Perfect Paradise's

Chapters. 393

To be honest, Jeong Tae has been in love with Aminah since his first meeting when Aminah enrolled in medical studies. During this month, he had also been watching Aminah. He also knows who his two brothers are. Hamdan and Yusuf also always greet Aminah when meeting on campus.

"I didn't think there was another man in your heart. In that case, I just want to be close to you, to be your friend here, "inner Jeong Tae looked at Aminah who was waving her hand entering the building where she lived.

Loving in silence Jeong Tae does because he does not want to ruin the smile on Aminah's face that he really likes. After exchanging numbers, Jeong Tae also did not hesitate to offer friendship with Aminah that quickly.

"See you tonight" Jeong Tae said.

"OK!" reply Aminah.

arriving at home, Aminah immediately cleaned herself, then continued by cleaning the house. Yumna's coming home at eight tonight. Kabir and Ceasy will be home later.

"Life here can't relax, can it? All done quickly, not kayak in Jogja. There can be very relaxed," muttered Aminah while ironing clothes.

Home affairs are over, Aminah tries to contact Raditya. Raditya picked up the phone from Aminah. Darling, Aminah has to hear something that will make her misunderstand.

"Minah, beware. I'm at Mom's. The house…."

"Mas Radit, am I looking for Mas there?" a woman called out Raditya's name gently.

"Our matchmaking.. Can it be continued? I'm so happy if it's conjured up, Mas."

Aminah's heart immediately felt as hard as. Not yet heard Raditya's reply, Aminah had hung up. That's what will make them misunderstand. Raditya rejected the match.

"I'm sorry, I can't continue this match. Because there is a heart that I must take care of" Raditya refused.

"Later, in the future let our parents make the decision. Em, who's the lucky lady?" ask the woman who wants to be betrothed to Raditya.

"He is currently studying in Korea. I promised to justify it after he came back, to love him until death do me part. Hopefully we will be destined to be a couple, aamiin Ya Rabb," Raditya hoped.

Raditya revealed that it was full of pride, beside Aminah who was disappointed because of misunderstanding, she was crying and upset. He keeps his heart from falling in love again, but Raditya will instead be betrothed. That is what is in Aminah's mind.

"stupid? Waitaminute! I can't cry, what the hell is crying all over? I knew Bang Dit would definitely refuse that matchmaking! We have to fight together, dong. Can't accept that match!"

"This is whatever, netes-netes are not clear because of my tears," upset Aminah herself.

After that, Aminah walked to her bed and smashed her body into the soft mattress. Then covered his entire body using the blanket he had bought along with Raditya.

"Astaghfirullah, what the hell is this? This blanket is from Bang Dit. I can't wear it, she fucks me. huhu I cry again. Replace blanket!"

Apparently he forgot to bring another blanket, as a result he slept using a sarong belonging to his Abi. The words of the match continued. Shortly after, Aminah stood back up. He just remembered that Jeong Tae will take him to the festival tonight. He went to Joseph's house to ask for an opinion.

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Aminah had struck the bell of Joseph's house many times. But no one opened the door. Until Joseph came and greeted Aminah.

"Wa'alaikumsalam, where have you been? Why just got home?" aminah asked with tears.

Joseph immediately embraced Aminah, before Aminah wept without a sound. Until in Joseph's arms, Aminah could only voice her crying voice. With difficulty Joseph's reward opened the door and brought Aminah in. Still in his arms, Aminah continued to cry without explaining the reason. Joseph let him go for a while until Aminah was well.

Fifteen minutes passed, Aminah had just released her embrace of Joseph. Joseph told Aminah to sit quietly until he returned to bring drinks.Now, Joseph asked Aminah for Istighfar.

"Astaghfirullah hal'adzim, istighfar and tell me slowly, why are you crying like this, Min?" joseph said by wiping away the tears of Aminah.

"So, earlier, I called Bang Dit. Then, there are the voices of women who say that they will be betrothed.hu I have to how, Joseph. I don't want my love to clap one hand,"

"I harbored a sense of, and loved him even more." - regretfully Aminah was still crying.

"Actually, what made you fall in love with Mas Raditya that deep?" joseph was still in front of Joseph.

"When I first met, I was still ordinary, Suf. Until the end, we often meet because of Rafa. And back in Korea, I felt something different when he turned my body to avoid me seeing people kissing" Aminah explained.

"Then, the longer I felt jealous when he was close to another santri. Then, his patience, gentleness, faith also melted my heart, the longer I loved him the more. I'm. Time...." Aminah wept again as she was about to say that match.

Joseph hugged her back. He calmed Aminah with sholawat while remembering the blue eyes of the ten-year-old girl. Joseph always thought, Cindy, who is the same age as him, is not able to make his mind waver. However, Joseph felt different when he thought of the blue-eyed girl.

"What.. the boy, my soul mate? Nah! Our age is far away, I'm sure he's not my soul mate. Our beliefs are different, the saying goes, a soul mate is a reflection of self. How could that happen between me and that kid?" inner Joseph.

"But I also believe in the power of God. I don't know why I thought about that girl. Where is he now? This thought did not bother me, but it felt like I wanted to meet him once again, Astaghfirullah hal'adzim," he continued.

"Is this missing?"

"Na'udzubillah...."

"No. Missing is not an option. How much we don't want to miss, but my heart most deeply misses it," her inner self again.

"This is wrong, I must multiply the istighfar and draw nearer to Allah. It's sin! He's not my mahram, why do I miss him?" Joseph continued to fight his negative thoughts about the girl.

However, he was not sure about the future with the girl. Maybe they'll never see each other again. Or even on the contrary, Joseph only prayed that his heart would never waver with the lust of the world before he was fully mature with the science of religion and college.

"Yusuf, am I overdoing it?" tanya Aminah let go of her embrace.

"Humans must realize that everything in nature belongs to Allah SWT. Same with other humans. It is therefore inappropriate until we love another human being excessively. True love is only worth giving to Allah SWT" Yusuf said.

"Still remember Allah SWT in QS Ali Imran verse 31?" ask Yusuf.

Aminah nodded and replied, "Say, if you (really) love God, follow me, then God will love and forgive your sins. For Allah is Oft-Forgiving, Most Merciful."

Only Aminah can be calm with beristighfar, as well as with Joseph. There is no harm in them falling for someone who has not been mahramnya, because they are still young blood who are still looking to be themselves, but should still be in a reasonable stage.