Paid Boyfriend Brother Ketos
51. Hysteric
Kimaya
I made the mistake of letting the first tear fall on my cheek. The first one was the most important because after he fell, his other friends would easily accompany him. "Fionn. Get the fuck out of here. I don't want you to be here. Pleases. Go, Fionn. Go awayl. Stay on my own. I want to be alone."
As much as possible I hold a sob that is about to jump out of the chest. As much as I can resist the feelings that are now overflowing there. As much as possible I control my emotions even though they have actually been stirring.
He had heard the vibrations in my voice, but I would only let him hear it. I will no longer share the feelings that I feel right now with her.
"I'm not leaving until you open this door."
Ah, of course it'll never happen. What does he think I'm crazy? "No way!" I was constantly arguing.
I heard the sound of her breathing hard. Then he continued, "Shxt, Babe. I'm so sorry that happened to you. I promise I will find the piece of shxt that responsible for all of this. Okay? I promise you and I never once fail to keep my words."
A promise? He's gonna find out who's responsible for all this? What is all this like? I don't know what Fionn's subject is. This confusion helped me on the mission I had to stop crying. I cleaned my nose with my back. "Gue didn't understand what you said just now. Why make an appointment? What responsibility do you mean?"
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Fionns
Oh, shxt. For the love of all things holy, he had just not said that, right? He didn't say he didn't know what I was talking about?
Damnit damnit!
"Ah, no. I didn't say anything. I said it was just your attention. I said let you get out of there. I just want to see how you are. I just want your mastiin all right." I hope I sound rather convincing in the ears of the girl who is still languishing behind the end of this toilet room.
"Gue can't believe it!" A fire-filled rebuttal echoed within this room.
You stubborn girl. He thinks with him back using the pronoun elo and me it again, I'll just as literally follow him, right? Even though from the beginning we did use me and you in public, but after these two weeks the sweet attitude we had towards each other really made me enjoy calling him with those pronouns. I am used to this progress. I don't want to back off and go back to the stage where we called each other elo and me again.
"Yes, if you don't believe me" I sigh. Surrender quickly for Kimaya to do the same.
But hope is only hope. He didn't do that. "Fionn, I'll ask you once again lo, yes. And I hope you can answer honestly. Because if you don't, I'll make you regret it. I'm not the one who ever broke my promise, you know?"
The holy fxcking shxt. Why do I have to find her threatening me hot? Why do I have to see this as a freaking way to turn me on?
Fxck, Fion. This is not the time to think like that! We are facing a situation now. So we have to finish this first before moving on to a new task. Control your thoughts, man. Get it together.
Shxt. Okay.
"Nothing, Babe. It's not something you have to worry about. Let's focus on here and now. What is it you need? I'll find everything for you."
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Kimaya
Whahuh? Did I not hear wrong? What did he just say? "Lo want to help me? Lo sure?" I asked Fionn who was still faithfully accompanying me from behind the door.
"Yes, dong. Course. Just say it and I will get everything taken care of."
"OK if that's it. I'll send you the list via chat. Wait a minute."
However, the man suddenly shouted. "Don't! No need!" He then cleared his throat. "I mean, you can call it. Let me take notes myself. Come, Babe. Call it."
The ban that Fionn had given him had only become free. His words were not at all.
And, I finally found out about what he said just now. Yeah, God! I just seem to want to die.
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Fionns
Silence is the response to my warning. "Kimaya, Babe, you heard me, right?"
Quiescent.
God damn.
"Babe?" I call him softly now. Because I have a feeling that right now he is in need of it.
Justright. It was heard from the faint tone up to my ears. "Fionn, splinter. Take me out of this hell soon."
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Turns out I don't know what I'm signing for. "Guild, Babe. Are you crazy?" I screeched after reading the contents of the list that Kimaya had sent into our chat room.
"Said you, who wants to help me? Now I'm the one you say is crazy, huh?" Kimaya shouted back. "Snap, Fionn, cariin! I want to change this skin!"
Yes, Ma'am! Your wish is my command.
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Thank God I still have my mask in the car. Before I slid to complete the mission that felt like a shock money program that used to be on television, I put the mask on. Now I am ready to explore the ice in this mini market.
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Kimaya
I can't resist getting stuck after Fionn goes to buy ************ and the pads I wrote on the list. I can't imagine how the cashier's expression would look at the items Fionn would check out.
Yeah, God. They will be very, very, very hysterical. A bule guy is buying feminine gear. Yeah, God. Yeah, God!
Alright. I'd better just focus my mind in this direction. Rather than me drowning with my own hysteria after the message that went into my phone. Just imagine. You received a broadcast message talking about your own disgrace. How would it feel to read those messages if you were me?
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