Our Souls (Maybe)

I'm leaving

Anwar immediately pulled Diah's hand to invite her away, but without them knowing Love saw their departure in a hurry, Diah's mother felt suspicious

Diah can only follow Anwar's steps, without wanting to ask again even though curious but curiosity Diah covered when looking at half of Anwar's face that seemed to store various obstacles

Now their steps are stopped at the edge of the fish pond, which is called some small huts that are deliberately built for shelter when fishing or harvesting fish

“sit” Anwar sat down first and directed his hand to the remaining seat beside him & motioned for Diah to sit down

Finally Diah also sat beside Anwar with a distance of several fingers, Anwar's face focused on looking at a point that did not know where the view was headed, straight ahead with a laugh

“diah” Anwar began his words that were a little hesitant with his still unshakeable views, regardless of Diah

“ehm” was just the answer that came out of Diah's mouth, honestly she was very confused by Anwar's attitude this time

It didn't take long, Anwar was wasting his heavy breath, like he was releasing a very heavy burden to start his conversation again

“Diah you know long ago how I feel about you, I ...., I mean .... My feelings are still the same, I still love you so much, not the same anymore, I still love you, but the more here this feeling is not able to fight, this feeling of love is getting bigger as time goes by” soft words Anwar is actually like drops of ice water on the head and heart of Diah, his heart really does not want to stop beating, but he must not be selfish, how can he accept Anwar's love, while Anwar's future is bright ahead there

“diah, I don't know what I would be without you, I can't be far from you, I feel like I've been very dependent on you, just a day without seeing you, it feels like I can't” Anwar looks rough wiping his face, it's like, waiting for what Diah said,

but the words never came out of Diah's mouth

After a few minutes of their stay, Anwar finally changed his gaze, now facing Diah

“so that your heart does not want to repay me, is there really not one bit of your feelings for me? I beg you to answer, maybe after this I will give up, but please talk to me”

As soon as Diah's heart gasped, what did he mean by what he said, he would give up? It feels unwilling if Anwar stops paying attention to her, what is fair, while she has been indifferent to Anwar's feelings

It felt as if unexpected tears were gathering in his eyes

“what do you mean Anwar?” his throat was as if he was clenched, holding back his tears from falling

“aku will go Diah ..” Anwar's voice starts heavy

“go?” now the tears that were held back were no longer able to be contained, suddenly slid just on both cheeks Diah, and unfortunately Anwar realized it

“you cry, don't cry, I'll get hurt?” his hands reflexively immediately wiped away Diah's tears

“nggak” replied Diah briefly, he did not want Anwar to know his sadness if he had to part with him

“you don't have to lie Diah, maybe I'm the one who knows how you feel the most, don't ever cover it up from me”

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