
" Where have you guys been?" Tanya Mas Surya clucked his waist.
" Zafran had a good meal in Dad's shop" Zapran replied honestly. I forgot to tell Zapran my son to keep it a secret about us eating at the Warung. But Zafran has been hunted to answer without being able to intercept me again.
" Oh, good yeah. You eat in the stall while in the kitchen there is no Food cooked at all" Mother said approaching Us at the door.
" So, my salary money did you make fun-foya Via? Mas Surya Emotion.
I am still silent in silence not answering Mas Surya's words.
" Dad, Zafran never ate Dad's meat?" Say my son innocently.
" You always pamper Children Via, when you know for yourself Our finances are no longer stable due to paying your hospital fees" said Mas Surya blaming me.
" I'm sorry Mas" I said. I can't defend myself, even though I want to explain how it feels like everything will be in vain. Because Mas Surya will never understand with my complaint.
I brought my Three Children into the house. Because of the satiety, they fell asleep very well. While I, although coming to Warung but did not have time to taste my food. Because of my food I gave to Zul My son who was still hungry and asked to go again.
My three children are asleep. I went into the kitchen to find food that I could cook. However, Mom had locked the refrigerator door. Because I was so hungry I had to take Rice to wait how many minutes to ripen. With rice without side dishes I sprinkle fine salt on it. So delicious it feels, at least this rice can fill my stomach which is hungry. After my stomach was full I went into the room. I found Mas Surya already lying on his side hugging a pillow. I know Mas Surya hasn't slept.
" Mommy, I'm sorry. I was wrong to take the Children to eat in the Warung without your permission. They just want to taste different food. Because all this time Zafran and Zul have never felt the eating of meat" I explained smooth.
Mas Surya was still silent not responding to my explanation. Because it was ignored I also slept beside Mas Surya with a supine position hugging a pillow. Not yet had time to close his eyes Mas Surya moved his body and began to speak.
" Via, I'm asking you to share the money I gave you this afternoon with Mother by half" Mas Surya said lightly.
" But Mas, what about the needs of our Children" I said disappointed.
" Our children must be taught to live hard so as not to be spoiled if they grow up later" said Mas Surya Berasalan.
" Will not be able to support us. But why did Mas ignore that responsibility" I said ventured to issue uneg-uneg.
" You're saying I'm not responsible? You know what you say! I slammed my bones working day and night and the results I leave to you. You can only enjoy it without the need for you to work hard like me" explained Mas Surya corner me.
" It is not the duty of men to seek Lent, and to be responsible for the needs of their Family Mas" said I dare to speak up but still in a slow tone.
" I never forbade Mas from filial service because a man must be responsible for his mother. But what I want from Mas Surya is to be fair. Meet Our needs Your little family. That is all, and I never demand anything from you even though that Lent is a place to live. Because I don't want to burden your mind Mas" I explained at length. It's enough I'm silent if I get blamed and cornered like this.
"Aarrggh. Talking to you is the same as trying to kill me" Mas Surya said getting up and out of the room.
I don't know any more in what way I should explain to Mas Surya to make him understand. Only prayer could pierce his heart that had been sealed shut.
I am very tired and need to rest. Lucky my baby Zaki is a no fuss kid. Zaki only cries if he wants to suckle, Pup and Piss. Since my childhood Zakiku never hurt, may God not give me that test. Because if Zaki's sick I can't do anything about it. Relying on my Husband's Family is the same as expecting the Moon to fall from the Clouds.
My eyes closed by themselves, I don't know how many hours I've been asleep. I realized when my Baby wriggled to Breastfeed. Apparently Mas Surya has not entered the room. The clock showed at two o'clock in the evening. After Zaki went back to sleep I got up out of the room to see the whereabouts of Mas Surya. I spread my eyes across the room that was already very quiet. I saw Mas Surya curled up to sleep on a long chair in the corner of the Middle Room without a blanket. I went back into the Room to get a blanket for Mas Surya. When I enveloped his Body appeared Mas Surya Mobile flickering without sound. I saw it on his phone screen with My Darling Calling. Honestly, all this time I never touched Mas Surya's phone. But this time I want to know Who My Darling is. Slowly I took Mas Surya's Mobile Phone and brought him into the Room.
When the call I picked up the phone went dead. I waited patiently for another call and soon the name called again.
" Hello, Honey. Long time to lift?" Reply to a spoiled woman from across there.
" Hello, Honey. Speaking dong! I miss you" he said again. My chest rumbled up and down. I didn't expect Mas Surya to dare betray me. For me it's okay I'm like a stupid woman who's always despised and unappreciated. But I can't take it if I'm betrayed like this. Surya has dared to play with fire. His cold attitude towards me was apparently because there was already another woman in his heart. It's just that I'm a stupid woman and never suspected of Mas Surya's changed attitude. Not long ago Whatsap Mas Surya notification came in. A Chat from My Darling.
[Dear, my spending money is over. I need One Million to go to the Salon tomorrow] Fill a Chat from a Woman named My Darling.
My heart hurts more and more to read the contents of that woman's chat. I already know the rottenness of Mas Surya, until I dare to open all the contents of his Mobile. Social Media and its Mobile Gallery. I found a photo of the Screen Shot Remittance a week ago. The amount of the transfer amounted to One Million Rupiah sent to Nindiana. Who is this girl. My Darling is Nindiana. I went back to look for evidence. I found out again Chat with Someone like this guy is his coworker.
[Bro, so don't pay it] Chat from Aldi. I know his name from the contact listed.
[My money is all in my wife's hands Bro]
[Hahaha, gini day salary of 10 million in the hands of the Wife? Husband is afraid of Wife!] Ejek Aldi to My Husband.
I widened my eyes to see Nominal amount of salary Mas Surya mentioned Aldi Friends.
UHUK UHUK UHUK UHUK
Mas Surya coughed and I peeked out from behind the door. I was very tense when Mas Surya woke up. I'm afraid that Mas Surya will look for the whereabouts of his phone. After Mas Surya fell asleep again I rushed to put his Phone back and did not forget to delete Chat and incoming calls from My Darling. So that later Mas Surya does not feel suspicious of his phone I check.