
SOLAR POV
Via graciously let me into his house. While waiting for my three children called I sat in a chair and saw the state of the house Via which has been renovated. I salute Via, with his persistence now he has his own business.
Shortly waiting, Uncle came out and welcomed my arrival in a friendly manner. No face that used to look disappointed. I hurt the heart and feelings of his family. I'm even more proud of my ex-wife's family.
"Son Fatir, it's been a long time. Sapa Uncle is friendly.
"Surya just got to uncle, last night Surya came across and wanted to visit the children." Honest tidbits.
Via also brought Zul and Zaki to see me. I brought this body closer in front of Zul and aligned my body and hugged my second child. Zul looks sculpted without any experesion. Let alone say hello smile even Zul refused to see me. Zul turned his face away as if he hated me so much.
"Zul, kangen boy." Sad say.
Zul still stared and did not make his voice.
He tried to let go of my arms and ran to play outside the house. This heart is like a crumb not ignored by the child himself.
I also switched to holding Zaki who seemed to be able to walk. When I approached Zaki crying loudly as if afraid of me.
"It's Dad Son" I said trying to seduce him.
Zaki kept crying and forced Via to carry him out of the house to calm him down.
"Uncle, which Zafran?" I asked to find Zafran's whereabouts.
"Zafran is in town, we just delivered him yesterday." Uncle Say.
"Did Zafran enter SD at the cottage?" I'm confused.
"Surya-surya, your son just graduated from Elementary School and succeeded with an extraordinary achievement. You dream that your son is still in SD?" Uncle said softly and shook his head.
I was stunned and could not believe my son's progress. I don't care for myself, I don't know if Zafran has finished his Elementary School. I'm a useless father.
The arrival of the village of Via did not make me feel relieved, even adding to my sadness. My three sons no one misses me. It's all my fault and I deserve it.
I see Via is so busy serving buyers at his cafe. Her once dull face and slim body were now, somewhat full and her skin was clean. The aura of his happiness emanated clearly from his face. Could it be that Via's heart still has my name there. Considering Via is still at home a widow's life.
I was in the afternoon with a delicious meal by Via. After lunch I went back to the living room and approached my two sons. Zul and Zaki still ignored me and focused more on playing with their toys.
It's my fault I didn't get to buy my three sons a hand or a gift. My arrival came to the village of Via suddenly and suddenly.
That night I accidentally went home and chose to cross the ocean. My salary this month I accidentally didn't give to Nindiana. Considering it's been so long I don't hold my own paycheck. Every month I would hand it over to my wasteful wife. The money I gave Nindiana was always used to buy her expensive saraosmetics. Lucky Mom is paid by Mas Fatir every month.
"Jude?" Sapa Via my ex-wife. Looks like the guy's the lover of Via.
The man stepped in to enter the house. When I was at the door my son realized there was a guest. Those who had been busy playing ran over and hugged the man.
"Om Yudis, we miss the same Om." Say my son Zaki.
"Om also miss you guys. This Om bring souvenirs for you" said the man as he rubbed the heads of my two sons.
"Waaaah, Ultramen Robot toys. Thanks for that." Zul said with excitement and kissed the man.
While my eldest son Zaki did not want to come down from the man's sling. My heart was deeply sliced and wounded when my two sons were very close to strangers. That man was not their father. I wanted to cry but I was too embarrassed to show it.
"Son, when is Judis coming?" Greet Uncle kindly.
" Just uncle, I was going straight to Mataram. I miss this boy. Oya, Zafran where's Uncle?" Ask Judis to find my Eldest Son.
"Zafran has gone into the boarding school in the county town." Answer Uncle.
"Sadly, yesterday when I met Zafran I had to be taken to the beach again." Yudis said regretfully.
Judis seems to be very familiar with my two children. I remember the name Judis. The name is familiar to my ears. I try to twist the memory in my head and try to remember it. Yes, Yudis is the name of Nindiana's lover who Herman mentioned to me at that time in the discotheque. But, Herman said that Judis has become a crazy man because he was abandoned by Nindiana. There are many people named Judis.
"Known, this is the father of the children. She's Surya's my ex-husband." Said Via introducing me to his beloved Judis.
When emphasizing the word former heart feels pain like pierced. I still seem to love Via very much and I'm jealous to see his closeness with another man. It was probably Judis who bought expensive shoes for Zafran at that time. This means that Via has always been having an affair.
"Surya" I said unfriendly.
"Via, if you're married don't forget to invite me." My words cannot hold back.
Judis and Via looked at each other and they both looked back at me.
"Sorry, Judis and I are friends. It just so happens that Judis loved my three sons more than her real father's love." Via's words managed to offend me.
"Sorry Via, I thought you were lovers." I was embarrassed but happy. Because it turns out Via was just friends. At least Via's heart still retains my name there. It's hard to move-on.
"Mas Surya misunderstood me, I'm just an ordinary friend Via no more." Judis explained.
Evening came now the time I say so also with Judis. While diving to drink water I also climbed on top of his car Judis who happened to be our same path to Mataram.
When my two sons came, I preferred to say farewell to Judis compared to me. I actually felt very envious of Judis. I deliberately did not give money to Via, considering that she is now a successful woman. It also seems that he earns more and has a lot of money. Besides, Via didn't ask me anything earlier and didn't collect my living. The money that was for the cost of going home can be safely stored in my pocket.