Paid Boyfriend Brother Ketos

47. Same-Sama Crazy

Fionns

I then chased after Kimaya who after saying I even shot like a rocket. God damn it to hell! What am I supposed to do, anyway? And what is really going on inside of me? Why do I worry and care about Kimaya's feelings like this?

"Babe, wait. Babe!" I called out to Kimaya who behaved like I didn't hear my voice. I knew he was faking it because the children who were still wandering in the corridor just turned their heads when they heard my voice. I didn't call them at all.

Fxckers are really fxcking annoying. They wanted to know shxts that aren't their fxcking businesses to begin with.

With annoyance, I sent my deadly gaze to them. You scum! They immediately looked down, avoiding my gaze. These little shxts.

In just a few steps I was finally able to match our distance again. I hold Kimaya's arm gently to stop her movement. "I'm calling you from earlier, you know, Babe. You didn't hear?"

Kimaya stopped, but did not return my views. He thought silence was the best way to answer the question I just gave him.

Okay then. I'm waiting for something inside of me that would normally set off in moments like this. However, this did not come.

What the heck? The thing that goes inside of me right now is pretty much the opposite of what I was expected. How could this happen? How could this strange thing happen to me?

Strange things happen again inside me, I think even stranger this time. Instead of feeling very disturbed and annoyed with the attitude shown by Kimaya, I felt I should be able to calm him down and reassure him that what was now hanging around his head was not something to worry about. I even heard a voice inside my head, someone who sounded very similar to Kimaya's voice said, "Fionn, take a deep breath and exhale. Take another deep breath, then exhale slowly. To calm Kimaya down, you need to calm down first."

What in the ever loving fxck is happening?

But I can't focus on that right now. Right now the important gasket is the girl in front of me. "Babe, you heard me, yeah." I started with a voice that I intentionally made low again because I only showed the sentences that I would say to a Kimaya. I feel like only he has the right to hear an honest explanation from me. Only he has the right to know my true confession. However, before continuing what I wanted to say, I could feel the stabs from all around us. And when I raised my gaze, sure enough. Corridor dwellers who are always curious about people's affairs are focusing their gaze towards us.

Fxck them.

I need to back off the explanation first. I had to take Kimaya somewhere safe. I turned around to try to keep us away from these disgusting creatures.

I finally got into a bathroom and locked the two of us in it. This bathroom is very much cleaner than the gazes that the students of Taruna Nusantara High School directed to us earlier. Basic humans there is no work. Is their life that boring until they are interested in everyone's business?

Kimaya crossed her arms back in front of her chest. He must have done that shortly after I let go of the handle so I could lock the door this minute. Hadheh. I shake in my heart. Salute at once rather irritated with the hardness of this girl's heart. "Kim, here first, deh." I tried to straighten his arms again. "I want to explain everything to you. But, before that, I ask that you open your mind and heart to accept my explanation. Okay well? Do you think you can do that? For me?" I know I don't need to add the last two words, but I'm not in a position to relax. I had to take out all the ammunition I had to reach my desired destination.

It took a while before Kimaya breathed out hard and broke her arms.

After his hand fell back to the side of the body, I quickly grabbed his left hand and guided him towards one of the sinks inside the student's toilet.

I am truly grateful to God Almighty for directing me to this woman's toilet. If I lock us in the men's room, I think I'll pass out first because of the smell and the throat.

Back to the topic.

After Kimaya stood back to the sink, I stood in front of her and swiped both my hands on the left and right sides of her waist. With a position like this, our heads became the same height because of the way I stood that was made somewhat lowered. With this position, I could see straight into Kimaya's dark eyes that looked so deep. A bottomless black hole that I found is heart-pulling.

With this position, Kimaya also cannot avoid my eyes. He's "forced" to follow my views for as long as I want.

Goodgood. So she can see what's in my eyes. So she can read what's written in them. So she can see the honesty they're showing.

She can see.

"Kimaya, are you now ready for my explanation?"

The girl in front of me nodded at a glance. It seems he did that very carefully lest his head hit my head.

"OKAY. Earlier I wanted to thank you for giving me a chance."

Wow, another first. A Haas usually could never and was willing to say such words.

"You're right. Alda and I had something. But that something is just a physical thing. I've never felt anything for him if that's what you mean out there." I deliberately took a break to give Kimaya a chance to digest what I just said.

I watched as Kimaya's black eyeballs grew ever so slowly as she heard my explanation before she could control herself again. However, that glance was enough to be proof for me. Evidence that my confession had an influence on the girl.

It turns out I'm not the only one crazy. He may be just as crazy as I feel right now.

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