happily with his family later.
Carmon sighed softly staring at letta growled. Letta looked flat looking at him, actually Letta's face was flat that did not show any kind of emotion pulling down the eyebrows, or giving the face a life twinkle like the chatter of others. His face does not change anything, Carmon was quite surprised how Letta made his face like that. It looks very✨ cool✨ for him.
“Don't look at me like that if not your eyes I make wild dog food.”
Carmon realized to hear the creepy groan of Letta's voice, Carmon sighed., Good”, you will be with me for as long as you specify earlier. But you stay in my house, it should.!!!”
Letta hid his cunning grin, it was good, and that was what he wanted, he had to stay in the enemy cage to kill the enemy well and easily. “ Okay.!” Letta said slowly. Isn't there a saying that says if you want to kill enemies easily one of them is to be the closest person to him?
And again the safest place to hide is the place where the enemy does not know, which is near. Letta would do that.
Letta needs Carmon's trust, needs Carmon to be his roadmap.
“But you do not forget the agreement you became my slave for one month where we bet on the club by drinking Vodka, who was the first drunk who will be the winning babu.!!” Letta reminded Carmon again.
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Don't forget to leave a trace