
There are times when the human heart tends to feel prolonged sadness, worry, fret, and other negative feelings. In fact, these feelings can sometimes appear without being accompanied by a definite reason. Moreover, a tired body and an empty heart is a vulnerable place to be touched by these negative feelings.
Raihan was sitting pensively behind the window of his dorm room. Occasionally play the pen to the right and left. Still thinking about how his future will be. If he has to leave the country again, what about his family at home. His father and sister lived alone in their hometown.
"O you who believe make patience and pray your help. Verily Allah is with those who are patient." Diaz's words break Raihan's daydreams.
"Our heart belongs to God. He is the only one who has the power to flip, eliminate, and bring something into it. So ask Him with all humility to eliminate all negative feelings in your heart including those feelings of anxiety and replace them with calming feelings." he continued.
"What the hell, there's no confusion. You're just a little worried." Obviously Raihan tidied up his study table.
"Discuss with family first. If I have any advice, take it. It is quite possible to exchange students in Germany, rarely an loh this campus is kind. You're Han's chosen one!" Overwrite Raditya.
"Opo anyway! I'm not going anywhere. Enough here alone has made me sultry polo (headache/brain/mind), we better be ready to pray aja yuk." Raihan tried to shift his mind, so as not to get too dizzy thinking about it.
At that time they were going to pray Maghrib. Coincidentally the three of them did not wait for prayer time in the mosque. Because after returning from college, Raihan felt unwell.
"Assallamu'alaikum, yes Raihan! Kun Bikhaiyr's thing? " ask a friend to Raihan.
"Alhamdulillah, ana 'afdal halaan, (Alhamdulillah I have been lightened) " replied Raihan by touching his chest.
On the other hand, Airy is getting ready to go home. It just so happened that Rindi also came back again after taking Airy's belongings in the hospital. In the car, Airy was eager to ask about the photo he saw on Adam's phone. The possibility that stuck in Airy's heart.
"You just shut up, baby. Why?" ask Adam to focus on driving.
"Alhamdulillah dong, what's the matter dear?" adam stroked Airy's head.
"I was on purpose, curious and even had the international level wanted to fly out of the country, I was curious."
"Whose picture, whose photo? " ask Airy.
"Huh?" said Adam.
Airy took Adam's phone in his pocket. This is the first time Airy opened Adam's phone before permission. Because Airy was curious.
"I'm sorry, I was wrong to open personal items Mas Adam, but I was really curious about the six of these photos!" airy said he showed a photo of Adam's phone.
"And this caption? Who's meraka? I'm sure this one you're with Ustad Zainal," he said.
Looking at the photo, Adam immediately looked for a place to park for a while, so he could explain who was in the photo. After stopping, Adam just smiled, then he asked for his phone back.
"This was taken about 10 years ago, there are Mas, Mas Zainal, Mas Hafiz, Bela, Rindi and Sari. The three of us used to live well, after growing up and getting to know the feeling of the opposite sex, we can not be like before. I'm......... "
"Enough! I don't think this needs to be discussed anymore. Let it be the past and it will remain the past. Because the future of Adam is now me. I don't want to open the old wounds that are in my husband's heart!" cut the Airy, while tucking Adam's cheek.
Airy does not want to know about Adam's past which might open his heart again. Because in the photo, 2 people, namely Sari and Bella, the story always hurt Adam's feelings. Moreover, Sari, since long ago indeed He already has a proud character and does not want to know. What he wants he always has to get. But what Airy surprised, why should Sari and Rindi who fell in love with her husband. What about Hafiz? Airy always felt that there was something odd about every Adam talking about Hafiz.