Our Souls (Maybe)

flashbacks

Flashback (Adrian )

Starting when we go to Bandung city park, there is the beginning of the feeling that appears, there is something unusual when seeing your smile

We spent a long night in the amusement park, for a moment eliminating the grievances that exist, I was actually reluctant to leave the place, I was, but what power it is is not able to stop his time for a moment just to see your smile

But I don't know what makes me feel more at home with you when babbling like this, than last afternoon which suddenly turned into a quiet

“I don't know what you're covering up, but I'll try to keep you smiling” my mumbling slowly while her eyes can't be separated to notice the beautiful, innocent face in front of her

But I do not want to stay in place, that night I immediately contacted people who are already reliable in finding information about your past

On that morning before heading to the hospital I got a call from my man\-men, they sent me files about your school, and the identities of your friends\-friends including Dr. Anwar who is your neighbor, but back then I knew you were just a neighbor to her, anyway,

After finishing my business with my man, we set off to the place where we would meet Anwar and Rani again

After arriving at the location I deliberately held your hand, so that I know how dr. Anwar's reaction after this, I'm not sure if you're just a neighbor, if I know you're uncomfortable , but it feels reluctant to take your hand off, I know I'm selfish

My attention can not be separated from the two of you even though I keep talking with Dr. Rani, I see something different from your views

Finally when I had the opportunity to talk to Dr. Anwar, I came to know that among you are not only neighbors but there is something else that I should know

When suddenly Dr Anwar asked me seriously about you “if may I want to ask?” dr. Anwar seemed to doubt

“ask, as long as I can answer then I will answer as much as I” answered and it seems that it is indeed truegayung also welcome

“asisten you ..” dr Anwar back in doubt

“dia Wulan, she's a very good girl” I replied

“since when did you know him?” that's what I want to hear next

“so close what you are with him ..”heard dr. Anwar's question, I was shocked, but a few seconds later I tried to be as normal as possible I did not want dr. Anwar suspicious,

dr. Anwar seemed to realize his unnatural question, immediately rectify it “I mean, you look so close, like me with Rani, it seems like she is so special for you ya”

“he was like a wingless angel who came to me, sent a god in his form, so calm as I was with him, simple yet beautiful ....” I know there is a different from dr. Anwar listening to my description of you

“what does he know ...?”

“i am quite happy with him now, I never ask for more if it will make him hurt”

After that I know, it's true there are others of you, it's not just neighbors or friends but more than that

After that conversation I immediately searched for your whereabouts, and it was true that I found you sitting on the sidewalk crying, she said,

but somehow when I saw you crying this heart hurt, honestly at that time I had not really realized my feelings

I don't know what makes you cry, but I guess for myself the answer, maybe it's related to Dr. Rani and Dr. Anwar's relationship,

after that incident I promised to find out the cause of your crying, because I knew you wouldn't be able to tell me that yourself

Still in Bandung, when I saw you rush out of the room, when we passed in the elevator, I increased the enlargement, I followed your steps until you arrived at the park near the hotel, I know this is wrong, I know, but my curiosity beats it all

I listened to everything you talked about with Dr. Anwar, there was a strange feeling when I saw your hand held by him, it felt like I couldn't bear to see you both with him, I wanted you to get away from him immediately

Then I came up to you and said that maybe it was a stupid thing but you know I was serious about it

“but she's my future wife ..”

The flasback