Pursuing a 30 Day Widower

Chapter 38's

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A week has passed....

Zivana stood hesitantly in front of the gate of the house, she stared at the towering gate. Circulating the view on the terrace of the house, he used to play there often. Zivana's eyes then stared at the swing that used to be her playground, she missed it.

A small garden on the edge of the house, deliberately made for little Zivana play. Until she was a teenager the garden was still in good care, Zivana planted ornamental flowers there.

"Ziva kangen y'all," she said.

Is it worth it to get into this house? Is anyone still willing to accept it?

Zivana looked at the tightly shut door of the house, it looked as quiet as she used to live there. The girl guessed, surely her parents weren't home.

He came here to give you some happy news, next week Zivana and Dean are getting engaged. Zivana came here in the hope that her parents could take part in her happy day, she was not sure but what was wrong to try to invite them right?

"Non Ziva?!" exciting art in the house, her name is Maria she was also the one who used to babysit Zivana.

Zivana gasped, she turned her body as someone called out to her from behind. Maria was carrying a grocery bag filled with vegetables, she had just returned from the market.

"Mbak Mar's. From the mbak market?" Zivana smiled warmly.

"Yes non. Want to meet mom with dad, huh? Come on in, mom's inside. If you're, out of town." Maria said.

"Ziva's just looking around, I happened to accidentally pass by here." Zivana was about to leave, but Mary held him back.

"Sign in first non. Mother must have met non Ziva," Maria pulled Zivana in, the girl tried to let go of her hand. She can't get in now, she's not sure Resa will let her in.

"Bak off mbak, later mama saw Ziva continue to be angry again. Later also get angry, Ziva drop by sometime if everything has improved as before." Zivana held her body at the gate, with her other hand holding on to the gate.

Maria thought of Zivana saying, she let go of her hand. "Even though, every night I like to see my mother cry while looking at photos of non Ziva. I'm sure mom actually loves the same non, just her ego is too high."

Zivana had been filled to hear him, he was also actually sad to have to be far apart like this. But what can be done, Resa also needs time to reconcile with her ego. Without even saying Zivana knows, Resa loves her but Resa's ego is the barrier to everything.

"Mama needs some time, Ziva knows Ziva's mom loves him. But, right now I don't think it's right for Ziva to meet mama."

Maria nods in agreement, she may just be the art and nanny of Zivana as a child. But she also feels sad because of the problems between them, Maria knows all the stories because she worked from before Zivana was born. She also knew Zivana's biological mother, Zivana's biological mother often came to the house.

"Patient yes non, I am sad to see the same mother non have to be far apart. Hopefully everything will be sorted out soon, I hope non returns to this house as soon as possible."

"Thank you, Ziva goes first."

Zivana passed from there, walking out of that elite housing. In the housing there is a park that he used to visit often, Zivana intends to go there. While passing the house with shades of gray, Zivana remembered with her friend Kia. That's Kia's house, somehow she's doing it now. Since school, Zivana has not exchanged news. Not just with Kia, but with Raffy as well.

In the garden Zivana was sitting in a long chair, staring at some children playing. A lot of people who spend their free time in the park, quite crowded but Zivana feel very lonely at this time.

"If mother were here. Ziva kangen mother. Happy mom, right there? But you're evil, because you don't invite your daughter." Zivana turned her gaze to the sky, she closed her eyes and felt a gust of wind pounding her facial skin.

Next week she'll start a new day, she'll get engaged. The plan if there are no obstacles, next month they will hold a marriage. Zivana knew she should have asked for her papa's opinion, or Resa. But, it was impossible for the time being that he asked for their permission. All she thought about was how she could persuade her papa to become her guardian on her wedding day, she had a month to try to persuade her papa.

"Diva?!"

Zivana looked at the source of the voice, how shocked she was when she saw who was calling her. That's Kia, his best friend. Zivana immediately stood up, the girl hurriedly left from there.

"I'll go first." Zivana walks so fast, she's embarrassed to meet Kia. He may no longer deserve to be friends with Kia, he and Kia now have such a humiliating difference.

Kiara the girl was chasing after Zivana, it was enough she waited for Zivana to come to her and explain everything. Not anymore, Kia's gonna force him to tell. Kia was so sorry to know the true story of the Zivana art, Maria, when she had time to also take time to find information about Zivana's whereabouts.

Knowing that Zivana works and lives on a small contract, it feels like Kia wants to help him but Kia is confused because Zivana never tells him anything. Kia knew Zivana did not like being pitied, therefore she only saw Zivana from afar.

"Ziva, wait!!" exclaimed Kia who kept trying to catch up to Zivana.

Zivana's pace gets faster so Kia has to run around to chase her, Kia grabs Zivana's hand when she's near. Unfortunately, Kia's feet tripped over the stone. Instead of reaching for Zivana's hand, she fell down.

"Aawww!!!" screeches Kia in pain, the girl bleeding on her knees and elbows.

Zivana turned around when she heard Kia's voice, she was so surprised to see her best friend fall to the ground. In Zivana's hurry, she helps Kia to stand up.

"Kia, are you okay? Lookie! your knees are bleeding, my God, Kia! It must hurt." Heboh Zivana when he saw the blood from Kia's knee, he saw Kia's elbow was also bleeding, of course it made Zivana even more excited.

"What the hell are you?! Just be careful, look at the fall."

"It's just a small wound, I'm fine. There was more pain than this Ziva," Kia stood up with Zivana's help, the girl stared fixedly at Zivana. "I'm sicker when I know you don't consider me a friend anymore. I'm more hurt when I know you're in trouble, but I don't know anything."

Zivana threw away her face in every direction, she did not want to discuss this. All of that was really embarrassing, the truth about him was so embarrassing.

"I don't want to talk about this Kia. I'm sorry, but I have to go." Zivana turned her body, she was about to leave but Kia's question made her stride come to a halt.

"Why? You shy?"

"Yes." Yeah."

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