
Samuel's gaze was fixed on the writing on the small paper held by the Jesika. Samuel took it and read it painstakingly.
...” This grudge is not finished yet, enjoy your next game Samuel.”...
Samuel squeezed the paper.
His gaze became even colder. Again, this is a message from him. The damian fucking scion. Who is he really behind all this??
All very but and arranged, Samuel was too careless to his family that all was destroyed in an ongoing manner. Samuel didn't even predict Jesika to be one of the next victims.
Samuel's gaze still fell on the dead Jesika. Again he lost someone to Damian's family. Samuel stepped back. Samuel's heart was messed up, his head was suddenly full, he felt claustrophobic and sick. Samuel sighed many times to remove the tightness, but what he expected was not realized at all. His heart is getting hotter.
”Damian. Damn it.”Samuel murmured in front of him.Samuel looked ahead but his mind was raging. Very sad and ruined. Samuel promises to kill the descendants of Damian who destroyed him so far. Samuel promised, please,
Samuel's anger was so great that he wanted to explode. But Samuel himself had to blow up to whom? damian's descendants have not even been found to this day.
The funeral was held in the afternoon, all media closed by Samuel because he did not want his grandson covered too far,. Why his grandson skait heart died because his mother could not stand to go to prison and was shocked. Samuel didn't tell anyone that his granddaughter was in the dungeon. He gave his people to find out. Samuel's sure he's gonna find the mastermind of all this.
In this cemetery Jastin continued to cry, staring at the nanar coffin of the child. Carmon over there patted the sister's shoulder softly. Samuel just kept silent on the titan's glasses, eyes ahead but his mind went where. Samuel could not focus.
Until some time later. Letta came with the Creator next to him, helping him walk. Carmon looked at him in shock because where did Letta know Jesika died from.?
Letta came over wanting to pray and stared at Jesika one last time. Letta repeatedly sighed not to cry, Letta lost the figure of Jesika, a figure he already considered a child after Bara. Letta knew that Jesika was stupid, her intelligence was below average but she was very cheerful and full of spirit.
Jesika used to be one of his targets, but getting to know Jesika increasingly makes Letta realize if Jesika is equally sick, he is too ignored until Letta can not hurt back. Letta knows what it's like to be ignored, Letta realizes Jesika is just a child born into the wrong family.
“ Jesika.!!!” the screams of a woman wearing a prisoner's shirt blared there, towards the child's grave last time. Jastin looked at Agatha who wanted to get closer. Agatha who saw the jatsin prevented her from staring at the fierce Jastin.”What are you gonna do here? Go..!!” firm jastin sharp and cold.
Agatha could not accept pushing jastin.” I want to see my son, where he is. You have no right to forbid me Jastin.,”sthe truth is not happy. But his strength was far below that of jatsin. Jastin didn't move a bit. Even throwing Agatha's hands, you're free to come see your son Agatha, because he's dead, even if you sleep here all day,. Roaring, crying until the blood comes out Jesika will not be able to see you. He would not be able to feel his mother's warm embrace. Even if you give a flower in this world, it is completely useless because he is no more.”yar Jastin nanar pushed Agatha.
Agatha was crying hysterically staring at the nanar of her child's chest.As the mother who gave birth to Agatha was deeply hurt, losing her only child was a nightmare. Agatha was hard and ashamed to have a foolish child and a woman was not a man. But that doesn't mean she hates Jesika, she just can't be a good mother to Jesika.
" No need to pretend to be Jastin's good father. You're not much different from me. Your son you left, too, you ignored. You're busy with your mistress. Don't blame everything on me... You were wrong too.. We are just as wrong "cried Agatha furiously.
" It used to be that you were the first to reject Jesika because you thought Jesika was blocking you from your relationship with your mistress. You're the one who doesn't want it.. You remember right??" Agatha's voice sounded messy. Ragged and dry.
Hearing news from the lafas guard if his son died shook Agatha's soul. Agatha only realized when she went to prison if her attempt to get Jastin was very wrong. He ignored his son for the sake of the man, but when he realized his son died in a state of unworthiness.
“jesika. Forgive mom Je. Sorry hiks hiks.” Everyone was staring at them and some were crying. It looks very neat Agatha crept up and patted the coffin of the child. Tears continued to flow and flowed along the jastin sudha hugged by Samuel. Both Jastin and Agatha were devastated.
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While on the other hand Letta just smiled wryly inwardly. Why is everyone conscious when they lose? Someone they left behind died and then look for a moment and regret.
Their lives are very classic. Easy to guess, letta could guess. Agatha or Jastin will be sorry and sad for a few years,. After going through life as usual, as if nothing happened. Humans are like them.
Rubbish.
Letta wearing sunglasses sighed, looking up so as not to shed tears. Carmon saw Letta who had been silent to see the funeral earlier.in the corner of Carmon's heart was also very hurt. Losing a figure that is always spoiled and cheerful. Carmon just realized that in part of his heart feels empty and something is missing.
Carmon's a bad uncle to Jesika.
Letta sighed waiting for everyone one by one to leave, she was still in her place holding a white rose, Agatha being pulled forcibly towards her washcloth back, she said, jastin went home with Carmon and Sammuel to leave the wet tomb.
Letta's shoulder patted, letta stared at the figure who patted her shoulder, there was Carmon who looked at her gently.”Home. it's late in the afternoon will be night.” Sissy said. Jastin who was next to him almost fainted. Letta nodded then stared again at Jesika's meal.
Carmon can not linger long because the state of consciousness is far from good.,
Being letta living alone, Letta braved slowly staring at the already deserted tomb, Letta approached and placed her flowers on top of eating jesika, throwing away other people's flowers. Letta stared at the existing tombstone, the name of the sweet Jesika.
“ Currently you are no longer sad because your parents ignored, or even bullied because ridiculed your friends. Have a good time, I hope you meet my parents. They're good people. Be happy there with them, say if you are my adopted son they will surely hug you.” Letta said slowly, so slowly that only he heard it.
Letta kissed the headstone containing the name of Jesika, prayed for a moment and hugged the tombstone back, Letta sighed, a suffocating guilt for Letta to feel. Very crowded. Letta hit her own chest stopping the tightness in her chest. It's very uncomfortable. It's very painful.
Letta went towards one of the meals not far from there. That's eating Ziko. Letta sat next to Ziko's grave. Smiling wryly and chuckling. “ How are you? you're okay, right?” Tanyanya sighed. procrastinate in.”maaf...” Letta could say nothing but apologize, tucking one jasmine flower over Ziko's headstone. Swiped it slowly and sat staring at the nilar tomb. Soon, he will pray for a ransom apology.
At the end of there was a car watching Letta. It was Carmon, Jastin and Samuel. , they saw all how neatly letta kissed and hugged Jesika's gravestone. They were surprised to see it.”Papa even had time to think if in fact the eyes of our family's eyes are letta, but after this papa becomes doubtful.”Samuel stared at Letta from a distance.
Carmon glanced at his shocked father. “Letta and Jesika are indeed quite close. I often catch jesika calling letta with the name of mama, she also often go back and forth blocks in Letta's room and coals to play, sleep together or even learn.” Confidence Carmon.
Samuel was stunned, jastin heard it becoming increasingly sluggish. Finally, Jesika never again sought attention to him, never again waiting for him to go home, no longer asked for company or even taught. He's so cute. Even yesterday when he was removed from the jesika enhara just happy for a while and went to leave him as usual.
Jastin only realized that when he came home.. Jesika will definitely linger at his feet. Ask by, invited to walk, or surprise himself PR. Something that Jesika's request. But even Jastin can't keep what Jesika wants.
Until the end of his life Jastin could not give anything to his son. ‘” Mommy? She called letta mama?”Ask Jastin nanar. His eyes trembled with restraint to not go back crying.
Carmon nodded. Carmon berdehem.” Letta also often makes the same provisions as Bara for Jesika, although she can not cook but she who regulates the calories that must be controlled them to stay healthy. Letta also bought him a ciki ciki that was low in calories or sugar, gave Jesika a tutor and in recent months I have heard Jesika's value has greatly increased, Letta also invite him to play to the time zone or to the beach, where to play. Letta often betrays him despite not being seen.” Carmon jujur. Carmon investigated everything, even looking with his own eyes.
Jastin again cried with Samuel who was silent to Carmon's explanation. Samuel sighed, Samuel's head felt like it wanted to break, it was very painful and difficult for him to control. Could Samuel just die???
Carmon took a sip of dried saliva seeing her brother growing hysterically in tears. “Crying is also free, because he is gone.” The three of them looked to the side where a resolute voice greeted their ears.
There was Letta who was staring at the three of them coldly, she used black glasses only very cold aura. Letta sighed. “even want you to cry until this world is doomsday even though it will not be able to erase your sinful sins as an imprudent father. Jastin, you're a bad father, don't be the most hurt man when his son is gone. Because your crying only adds to the useless trash.” Letta insisted on not giving love and then left.
Jastin heard him stunned, lost his talak, the pain was increased. Awareness increases. Crying never ends will not raise the body of the child who has been buried. All that's left is reality and the fact that he's a bad father. Isn't he a hypocritical father? As if a good father, crying, screaming because his daughter died while for seven years his son lived, even though he did not give it to the child, he said,
Letta himself boarded the car he had ordered, content to say bad things to Jastin. Letta is not a human who wants to deal with others, or even interfere in the affairs of others, he only adds a level of self-awareness to Jastin if jastin is a bad father.
Letta sighed softly staring at the streets, until this moment she had not done any action, satisfied to see the face of Samuel who was like an undead. Pockets black eyes, skinny and suffocated. Letta was very satisfied and happy.
On the other hand, he also felt guilty and disappointed. Jesika, it shouldn't be the kid involved. Letta is not a cruel man to finish off a child who has no fault like him.