
Vania POV(point of view)
Viewpoint of Vania
I was cold, my stomach hurt.. God, help me. It hurts so much. I tried to open my eyes that felt a heavy noise around me resuscitated me, the women in white uniforms were walking back and forth, I was stabbed with a needle and taped to some hose filled with liquid. What the hell happened to me? Why am I here
"Aarrgghh.." I groaned painfully, my stomach ached. Wait, my baby's in my belly. I wanted to scream asking how my baby was doing but my voice couldn't get out. I also could not hear what they were saying even though they were talking loudly
I turned my head right to see the tall man, Julian Granger, I knew him. Our eyes met, all my might trying to survive the weight of my eyes. Julian turned to the doctor and I don't know what they were talking about, I want to hear it
"You want to save the baby or the mother.."
"What..? what kind of choice is that?"
What, did the baby get hurt?, saved the baby. Sir, save the baby. I tried to voice my opinion but again what was heard was a groan and a painful moan from my mouth. Julian looked at me for a moment and then looked at the doctor
"His mother, please save her mother"
"Tidaak. save the baby only. mister. save the baby, kumohooonnn…"
“Please save his mother”
The Vania POV End
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The hospital still looks crowded even though the sky is filled with cloudy clouds, many activities that occur inside the hospital but not in the hospital room Vania. The room was quiet, only the sound of the heating machine and the seconds of the hour
The infusion he had placed in his hand had been removed that morning, just waiting for the girl to open her eyes
Vania opened her eyes as consciousness approached her, not knowing how long she had been unconscious that Vania knew the pain that was attacking her was no longer there. Vania turned her head to the left where the infusion hose stuck in her hand, at that time Vania immediately touched her silvery hand that was no longer big. baby…?
A hand held her hand, and immediately Vania turned to her right, her eyes met Julian's, and the man smiled at her. A smile she had never seen lately. Julian, who had been sitting in a chair beside the seat, stood up from his chair and bowed his body over Vania
"You're already bang?"
"His baby..?" Julian smiled again at the first sentence spoken by Vania after being unconscious for three days
"No need to worry about the baby"
"Did he survive..?" Vania keeps questioning the baby. Julian sat on the bed, his hands rubbing Vania's hair gently
"His baby girl" Julian smiled again looking at Vania's surprised expression
"The doctor managed to get her out in time, you and the baby survived. And although she was premature, the baby was very healthy" Vania closed her eyes in relief
"Thank God" no one could feel how relieved Vania was right now, because her stupid act of wanting to leave the house immediately Vania almost killed her baby
"Thank God" once again Vania expressed her gratitude, tears of relief she could not bear anymore.
Julian wiped the tears that fell to the side of Vania's face with both hands
"Sstt. don't cry, everything's fine" Vania dared herself to stare into Julian's bead eye
"I'm sorry I almost killed him"
"No. There's nothing to forgive. Don't cry, Vania, or you'll wake the baby" Vania stopped crying.
"His baby..?" Julian smiled again then turned his head to the side and pointed at the small box not far from them with his chin
"She just came out of the incubator this morning. You want to see it?" Vania nodded her head quickly, her body unable to get up because of that Vania waited curiously in her bed
Seeing Julian with his own skill raised the baby with both hands. Slowly Julian placed the baby on Vania's arm.
Vania looked at her little baby face with an amazed expression. So like this her son's face, her eyes are not yet visible because the baby is now asleep, but Vania knows the baby has the shape of her father's lips. Lips are very sexy and tempting if he grows up later
"Beautiful" whispered Vania, still so amazed to see the baby. Julian observed Vania's expression, it felt so calm to see the girl re-open her eyes again.
After Vania was unconscious for two days Julian felt very agitated, he wanted to see Vania open her eyes and smile back at him. And now here he looked at the smiling face of Vania to their daughter. THEIR DAUGHTER. Why does it feel like that word is so fitting..
"How are you doing? You want to eat something?" Julian solves the pleasure of Vania admiring her daughter's face. The girl turned to Julian and shook her head
"Maybe the nurse should have checked you, I'll call you first" Julian rushed towards the door and exited the next second, Vania turned her head again towards the baby after Julian disappeared from behind the door. Her hand rubbed gently on her baby's tiny cheeks
"You're the most amazing baby I've ever seen. Sierra.." in a slow whisper, the girl called out the name she secretly gave to the baby like her Grandmother's name
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"Dear Vania, you can stand" Granger visited Vania the next day. After being unconscious for two days Vania recovered, although still a little weak Vania can still move from her bed.
Vania was carrying her baby when Rianty went into the room with a hot flask of porridge for Vania
"Mrs Granger.." Madame Granger approached Vania and smiled at the girl
"What..?"
"I don't like being called that way by you, what if you just call Mama..?"
"Yes..? but that's.."
"Sstt... no need to argue, just call me like that. okay..?"
"Eum. okay.nyo.aah Mama.." Mrs Granger smiled and began to bring out the food she was carrying
"You have to eat so that your condition recovers quickly, I've cooked for you"
"You don't have to bother"
"Eeyy. It's not a hassle, I like to do it. Caa. bring the baby" Madame Granger took the baby who is currently carrying Vania and put it into her box, then guided Vania to sit on the bed again
"Eat first, then you can carry it again"
"Thank you madam, you've always been so kind to me" Vania called her madam again.
"It's nothing. Don't say thank you"
"No. I have to say it, thank you for everything"
"No need to hesitate. caa. eat" Vania ate up what Mama Rianty made for her.
Vania always spends whatever is cooked for her, all out of respect for Mama Rianty's kindness to her. Mama Rianty accompanied Vania until Julian finally came when noon had arrived
The man entered the room and went straight to the baby box. Smiling at the sight of the baby still sleeping, her hands gently rubbed the baby's tiny cheeks before turning towards Vania and her mother
"Ma.."
"Yes.. baby..?"
"Can you leave us both?"
"Oo. alright" Mama Rianty walked out of the room obediently, knowing that Julian and Vania should indeed talk alone
Julian was sitting right in the chair that his mother had occupied by the bedside. Vania looked wary with Julian's expression. What does this man want to tell him until he has to throw his mother out?
"What's up, sir..?"
"I know, it's not the right time, but I want to tell you about the baby quickly" Vania turned to the baby box and nodded her head, she understood where this was going
"After seeing you in the operating room fighting death made me realize that the one who has the right to make a decision is you. I do not have the feeling of asking you not to love the baby, to ignore the baby and leave after giving birth to the baby. You're right to say you're entitled to this baby too, you've been pregnant for nine months. And I don't forget how you were when you got pregnant" Julian took a deep breath before continuing
"Vania.I leave all my decisions to you, if you really want that baby, I won't mind, but I'll still pay for all her needs and keep paying the rest of your pay. And let me visit him if I want to see him" Vania bit her quivering lower lip, tears fell on her cheek, she should be relieved to hear what Julian had just told her, but why she still felt hurt
What exactly did Vania expect? The guy offered me a wedding? Don't dream of Vania Anastasha. Seeing Vania cry the man stood up and sat on the bed
"Why crying..? am I wrong?"
Vania shook her head. There was nothing wrong, Vania cried because she felt so unneeded and unwanted. It's not Julian's fault that Vania wants to be loved by the man, it's all because of Vania's own stupidity, why she has to fall in love with this man
"No. Thank you, sir, for your understanding. I was just moved" Vania lied to herself by saying that
"Then don't cry" Julian rubbed Vania's tears gently. Vania looked into Julian's eyes, why did the man treat him this softly?.
Didn't the man know that this treatment made Vania even more want to stay beside him.Vania put her hand in Julian's hand that holds her cheek, holding back her tears so as not to spill again. he wanted to record the face of this man in front of him
"Master knows, that you actually have a very soft heart. Maybe everyone's afraid of you, but I'm not. I know here you have a very gentle feeling" Vania touched her hand to Julian's chest
"Otherwise, you couldn't possibly want a child" Julian fell silent, this was the first time anyone had said something like this to him.
Since Julian was a little cruel to people of lower rank, Julian always underestimated them and branded them lowly. Only those he cared about could Julian be gentle and loving, to his father, to his mother, to Angel, to even Mr. Norman. But after getting to know Vania the view changed little by little.
They stared at each other in silence, dissolving into their respective minds, one cannot express his true feelings and one does not yet understand what he feels to this person before him
"Thank you, sir, I'll think about it"
"No need to rush"
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