
Second day in Korea. Made Aminah more uncomfortable with her feelings. Joseph asked Aminah and Raditya to go home first. So that they can resolve their feelings. While the sustainable Trio (Yusuf, Hamdan and Falih) they still want to enjoy a vacation in the ginseng country.
"today? Why do you want to go home? Your other brothers still want to be here! Don't you live with Lek's father?" Kabir. Lek's father a new name from Aminah for Kabir.
"Not that, Lek's father. Tomorrow I'm going to school, and Bang Dit wants to go back to Malang, I see!" obviously Aminah half-and-half.
"Actually I'm still at home here, really, Om. But I have to go back to Malang first, there are some things I have to take care of, hehe. I've also been missing a long time since the problem," continued Raditya.
"Yes, that's it. No papa times, Dad. Let them go home, if there is a certain time they play here again. Yeah, right? Don't talk to play to Korea, later let his father Hamdan take you to the airport" said Ceasy.
"Oh, no need. Let us go alone, Auntie. Thank you," Raditya said.
Immediately, Aminah's heart began to beat again. What to do when you go home is just the two of you. There is a separate intention why Raditya refused in between by Kabir. He wanted to settle that delayed feeling with Aminah.
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While the sustainable trio are taking a nap, Aminah and Raditya please leave for the airport. Some of his gifts were also brought to the house. To the airport, they drive a taxi. In the taxi they were still silent, Raditya was busy with the music he heard, and Aminah was busy with her daydream.
Arriving at the airport, Raditya volunteered to bring his belongings. In his heart, Aminah wondered, did Raditya not feel anything when he revealed his heart? That was all that was in Aminah's brain at the time.
"Uh, there's a funny doll. Can we buy that?" tanya Aminah saw the Claw Machine.
"You're funnier than the doll, we'll buy it in Malioboro to your heart's content!" Raditya.
The deg!
"What else is this? He said I was funnier than a doll, it was hanging like this. What if he.... Ahhh, God, what am I? Crazy, huh?" racau Aminah in the heart.
The flight will depart in a moment, soon Aminah and Raditya get into the plane and comfortable themselves sitting on the bench. When Aminah was opening her novel, Raditya touched her arm using his cell phone.
"She, what?" ask Aminah.
"About yesterday.." said Raditya.
"Don't talk about it!" sela Aminah's.
"Why?" ask Raditya.
"I'm ashamed, less obvious? It's not discussed, besides there is a heart that Bang Guarded, is not it?" hardik Aminah's. "Don't break my heart when I like men! Gentlemen, meh!" continued.
"Would you like to, marry me?" suddenly Raditya said that.
Of course making Aminah agape for the umpteenth time. He has not even forgotten the marriage invitation yesterday, now added he must be burdened with a second marriage invitation.
"Don't make fun of me with marriage. I have a feeling, Bang Dit!" ketus Aminah's.
"I'm serious" Raditya's eyes couldn't lie, he expressed his feelings.
"Your love doesn't clap one hand. The heart I keep is you. Since when, and how, love was formed, I have no idea either. But, every night, my mind is just filled with your attitude, your name, and everything about you. So, instead of us continuing to fall into sin because of the adultery of the mind, what if we get married?" Raditya.
"I'm still in school, how about we. em halal dating first, we live first. How's it?" aminah Proposal.
"The halal courtship is just getting married. I don't want to date like the others" Raditya explained.
"Why? Even our courtship knows the rules, right? Let's put the flavor first, Bang!" aminah Exclamation.
"I don't want to add to sins by courting. I will prove my seriousness. Since I really love you, I will come to your house and ask your parents about our next relationship." Raditya said.
The conversation was over, they fell silent again. Although a little tightness in the chest because Aminah refused to be taken seriously, but Raditya was already relieved because it had revealed his heart. Likewise with Aminah, he no longer misunderstands who the heart is currently guarded by Raditya. However, his marriage invitation was not right for Aminah because she was still in school and had to continue her education to the next level.
About 7 hours and 36 minutes they reach Jogja. The trip this time is not as fast as yesterday, because the time is not urgent. During the 7 hours, they also did not talk much, they spent sleeping and eating on the plane.
"I'll take you first" Raditya said, offering Aminah's belongings.
"No need, I can go home by myself. Bang Dit come home, to Malang. Your family's waiting, isn't it? I can be alone" refused Aminah.
"Even now you refuse to take her home? You come home from Korea with me, I have to make sure you get back to the boarding school safely, dong!" hiss Raditya.
"I said there was no need. Better now Bang Radit book a ticket to Malang, and then not go back to Malang, okay? I can go home by myself, thanks for worrying about me!" aminah's tone was different from before, trembling slightly perhaps from wanting to cry.
"But..."
"Back home!" aminah Bentak.
"Alright, I'll get you a taxi first" Raditya said with gentleness.
"No need! I, can be alone, go home!" reject Aminah.
"Assalamu'alaikum!" hail Raditya looks disappointed.
"Waalaikumsalam warahmatullahi wabarakatuh,"
Seen from far away Aminah still looks ketus. Raditya felt that he should have left first. Some time ago, he was happy to hear Aminah also liked him, even loved him. But he did not expect if it would make the relationship between the two become tenuous like this.
Shortly after, Aminah got a taxi. Before leaving, he asked the driver's permission to ignore him because he wanted to shed the tears that he had been weeping since parting with Raditya. Luckily the driver was very good, he was a father and told Aminah to keep crying shed all her complaints in order to ease her burden.
"Why are you crying?" ask the driver.
"Father ngertos to wonten dalem agami islam niku mboten pareng dating? Kulo remen sanget y'all lare jaler, wonten ngenten niku crew dewe dereng saget sesarengan. Menawi kedah set sesaregan niku pripun ngonten loh, sir? Kulo confused ting mriku, sakniki instead kulo you guys lare jaler wau dados wrong tampi ngenten," seen Toy still crying as he pleased.
(You know that in Islam you can't date? I love a man and we haven't been able to unite. But we want to have this relationship, that's how it is, sir? I'm confused and now we're misunderstanding kek gini)
Basically courtship as a form of socialization is allowed as long as it does not lead to actions that are clearly prohibited by the shari'a. It is a courtship that can bring the perpetrators closer to adultery. It is better to avoid, because as good as in any courtship, there will certainly be zina, and zina is a lot. Not just body contact.