
The next morning Vania awoke to her stomach cramps, rubbing her lower abdomen many times while taking a deep breath and exhaling slowly, as she often saw on television showing gymnastics for pregnant women
After the cramps subsided Vania also woke up and rushed to take a bath, the rain outside was getting heavier. Piling up makes a puddle of water everywhere. Lessie never visited again after the first heavy rain, it seems like the dog found another place as his home. Really, even Vania misses the dog.
Vania saw Julian coming out of her room as she walked towards the kitchen, her eyes fixed on the figure of the man, today Julian has been neatly wearing his shirt, but his tie is still perched on his neck, not tied
Julian held his head up and their eyes met. This is the first time Julian has looked at her since Angel was in the house. Automatically Vania smiled, too pleased that Julian was looking back at her
Julian was full, for a long time he had not seen the smile on Vania's face, Julian stepped his feet closer to Vania, when Angel's voice called out to him
“Julian” Julian turned his head back to see Angel smiling brightly that morning.
“breakfast is ready, oo your tie you haven't tied” Angel reached out her hand touching Julian's tie and started tying it. Julian was silent, usually Vania who did this every morning
Julian was suddenly struck by a great longing to see Vania do it again. Julian turned his head towards Vania but the girl was nowhere to stand.Julian intended to get Vania to speak this morning, but it seemed to be delayed again
“already..” said Angel, raising his head towards Julian. Seeing the sight made Julian aware of something, usually he would immediately kiss Vania because of the position of their faces adjacent, but not if the woman was Angel. What's wrong with her? Why is Angel no longer influential on her?
"Thank you.” Julian walked towards the dining room, where he also did not see Vania, since many days ago he was happy because Vania was far from the reach of his eyes, but now he was looking for the whereabouts of the girl
“where's Vania?” his tan..
“ooh.. I rarely see him at dinner table with us every morning”
“really?” without Julian realizing it he voiced the question
“of course you're not aware right?, you've been trying to avoid it lately” Julian raised his eyebrows in surprise
“I know you're avoiding it, actually I wonder what your relationship is with that girl Lian?, and I wonder if you're the father of the baby she's carrying?” Julian turned his eyes in a direction
“it's none of your business”
“I didn't know you'd keep something from me, you never kept anything from me”
“not now Angel.” Julian replied
“from your answer I can conclude you are indeed the father of the baby” Angel looked seriously at Julian's face
“what happened? Why can she get pregnant with your child but you guys don't marry”
“long story” replied Julian quickly, do not want to discuss it further
“what are you going to marry her?” ask Angel without further ado. Julian was silent, his eyes staring blankly at the rice plate in front of him
“not” Julian replied
“why not?”
“because I will never marry anyone but you”
“then why is she pregnant with your child?”
“the story is long and I'll tell you later”
“Julian.”
“Julian.. Do you still love me?” Angel was careful in asking that question, he was already uneasy to see signs of a relationship between Julian and Vania. He did not dare to ask this question before meeting his daughter, but now he could, because his daughter was already near him again
“of course I still love you” replied Julian, without the slightest hesitation. Angel still did not feel relieved to hear the answer.he regretted, really sorry to have dumped Julian for the sake of other men
He realized how influential Julian was in his life, his ex-husband never thought it existed, never treated him as gently as Julian
“you want to kiss me as proof?” ask Angel. Julian was surprised, Angel had never asked for this before. They used to kiss, but that's because Julian kissed her first
Julian stood up from his chair and pulled Angel up, curious as well. What it's like to kiss Angel now. Julian lowered his face and pressed his lips against Angel's lips, not finding what he felt when he kissed Vania.
Unsatisfied with the answer, Julian deepens his kiss, urges his tongue to open his mouth and he begins to explore Angel's mouth. Julian still found nothing, his body neither warming nor stiffening as when he kissed Vania. Why is it like this, Julian should be immediately aroused when kissing the woman he loves is not it?.
Striking Frustration Julian also deepened his kiss, his hands coiled around Angel's waist and pulled Angel's body attached to his crotch. No, her lower body hasn't shown any signs of hardening, why? If what he was currently kissing was Vania, Julian would have been eager to enter Vania's body at that very instant
Angel gasps under the pressure of Julian's lips, Julian is good at kissing and Angel is swept away by the kiss but there is something wrong with the way Julian kisses her. Angel turned her lips away
“what are you looking for from kissing me like this?” whispered Angel
“an answer” replied Julian. Julian kissed Angel again, with the same excitement, his hand moved up to touch ****dara Angel but he undo his intention, there would be no use
Julian kept his head away, his breathing hunting not out of excitement but out of frustration. What's wrong with her? Again the question appeared in his head. Faintly the corner of Julian's eyes caught someone in the distance, he turned his head and widened his eyes in surprise, seeing Vania not far from there with one hand holding her large belly and one more hand holding her chest
The girl stood up while biting her quivering lips, a wounded expression clearly visible in the girl's eyes. Vania broke their eye contact by turning her face away, the girl moved clumsy left and right confused where to go, until finally the girl decided to go back to her room. Julian was silent for a long time until he finally realized because of Angel's repeated call
“Julian.”
“Iya.” Julian looked at Angel
“aku to leave now”
“What..? but the breakfast?”
“I am not hungry” Julian left Angel alone, in a state of confusion because his body was still reacting due to Julian's hot kiss and confused because Julian suddenly left him
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That afternoon, after seeing that kiss scene Vania kept telling herself that it was a natural thing, Julian loved Angel and it seemed like the woman loved Julian too, so Julian's love was avenged?. Vania pressed her hand against her chest, it hurt so much there as she repeated the scene
It would have been better to just be a honey or a young wife, because Julian certainly had feelings for her, but the problem was that Julian never loved her
And it was so painful for Vania to notice. Vania rubbed her tears and took a deep breath and exhaled slowly, the pain in her chest becoming more and more as she exhaled again
“You.. Idiotically.. Anastasha Vania.. Absolutely stupid.” whispered softly with his broken heart
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