Pursuing a 30 Day Widower

S2 Dwell

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The day that Kia feared the most finally happened, where she had to release the figure of Arzan to return to her first love. Honestly, Kia does not deserve to feel sad, because she is nothing to Arzan. Kia is just a poor girl who becomes a burden for Arzan, making the man spend a lot of money and energy to help him.

It feels like Kia wants to turn back time to the past, if she doesn't meet Arzan maybe she won't feel the pain of her separation. If he had not received the man's help, perhaps he would not have bonded further with Arzan.

But, if he hadn't met Arzan, maybe Kia wouldn't have been able to breathe as freely as she is now. It could be that the girl is currently lamenting her fate, condemning her destiny to be the wife of a striped old grandfather.

Kia stared at the beautiful flashing stars up there, but the moon was nowhere to be seen tonight. Even the night became darker because there was no moonlight, the night wind was so cold that it hit the skin of Kia's face.

"Are you sad Kia?" Mama Kia was already standing behind the girl, looking up at the stars up there. "You're sad that Arzan is leaving, and you're going to pick up his girlfriend."

"Mama, I'm fine. She deserves to be happy and get a good woman for her, I'll be happy to see she can reunite with her love." Kia.

It is no secret surely all will say it to entertain themselves and convince others, whereas the heart says otherwise. Mama Kia understood, her daughter was trying to cover everything up. She was so grateful to have a daughter as tough as Kia, even at a time like this the girl did not want to show her sadness.

"Well, she's so strong, you're so proud of me."

Kia desperately held back her tears, to be honest she wanted to cry at this moment. But impossible, he must not be weak. Kia is a strong girl, Kia is not a weak girl.

"If Kia cries, is Kia among the weak?" ask Kia.

"Crying does not indicate someone is weak or not, crying can also occur when we feel happy. If you feel that by crying your feelings will be better, do it. But, remember not to give up!"

Come on Kia's defense collapsed, she immediately hugged the mother tightly. The girl cried in her mama's arms, this time Kia might become weak. Right now he's weak because of his feelings, feelings that shouldn't exist.

"Well, Kia's fine. Mama don't worry, this is Kia's cry of happiness. Kia's happy she'll pick up her lover then live together, Kia's happy for it."

"Dear, mom knows."

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"Kia, wake up baby! You're not taking Zivana to the airport?"

Mama Kia pulled out the blanket that covered the girl's face, already trying to wake Kia up.

"5 more minutes mah, Kia's still sleepy."

"When do you want to wake up? when the plane took off? Come on baby, Zivana's your best friend she'll be gone long time you won't deliver her."

Kia was still reluctant to get up, the girl still closed her eyes. "He'll send you a message later, today won't be at the airport."

"Arzan, aren't you going to say goodbye to her? Don't be weak Kia, get up and face it." Her mother's words this time managed to make Kia open her eyes, Kia as if getting a hard slap.

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Kia runs into the airport, after her lazy drama wakes up the girl finally decides to go to the airport. True what his mother said, he must not be weak. Kia will say goodbye to Arzan, at least it will show that he is fine.

Who could have guessed, this could have been their last meeting. It could be that the man will not come back again, he will continue his life there with Gladys. Therefore, now Kia had to say everything. His thanks, as well as farewell.

"Uncle, answer the phone please." While running around, Kia kept trying to contact Arzan.

There was no answer from Arzan, even Kia tried to contact him several times. "You're really going to leave without seeing me first?" Kia's getting more aware, that's not worth it to Arzan. Even the man had no intention of saying goodbye to her before leaving.

Ting!

^^^Uncle Hero^

^^^ I go, take care of yourself. Say hello to your mother, live well.^^^

A message from Arzan stopped Kia's steps for a moment, the girl read the man's last message before leaving. Once again Kia tried to make a call, but again not answered.

You

Uncle, I'm at the airport. Meet me first, I have something to say.

You

Please, at least answer my phone. Listen for a moment, it may not be important to you but it is important to me.

The message was read and the next few seconds Arzan made a call, without further ado the man immediately asked what Kia wanted to say.

"Huh..."

"Say!" Arzan's voice over there instantly made Kia silent for a moment, she really didn't have much time.

"I.... I'm..." Kia bit her lip, she was nervous but she had to say her. To hell with the embarrassment, Kia obviously just wanted herself to feel relieved after saying everything.

"5 minutes, tell me what's important to you." Arzan's voice sounded again.

Kia was silent for a few seconds, she gathered her courage. The girl took her long breaths, she had to tell her whatever the risk was.

"I like you, I know it's not true but I can't help it. I know you won't like it, but I'll keep saying it. I like you uncle Spiderman, I like you..."

Finally Kia said everything, at least now she would feel even more relieved. Whether Arzan replies or not, Kia doesn't care because she knows Arzan won't.

"We'll talk later, I have to go now. Take care of yourself." Arzan closed his call.

There was nothing else Kia could hope for, as it was obvious Arzan was unlikely to reciprocate his feelings. Kia already knows that, and this is the risk. Looking at the plane that had just taken off, Arzan actually left without giving an answer.

Actually Kia knew the answer Arzan would give was painful, but still she wanted to hear it. At least it will make Kia more aware, more self-conscious compared to now.

"Well, Kia? The plane Ziva was on just took off." Mama Zivana saw Kia who had just gotten there, the girl looked messy.

"It's okay aunt, Ziva will send a message." Kia smiled sweetly, but her eyes showed emptiness.

"You okay? Want aunty to come home?" tawang mama Zivana's.

"Thanks to her aunt's offer, Kia can ko go home alone. Kia there's also a need first, aunt don't worry." Kia again showed her a fake smile.

"You sure? If so, auntie's coming home first huh?"

"Yes aunty,"

The family who drove Zivana left the airport, while Kia walked around not knowing where. The girl walked down the street on foot, her eyes blank as her feelings were very hollow.

"You're really gone, but I'll still be waiting for you. I'll wait for an answer from you, when you come back later I'll ask for an answer."

Hoping and waiting for a clear answer would be painful to hear, Kia did that stupid thing out of love.

"Goodbye, take care of yourself and may you be happy."

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