Our Souls (Maybe)
If only I had married you
After Adrian left them, Diah's eyes that had begun to glaze, until his eyes began to turn red because it held the grains so as not to fall
“ada what An...?” Diah
“i told Rani everything ...” Anwar could not hide the look on his face
“for what?” diah asked in shock with a slightly raised tone
“I don't want to lie to him too far ...” is indeed what Anwar said, he did not want Dr. Rani to know it from others, for sure it will be more painful
“you hurt him An..” suddenly the mta water that tried to resist could not be contained anymore, seeing Diah's body that vibrated because of the cry, Anwar quickly embraced Diah
There was a sense of comfort and warmth in Diah's heart when he got a hug from Anwar, it felt he did not want to let go of the hug , a hug that he had missed for the last few years
The shadows of the past are now back, when – beautiful moments they went through together, shaking hands, raining, harvesting catfish, chasing in the middle of the rice field while playing kite, raining, when you have to study together before the exam, it feels a pity to forget
“I beg An.., don't hurt her, she's a good girl” Diah's hoarse voice behind Anwar's embrace
“I have to how Di ...?” Anwar was confused by Diah's attitude
“forget me An.., continue your life , let everything go as it should, don't disappoint those who love you , we can still be as friendly as ever , I hope there is no awkwardness after this.” He was so mature about his life
“this feeling is too deep Di ..., don't ask me to remove it ..” Anwar looks frustrated
“don't lose, I don't force you, but I beg you to put that feeling where it should be, you will also remain in my heart, we will never be together, if you want me to be happy, you will never be, do not ever present again in my life, marry dr. Rani, happy her ..” said Diah while releasing Anwar's embrace as it passed leaving Anwar still sculpting
“I will get married if you are married first” Diah immediately stopped his steps when he heard his confession
“please I will get married before you ..” Diah said without looking back, but suddenly his body was in the hug from behind
“I don't love you ..” replied Diah tidied
“don't lie In ..., I beg ..” Anwar tightened his embrace
“ya ... I love you An ..., I love you ..” immediately Anwar turned Diah's body to face him and hugged him back after successfully regaining his heart Diah immediately let go of his embrace
“but promise An ...”
“apa Di .., I definitely did all for you “
“married to Dr. Rani, happy him ...” heard that, it feels like Anwar's heart that has begun to bloom is now shattered instantly into grains of sand
“well if that's what you want .., but my terms are still fixed, I won't get married before you marry” Anwar with his angry face immediately leaving Diah still nailing
After Anwar left, it felt like Diah was unable to support his weight back, as soon as his body crashed on the ground, his body shook violently his tears were unable to be contained, he said,
‘’here rasany aching , it hurt so much when releasing it for others ..” her crying never runs out while continuing to beat her own chest that feels so tight that a hand stops her beating
"hentika Wulan, you can hurt yourself" turns out Adrian who approached her and held both hands
“remove your tears, you are really ugly if it is like that ..” Adrian wiped away Diah's tears
“bases boss sucks ..., have no feelings” involuntarily Wulan beat the chest of his Boss field while cursing but Adrian seemed to let it go
“if I were to marry you would be okay ..”
Listening to his boss's statement, Wulan's still sobbing cry stopped at once with eyes glaring in disbelief
