
Kimaya
I don't know what I should have felt when Fionn confessed that he did have a relationship with Alda Grandma Lampir Sok Manjaitu even though the relationship in question was only a physical relationship.
Physical relationship.
Physical relationship.
Physical relationship.
Yeah, God! Physical relationship! What kind of physical relationship have they had?
Ah, no, no, no. I don't want to know.
However, do I really want to torture myself like that? If I hadn't asked Fionn now, the curiosity within me would have been constantly stirring up thoughts. This will obviously affect all aspects. Not only in my life, but also in Fionn's. Because our lives have been interconnected with each other for the past two weeks.
Yeah, God. What am I supposed to do now?
If I finally decided to ask Fionn, would I be ready to listen to the answer that came out of his mouth? Will I be prepared to face the consequences that the confession will bring? Will I be able to control myself and my feelings?
Ah, feelings! Why do I feel like I'm strewn like this? What's going on inside me? Why did I become erratic after hearing the confession from Fionn? Is it possible ....
No, no, no. Nothing special happened. Remember Fionn's words that I've cast a spell so I don't get too carried away. Everything Fionn does has its own purpose. Whatever he does is for a mission. That every act had been considered before.
So, he acknowledged it to achieve a goal. But what is that purpose? What is his purpose to me?
Aarghs! My head wants to break because of the confession he just made.
I want to get out of here right away, from this woman's toilet that suddenly feels so stifling. However, to get out from the inside here I have to break through Fionn's arm sack first. "Fionn, beware. I'm going out." I ordered him to get out.
Of course he won't listen to my orders. "No. You can't go anywhere. We'll stay here until you calm down and look me in the eye again."
I don't know since when I've taken my eyes off her beautiful, hypnotic green eyes. I don't know since dsei when I've been avoiding Fionn Haas' green eyes that are really misleading.
"Kim, look at me." Now replace Fionn who gave the submission. In his low voice he told me to look into those eyes again.
No, I don't want to do that. This time it was me who insisted on ignoring his words.
"Kimaya's. Look. At. Me." Fionn changed his ways by growling.
Heh. He thought his growl would make me do what he wanted. No, it won't.
"Kimaya." After saying my name, he's in Kalakian doing what I didn't think he'd do. Fionn brought his face closer to mine. Even though before this the distance of our faces was quite close, but with his efforts to reduce the distance, now I can feel his breath caressing my face.
Goddamnit! I have been so hard at controlling myself. With all the changes taking place, it felt increasingly impossible to bring myself to my knees. The flavors are increasingly rampant, thrashing want to be given attention one by one.
God fucking. Damn, damn, damn!
"Kimaya." On this occasion Fionn changed his tactics. He pointed out his low tone with a whisper now. "Look at me. Please."
Nothing could catch my attention other than the plea whispered by Fionn right in front of my face. I suddenly granted her request and looked into those eyes again. From this close distance, I could see the dark green lines that adorned his cornea. The eyes are encircled by the same dark green color. The combination of green colors is really, really, really charming. Have I ever mentioned about my search results on the internet about this green eye? It turns out that eyeballs with green color include rare eyeball color. It is estimated that only two percent of the world's population owns it. And I think Fionn is the lucky one.
The luck of someone who has been lucky.
Goddamnit! What the hell am I talking about? Why do you strangle like this, anyway?
Back to those charming green eyes. And also the way he said the word please with his whisper. And his breath is blowing in my face. The smell of mint came from there. When did he eat his favorite mint?
And since when did my chest become pounding like this?
"Ah, there you are," whispered Fionn as my eyes were steady again. He then smiled thinly. A smile that makes my heart beat faster. "Come on. Now is the time to ask me what has hit your head since. I will answer everything honestly. Because I really want to be honest with you."
What the hell is he talking about? I said the same thing that came to mind this minute to her. "What are you talking about, anyway? I don't understand." I was whispering.
Fionn came back to attack me with the pull of his lips. "Ah, ah, ah. Don't do it, dong, Babe. I have chosen not to lie to you. Now, I think you need to do the same. We don't want what we have to be so biased, do we?"
What, Fionn? What do we have?
Yeah, God. Now a new question arises. This question I don't want to ask the guy in front of me.
"Babe, come on. I actually know what's inside your head. Everything is clearly here." He suddenly pressed his forehead against my forehead.
Not a big touch, but what he is doing now has a much more dangerous impact than the hand grip and embrace on the shoulder that we have been doing. If we had done all that before to be seen by the students who surrounded us, there were currently only the two of us in the female toilet. Only we know what we're doing in here. Whatever we do is no longer a spectacle. All we do is do it for ourselves.
Have you seen where the danger lies?
"Fion." Called him.
"Hm?" He muttered. Our foreheads are still stuck.
I have to do something to change this risky atmosphere. I have to do something to solve this situation that is prone to creating destruction. With a goal like the one above, in Kalakian I asked something that I did not want to ask earlier. "What kind of physical relationships have you been working on?"
Connect ....