
I was able to enter the room after putting Mas Surya's Mobile Phone to its original place. Really, this time my emotions can't be contained anymore. I cried with a wound in my heart. I saw the faces of my children one by one, again this heart was broken. If I decide to end my House with Mas Surya then my Third Child will be the victim. Actually I can't afford a Marriage that's filled with betrayal.
The footsteps of Mas Surya were heard coming into the room . I quickly pulled out the blanket and closed my eyes pretending to sleep. I feel the body of Mas Surya stuck to my back. His hands are wrapped around my stomach. I didn't dwell when Mas Surya kissed me on the nape. I can feel his breath stirring. As much as possible I close my eyes so that Mas Surya does not suspect if I have not slept. If only I had received that treatment when I had not known of his betrayal. Perhaps I will be watered down by his current attitude, although the sharp word is always thrown from his mouth. For this time I can not forgive his behavior.His embrace is now no longer warm I feel. Tasteless, and more precisely my love was dashed instantly.
Before long the snoring of Mas Surya sounded with his body position stretched beside me. I hate staring at her face even beside her I don't feel right. Why did my love turn into this kind of hatred. Should I ask Mas Surya directly about his salary and infidelity. I think Mas Surya will definitely dodge and not be honest about it. My best choice right now is to be quiet and act stupid.
" Don't wake up, go to sleep. Mas wants to hug you" said Mas Surya did not want to take off his embrace.
" I'm sorry, I have to go to the bathroom. My stomach mules" I reasoned as I took off his hand that was coiled around my stomach.
I know what Mas Surya wants from me. But unfortunately, I no longer have a taste for him. Because I feel disgusted to make out with a traitor.
Mas Surya rubbed his eyes and looked at me strangely. Mas Surya was surprised because I do not usually refuse his request.
" You still mad at Mas?" Soft talk.
" No" I said briefly.
" Via, don't make my Mood ruined because of this attitude of yours" he said annoyed.
I left him without having to answer. I turned to my son's bed and purposely put Zaki to bed who was still fast asleep. Mas Surya seems Frustrated because the Sahwatnya not deliver. I know refusing Husband to make love is a big sin. Moreover, I am in a healthy physical holy state. Mas Surya came back out of the room again because he was upset.
After the Fajr Prayer, I went straight to the kitchen to cook. It's like having a Thousand hands, when I'm cooking rice at the same time I soak dirty clothes and wash dishes and clean the kitchen. Eleven Years have I done this activity at my In-laws' house. Like the maid of all my housework doing it. Not to mention my little boy I take care of myself. Thank God my physique is strong through it even though I lack rest. Until then I fell unconscious from exhaustion and for the first time I entered Opname in Hospital.
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Zaki's voice cried from inside the room. I ran a little towards him. Apparently my baby pants are wet from peeing. I quickly replaced them with new pants. I'm asking Zaki first to put him back to sleep. After making sure my baby fell asleep then I continued my work in the kitchen. This time the Rice I cooked and the side dishes I brought into the room. I don't know why I did all this .
" Wake up, son, Let's wash my face and go back to the room for breakfast" I said to My Two Sons.
Both of my Sons are used to waking up early so it is natural that they wake up for sure the Nasilah will be in search because the stomach is empty. Habits of the residents of this house always wake up after the Sun rises. No exception Mas Surya. They lost to my two young Sons.
" Well, fried chicken" said Zul happily. They both eat very well. Lucky Warung Bu Mirna is always open at dawn. So I had no trouble waiting for the Sun to rise to buy a side dish. If Mom hadn't locked the fridge maybe I'd never have brought food into the room. I'm not here to take revenge but I'm just teaching Lusi my Sister-in-law a lesson. After I cleaned all my cooking marks I went straight into the room and laid my body on the bed. Thank God my two children have gone to school.
" I'm sorry, I'm not feeling well" I said.
" You are really weird today! If you like this continue Who will provide my Breakfast" Mas Surya said annoyed and passed to the bathroom.
" Via, you're not cooking?" Said Mother standing in front of my room door.
" How can Via cook Mom, the fridge is locked." I relax.
" Alesan, but why don't you wake me up. Cook there! Lisa's hungry and she's going to school." Said Mom throwing the fridge keys.
" I'm sorry Mom, Via's not feeling well" I said back to reason.
" You have been this way for a long time, Your husband will be looking for another woman" said Mother annoyed. If Mother knew, without Me like this Mas Surya has been anchored to the heart of another Woman.
" Via, whichever Money I give you, I'll give it to Mom now. Lisa needs money to pay for her Book at School" Mas Surya said without burden.
Without saying much I immediately gave the money to Mas Surya everything.
" This is for you, I only need half of it not all" said Mas Surya gave the money Half for me.
" I'm sorry, Via can't take it. From today Via hand over all responsibilities Via thinking about all the needs of the Child and the needs of this house. Via can no longer be a trusty Wife since Via dared to eat in Warung with Our Two Sons. Via is afraid to use your treasure, even though it is Lent for Via. Mas seems to know better how to manage and manage money properly" I explained firmly.
Mas Surya's eyes just glared like he couldn't believe what I just said. Mas Surya frowned confusedly.
" You mean what?" Tanya Mas Surya.
" The meaning of Via is clear. Via won't repeat Via's words again" I said firmly.
" That's it" Decak Mas Surya was annoyed and then went away without saying goodbye as usual.
No matter how strong I don't want to cry, these tears I can't stand. Because other than Prayer only the faithful Water is with me when my feelings are hurt like this. And only the dead water can bring me back to calm and my pain is treated for a while. I don't know when I'm crying over my fate. And until when I'll be able to survive.