
In the afternoon, Raihan told Laila to go with Syakir.
"But, if I can't, how?" ask Laila doubtfully.
"Take, Aminah. He must have taught you well. No papa, right?"
Raihan kissed Laila's forehead, then reached out his hand and Laila kissed Raihan's hand. After that, Raihan passed, pounding Laila's heart, just like when Raihan was about to leave for Germany three years ago. In the tight grip of her chest, the more it clasped, that was how Laila felt.
"I'm sorry, I have to give you a lot of time. It's my way, for you to be able to feel the vibes of the sense that once died." Raihan's inner self by driving the motor.
After the Maghrib prayer, at the house of Laila the arrival of guests, namely Leah. He brought some balls that he made himself. The wrinkled hand was kissed by Laila. Although Leah was escorted by Aminah, but Aminah immediately went home because she had to teach Rafa and his friends to teach at the boarding school.
A lot of things Leah talked to Laila about. From little Raihan to the adults he is today. Although he does not look special, but the burden on his shoulders is so heavy, because it must be a good example for many of his sisters.
"So, Bang Rai was.. Since childhood it looks calm so yes, Uti?" ask Laila.
"Yes, if no one started it, he would never bother anyone else, that goes for his younger siblings, too" Leah replied.
"Have you done that?" leah's question leads to an intimate relationship.
With a look down, Laila shook her head slowly. Leah just smiled, although Leah used to be her own initiative, but Aisyah and Airy also did it after a few days of her wedding.
"Ear, but don't say, just code. Laila's not ready, because... In shame. Laila used to be touched by another man, but didn't do that anyway, Uti!" answer Laila.
"He hurt me by injuring my arm. And here there's a scar, so every time Laila sees that wound, this heart hurts so much, Laila's afraid, if Bang Rai sees that, and.." Laila's words stopped.
"And. You're afraid if Raihan thinks things out, aren't you? If you tell him everything, he can understand" Leah said.
A lot of what they talked about that night, about how Laila and Raihan had met first, to tell the whole family of pesantren. There are many lessons Laila can learn from her husband's family stories.
Because it was so late, Leah pampit home picked up by Balqis. What Leah and Airy talk about is right, it's not wrong if Laila tries to better prepare herself for the relationship. But, all that obligation, will sin the fall if Laila continues to reject Raihan's invitation.
Laila sat on the sofa with her head up, let out a long sigh and continued to think about Leah and Airy's words. He looked at the photo of Aisyah that was clearly plastered on the wall of the living room.
"Assalamu'alaikum, Ami. Maybe, I've never met Ami. But, of all the stories that everyone told about Ami, it made me miss you so much, if only I had come earlier that time, and met you... "
"Many things I want to ask you about your son, he's very mysterious. At first, I felt like he was just playing me. That's why the taste is dead" he added.
"She made me fall in love, then didn't want to fight and chose to go to Germany. Then, after three years, we were found again, at first he resigned because he did not want to marry young. Then, suddenly immediately gave me the terms of marriage. Ami.. what your son's heart is like." he said.