Repairing the Past

Chapter 37

The motionless Mo Yan had made Chu Yao's memory return to the memories in his previous life.

The flashback when Mo Yan died from the poison that Chu Yao gave off was clearly plastered in his mind.

That sight was terrible. Gave a great trauma in his life.

He doesn't want to repeat the same thing. Of all the events, why is this fear repeated?

Chu Yao's knees were trembling and limp. He sat down with a voice that was loud enough to make Mo Yan open his eyes.

"Miss.. "

Mo Yan's heavy voice did not also return that empty look. Tears slowly trickled down Chu Yao's cold cheeks.

Screaming sounded from the corner of the girl's lips. Pangled and as if whimpering. He muttered. Slow but sounds pretty clear.

"Mo Yan's.. "

Chu Yao simply called out one name over and over again. Although his body was almost shaken by the man he had been summoned by since then, yet Chu Yao's consciousness was still locked in his past memories.

"Chu Yao's! Be aware!" Call Mo Yan by cupping the girl's cheeks with both of her palms.

"After... You died because of me.. "

"Oh my God, Chu Yao!! I'm not dead! I'm still alive! Please realize!!"

Mo Yan shook the woman's body and hugged her very tightly. He even buried his head on the girl's neck.

He had not expected that Chu Yao would react like this.

Mo Yan never intended to scare the person he loved. What else to make the girl shocked with a face that did not show the slightest blood.

"Chu Yao's.. Lookatme! I'm still alive! We're both alive! My God, Chu Yao... Be aware...!"

Mo Yan almost shouted asking Chu Yao to come to a realization. He cupped that pale pretty face. Their foreheads are stuck together. Cold sweat flooded Mo Yan's face. He looks hit.

Slowly Chu Yao's consciousness returned. The handsome silhouette in front of him seemed increasingly clear.

Chu Yao sumringah's. He even touched every inch of the face of the man in front of him as he continued to call out Mo Yan's name. Repetitively.

"Ka, are you okay? Are you all right? L'm.. I saw you bleed.. L'm.. I'm..."

Chu Yao tried to explain but instead looked troubled. He was so excited that he unconsciously flooded with tears.

Mo Yan rubbed the tears on the girl's cheek, "I'm fine. Sorry to worry you."

The apology Mo Yan uttered was indeed sincere. He did not want Chu Yao to think too much. Although he was quite happy to know that the girl was also worried about his condition but he also did not want to see the girl shed tears because of it.

"But you vomited a lot of blood!"

"Calm down, it's just an old wound effect. I've been holding it with internal energy. It shouldn't recur for a while."

Chu Yao bit her lower lip unconsciously, "You're hurt? I thought all your internal wounds had healed, apparently.. Nah! I should ask uncle to check on you. He should give you the medicine as soon as possible!"

Mo Yan reflexively grabbed the girl in his arms and carefully stroked her injured back.

"No need to wake anyone. I'm doing fine. Obey."

Unexpectedly, Chu Yao returned the embrace.

The woman even buried her wet face in tears in Mo Yan's field. His fingers gripped tightly against that wide back.

"You're scaring me! You made me regret! You really know my weak spot! You're the most annoying guy in the whole world!"

Mo Yan let the woman beat up his body. He increasingly tightened his embrace and inhaled a distinctive aroma behind the beautiful girl's crown.

"I was wrong.. I'm sorry.." Mo Yan whispered very gently into Chu Yao's ear.

The girl almost roared. Let go of all the turmoil and anxiety in his heart.

Instead of making a loud noise, her cries were immersed in silence. It hurts so much to cry without a sound. Only the tremors of the body could depict how scared Chu Yao was to see Mo Yan unmovingly respond to her call.

Mo Yan had no intention of restraining the girl's emotional overflow. He even let it flow naturally like rainwater that falls down hard.

Now the man knew that the girl's rude speech was not purely from his little heart.

Chu Yao's unexpected reaction had actually made Mo Yan aware of the veiled message in all the actions the woman had given.

Mo Yan swallowed the saliva. Inhaling deeply the fragrant aroma in the body of the girl he craved with his eyes closed. His feelings are getting stronger.

Nah! Not just one-sided, but the feelings of the two of them had truly been bound up.

Although there is no word to legitimize the relationship, but each other has learned that they cannot live apart from each other.

Only ignorance and compulsion separate them.

Moments later Chu Yao seemed to start to calm down despite the occasional choking sound as she tried to stabilize her emotions.

"Are you going to throw me out even if I don't want to leave you?" Mo Yan asked without letting go of any hugs at all.

"I'll keep you off." Chu Yao replied but instead further tightened her hand grip on the man's back.

Mo Yan smiled, "But I don't want to get away from you."

"You really don't know shame."

"In this kind of situation, is it not too late to feel ashamed?" Tempted Mo Yan in a wide smile.

"You!"

"Alright, alright. This time I'm not kidding.. " Chuckle Mo Yan who re-captured Chu Yao's body in his arms, "Don't ever ask me to leave you! Whatever happens, I'll keep you company. So, help! Stop torturing me with requests I'll never grant a second!"

"But this situation is already very urgent and dangerous. I don't want anything to happen to you."

"It is precisely because of that that that I am increasingly unwilling to comply with your request! You only care about your fears. Have you ever asked me how I feel? My fear?"

Chu Yao was silent for a moment and raised her face until their two eyes met each other.

"Stop worrying about me. I'm also very worried about you. Can't we walk together without having to keep each other away?"

On the one hand he wanted to give freedom to Mo Yan on the other hand he could not if he had to be far from the man who had filled all aspects of his life.

"I'll keep giving you release letters. After all it would be useful if at some point something unwanted happened to the Chu family." Chu Yao brightly lit up with a serious voice.

Mo Yan took a deep breath. This time he will not argue. He took the letter without reading it. Then put it in the belt fold.

"good. I've obeyed your orders. From now on I am no longer your subordinate. Means I have a right to determine my way of life, don't I?"

Chu Yao nodded softly and Mo Yan again asked, "Means that wherever and with whom I am is no longer your business?"

Once again Chu Yao nodded but the nod this time seemed even more lackluster. There was a bit of unwillingness but he could not lick the saliva he had already let out.

Mo Yan's sly smile expanded. Without hesitation the man pulled Chu Yao's body. In an instant his powerful arm had locked onto that small waist.

"That means I'm entitled to stay by your side whenever I want."

"What?"

"You have no right to rule me anymore. You are not my master. Accept the consequences of your decision. "

Chu Yao felt trapped. He tried to escape the reach of the man who had dominated him. However the more he moved, the tighter Mo Yan's embrace was on his body.

"Mo Yan, stop playing around!"

"You think I'm kidding? Do I have to show my seriousness in an extreme way?" Mo Yan sighed by pushing his body until Chu Yao retreated cornered at the end of the cot.

Mo Yan's breathing rose and fell in rhythm with Chu Yao's breathing. Chu Yao's bead of eyes caught the firmness engraved on Mo Yan's handsome face.

Chu Yao was nervous. It's a misdeed. A reddish tinge spread instantly on his white face.

"Don't be like this, you make me think like you want me. It makes me big head." Chu Yao muttered averted her face.

"I really want you!" Mo Yan said that almost sounded like a hiss.

He realized that he did not deserve to wish more on the girl. But he got wet. His feelings are no longer in control.

Mo Yan did not care whether Chu Yao would retaliate or even hate him. The girl had filled the voids of her life.

Chu Yao should know.

Chu Yao should be able to read all of Mo Yan's gestures as if she was always emitting happiness hormones while being with that woman.

Chu Yao's!

What a clever girl to play Mo Yan's feelings. Just a few words from Chu Yao, he had managed to make the always flat-faced Mo Yan reveal his various emotions.

The young man was suddenly clumsy, even covering part of his face with one of his hands.

Mo Yan had a new expression. The young man could feel a sense of shame and Chu Yao was very excited to see that.

Chu Yao cupped Mo Yan's face with both hands. The wide smile printed was real in his pink lips.

"Are you sure you want to be with me?" Chu Yao asked with a soft nod of Mo Yan.

"Don't blame me if you'll never be free again. I'll tie you up for the rest of my life. I am a greedy man. I'll never want to share with anyone else if it's dealing with you." Firmly Chu Yao with great emphasis.

"And I am a jealous woman. Are you able to keep my feelings up all the time?"

Instead of contemplating, Mo Yan actually smiled and brought his face closer to Chu Yao's face. So close that even their noses touch each other.

"I should have said so. I'm also a jealous man. Even worse than you."

"Oh yeah? Why have I never seen him?" Tempt Chu Yao without retreating in the slightest.

Mo Yan stroked Chu Yao's hair gently. His face looked shady at the same time full of cravings.

"You're challenging me?" Mo Yan muttered in a hoarse and deep voice, "You tested my limits. You're gonna have to take responsibility."

Chu Yao gasped and petrified for a moment as Mo Yan fused their lips together in an intimate gesture. Although it was quite shocking, Chu Yao however did not push Mo Yan away.

Chu Yao learned to sense Mo Yan's existence and possession towards her. The girl's feelings are broken. So late that he got drunk.

Slowly but surely, Mo Yan made Chu Yao enjoy the lipped pawn. Making Chu Yao fall asleep until she subconsciously closed her eyes.

Mo Yan's treatment was so gentle. Switch from one side to the other. They retaliate against each other. It was as if releasing all of the long-buried flavors.

Mo Yan's hand that was originally at Chu Yao's waist had now switched right on the woman's neck. Groped and felt the entire acceptance that Chu Yao gave her.

With Chu Yao. He followed the groove that Mo Yan created. With the heart rhythm getting louder, he was immersed in a strange, soothing sensation.

"You have to take responsibility for me. You're making me drunk." Tempted Mo Yan as their eyes clashed against each other.

The young man laughed softly as he rubbed the girl's slightly swollen lips. Chu Yao once again flinched but Mo Yan did not care.

The young man gently dyed the girl's crown while pinning a hairpin over her head.

"This? Isn't this the hairpin you bought in Nian town? You said you'd give this hairpin to your girlfriend?" Chu Yao asked enthusiastically when she saw the reflection of her face behind the mirror.

Mo Yan looked at Chu Yao's happy face in his iris, "Right. Aren't you my lover? The woman I love."

Chu Yao once again blushed. His embarrassed face further stupefied Mo Yan. But the girl didn't notice. He was too happy to kiss Mo Yan's cheek involuntarily.

"Thank you, Mo Yan. This hairpin is so beautiful. I'll take care of him."

Mo Yan was no longer silent. He again grabbed the girl and landed his lips on Chu Yao's lips which were still swollen. This time the kiss was more aggressive. Heavy and deep. With tongues clinging to each other. Beautiful dancing enjoys the intimate atmosphere created in the middle of the night.

Mo Yan's breath was hunting. With great difficulty he tried to control himself.

After a moment of silence they paused, Mo Yan finally swung the girl in his sling.

"You better get some rest. You're still not fully recovered. I'll keep you here." Mo Yan said as Chu Yao was already on the bed.

Chu Yao lay on her side as Mo Yan enveloped her with a red satin blanket. The woman complied and closed her eyes without letting go of her hand on the end of the young man's shirt.

With a loving gaze, Mo Yan again kissed Chu Yao's head and sat quietly at the end of the cot. Waiting for the lover to fall asleep.