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One week passed, the relationship between Zivana and the house person felt even more awkward. Mama Resa's cold and indifferent attitude further strengthens the awkwardness between the two. During this week Zivana also spent a lot of time in the room, she was also busy looking for university references for her to continue her education.
There are many good university recommendations for her, there are even some university recommendations abroad. But, Zivana did not dare to register. He could not ask for tuition fees to his parents anymore, they had been kind enough to raise and care for him and for college matters not to let Zivana trouble them.
"worked? Yeah, maybe I can go to college while I work." Monologue Zivana.
The girl who is currently sitting on a mattress with a laptop on her lap began looking for job vacancies via the internet. He should be able to be independent, should not rely on others anymore. He also asked some of his friends.
One of his classmates who worked in a cafe happened to offer Zivana to work there as well. Near the cafe there is also a university, Zivana can continue his studies at the university. Indeed, the distance is a little far from home, but there is no problem is not Zivana can contract, besides living at home is not as comfortable as before.
"Where does Ziva want to work with me at the caffe?" ask Sandra over the phone.
"Boleh San. What are the requirements for applying for a job there?" sahut Zivana's.
Sandra also explained some of the terms and conditions for applying for a job at the caffe, Sandra also explained how to work there. Zivana's decision is already unanimous, she will go to college while working and away from home.
**
The next day she and Sandra meet, with the help of her friend Zivana applying for a job at a caffe. After definitely getting her job, Zivana will look for a place to live near there. Then just signed up for college.
"Thank you San, so take care of you." Zivana said, not feeling well.
"Look out, the name is the same. If you need any more help, you don't hesitate to call me." Reply Sandra sincerely.
Zivana nodded in understanding, from tomorrow she can already work. It turns out that the caffe is indeed in desperate need of employees, so there are not too many requirements and there is also no process that takes a long time. The proof today Zivana came to apply for a job, the day after tomorrow she can start working.
It was late in the afternoon, and Zivana rushed home. She will find a place to stay for her tomorrow, she will also move immediately after getting the place that day as well.
Ting!
Chat notifications entered his phone, Zivana who was waiting for the bus at the stop also took the time to open the chat. Ah, yes he almost forgot, the last few days Zivana hasn't told Dean. For about a week Zivana did not give any news, the girl needs time to be alone at this time.
^^^Om Dean ganteng๐^^
^^^I'll be abroad tomorrow, if there's a time let's meet before my departure.^^^
You
All right, have Mr. Arzan pick up Ziva tomorrow.
^^^Om Dean handsome ๐^^^
Zivana sighed, she was eager to share what she felt now with Dean. He wanted to spill everything, he needed someone to listen to him. But like everyone is busy. Even Dean didn't ask him about it, he's going overseas.
"I'm fine." His words encouraged himself.
***
Today Dean's departure abroad, the man is going to London. As she planned earlier, she and Zivana met before her departure. Dean's leaving at 10:00, and now it's only 09:00. They met at a cafe, not too far from the airport. Dean was ready to leave, even his suitcase was in the car. After meeting Zivana he will go straight to the airport.
"Sorry to waste your time, I just want to meet before I leave for London." Said Dean.
Zivana nodded her head, the girl looked different than usual. He's more silent now. "It's okay, um."
The atmosphere between the two was suddenly awkward, never before like this. Dean feels some change in Zivana's attitude, but chooses to ignore her maybe the girl's mood is not good.
"Aren't you going to ask, why am I going there?" ask Dean.
Zivana only glanced at a glance. "I think I know, so there's no need to ask. Om, there for work, right?"
"Yes. I'm there for an important job, probably not going back for a long time." Obviously Dean.
Won't be back for a long time, that sentence inexplicably made Zivana's chest tight. Everyone seems to be leaving him now, first his parents then now Dean. Like her Zivana has to go through everything on her own from now on.
"really? Ziva alone dong," Zivana showed his sour face.
"Don't spoil it." Dean said as if a hard slap for Zivana.
Those two words, a loud slap for Zivana. Right, he can't be spoiled. He now had to be independent, there were already no more people he could rely on including Dean. He has to be mature, he has to be strong. The world that he had always considered good, turned out to hold many mysteries that at times could explode and destroy everything.
"Om, you'll be back here again, right?" zivana suddenly felt anxious. He was afraid Dean would completely abandon him and would not come back again.
Maybe Dean's gone now, but Zivana's hoping the guy comes back. Although not for now, at least Dean is there for her later. It could be something that makes her strong, and become something for her to want to survive because waiting for a meeting.
"I'll be back."
The words Dean spoke before he left were Zivana's motivation, he would hang on to wait for Dean to return. He'll be waiting for Dean, who knows when the wait will end. A meeting that Dean promised, became Zivana's reinforcement.
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...Up!Up!Up!...
Deliberately Dean her in hempas to London, let Zivana fight alone ๐คง๐ญ Good bngt right akhh๐๐