Paid Boyfriend Brother Ketos

46. Feeding Fionn Life-Life

Kimaya

"Guild, Babe. That was amazing!" Fionn cackled as we headed to my next class after lunch. "Si Mario, Hamish, and Aldi also participated entertained by your answer. Man! I'm sure the secantins feel that way too. You see, no one has ever dared to fight Alda like you did just now."

Yep. It had been two weeks and Fionn and I had also become accustomed to the charade we were playing in front of the school students and in front of my parents. Although the gossip in the news column What's Up Taruna still discuss the conspiracy about the relationship of two different lovebirds in this nature—, they said, you know, but I also have been accustomed to not think too much about it. Care what. My and Fionn's business will only be ours.

Anying barked, the caravan would still pass.

Besides being used to each other's existence, we—or call it me, because Fionn certainly has often done such things, he said, also, it has begun to feel comfortable to make simple physical contact such as holding hands and embracing. Although never discussed it in detail, so far Fionn only launched simple touches like that. And I'm so grateful to him for not feeling the need to do anything more.

"I mean, you literally butchered her in front of the whole school!" Fionn laughed again.

At first I just wanted to give a groan in response. Because, unlike Fionn who acted like what I did was a great victory and recorded history, I did not feel a pleasure after hitting Alda in the cafeteria earlier. All I felt was cramping in my stomach and linu attacking my bones.

"Babe! You're the best!"

However, his excessive attitude ignited other feelings. I wanted to eat him alive. Therefore, it was the spicy sentences that jumped out of my mouth. "You go, Fionn. No need to be lebay, huh. I was just talking to him, nothing more. Don't exaggerate too much, it doesn't matter. What business do you actually have, anyway, with him until his attitude can be overprotective so same as yours, ha? You really ever walk with him? That Alda is your ex, huh?"

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Fionns

Oh, shxt. Oh, shxt. Oh, shxt. Oh, shxt. Oh, shxt. Kimaya didn't just question that, did she? It's just me hearing wrong, right?

We were walking from the cafeteria to Kimaya's world history class, scheduled after the afternoon break. However, suddenly his steps stopped to say, launching the words and questions. I mean, like, where did these questions even come from, huh? Why can it suddenly appear and slide from the lips of my fake girl?

Goddamnit! Really fucking!

Though earlier I really feel happy to see the mouth of the Alda who gaped wide because he did not expect to be sprayed all-out by Kimaya. I was really proud of what he did, though, what will be an example for the children of Taruna Nusantara who have been victims of the abomination and dwarfism of the soul of Aldarani Simatupang. Kimaya said what? Oh, aye. He said Alda's poor self-esteem.

Kimaya isn't wrong.

However, after those questions came out of Kimaya's mouth, I felt strange. Fearful. In the meantime I shouldn't feel a fear.

But, no. I can't seem like it. I could not feel the calmness, comfort, and flexibility I had to reveal all the sins I had committed with the poor girl.

I really feel scared. Either I'm scared because I feel after everything I've revealed to Kimaya, she'll make that knowledge a weapon to hurt me someday. However, the allegation was immediately negated by the fact that in the future Kimaya still has business with me, at least to take care of the matters of money obtained from our agreement. Nope. This is not the reason. Scrap this from the list.

Huffs. I know the real reason and I'm afraid to reveal it.

I don't know when I was the most scared of a loser like this.

But, yeah. Here we go. I honestly feel scared because .. I don't want when Olavia knows what I'm doing, when she knows how depraved I am, she will ... disappointed and looked down on me. I was afraid that what I had done with the girls, especially with Alda the poor self-esteem, made Kimaya become no longer like to be friends with me.

Somehow I really want to keep the mutual respect and mutual respect that I and a Kimaya Larahati have towards each other.

"Answer, dong, Fionn. Why are you just dumbass, anyway?" urge the girl I paid to be my companion.

"Eh, you. Eh." Ghe massaged his nape, not knowing what to do. Revealing everything honestly feels so impossible, but this girl now puts on a look that makes me not want to do something that can ignite her anger. "Eh, that's ... um, that's ...."

His sharp dark eyes managed to create a feeling like being stripped all over my body. The observational gaze scanned me from head to toe before Kimaya put on her bitter smile and shook her head. "I already know. I should've known that you guys were all right, right? You don't have to answer my question in words because your guilt-ridden eyes have told me the answer I want clearly. It's obvious." Kimaya. "I should have known I didn't have to ask you again. I should have seen that you guys had something. If not, it is also impossible that Alda can dare to talk about it earlier. Where could he be talking about it, right?" Then, as I feared, Kimaya just passed by.

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Kimaya

I know I don't really have the right to be angry. I know I actually have no right to feel betrayed, to feel unwell after coming to the conclusion that yes, yes, Fionn and Alda once had something that made Alda dare to state his claim against the young man in front of many people. Especially in front of me whose incident is the girlfriend of Fionn Akari Haas —as far public knowledge.

However, again this curiosity cannot be dammed. Again, it was curiosity that destroyed my feelings.

But why do I feel like this?

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