Our Souls (Maybe)

Our Souls (Maybe)
keikhlasan Rani



“Wulan is ..” Anwar hesitated to reveal it


“why Wulan kang, who is he?” Rani brings her face closer, looking into Anwar's eyes hoping to find no lies in his eyes


“Wulan is Diah , she Diahku Ran ..”


At that moment Rani limp, as if her bones were not separated from her body, her tears dripped without cue, her heart shattered like glass dropped from a height


Pyarrrrrs


(thor don't let yes ...).


Listening to Anwar's confession, calling Diah my Diah, the emphasis of those words that made Rani completely destroyed


“forgive me Ran, I really can not stop this feeling “ said Anwar honestly, he did not want to hurt Rani further


“go kang ..., chase your love, I'm fine ...” Rani let out a long sigh, hoping that this decision was the right one


“what do you mean ..?” Anwar was still confused by what Rani said


“go, I'll let you be happy, but later if your father doesn't want you back, I'll take you back kang, I won't let you go after this , so now pursue your love ....” yes Rani now realizes , should not she hold a man who clearly does not love her, love can not be forced, if possible a mate, Rani sure they will be found in the marriage bond


“thank you Ran, I know you are a good woman, I love you, I will give him a surprise on his graduation day.” Anwar immediately hugged Rani


“you are indeed the best ...”


It feels hard to let go of loved ones for others, but there is a sense of relief in Rani's heart, if indeed he is not a match with Anwar maybe God has prepared another soul mate out there


Anwar's return from Jakarta


“akang back ..?” Rani, who began to advertise her way of love, found Anwar back in front of her a little surprised, but without answering Anwar even again hugged Rani, she felt a droplet flowing on Rani's shoulder, now Rani knows that the man who was hugging her is crying


After pouring out all his sadness, Anwar releases his embrace, Rani immediately leads Anwar to sit on the sofa , Rani immediately heads to the kitchen and picks up two bottles of drinking water


“minum ...” Rani hands one bottle to Anwar, and he sits next to Anwar


“married to me” rani who was about to drink her drink, immediately stopped her movement, heard Anwar's words, actually that's not what she wanted to hear, but she really heard it


“what do you mean?” Rani doesn't want to hope too far


“marry me ..” again that word came out of Anwar's lips


“explain to me first kang, what happened?” Rani can only hope that Anwar not only makes it as an escape, he is serious about his words


“Diah told me to marry you ...” Rani's heart seemed to be in a big stone tiptoe, right this is all because of Diah


“so all this because Diah ..” the pain increased when he heard Anwar's statement, there was a sense of disappointment


“Diah wants you to be happy ..., let me keep my promise to her, I know if you're mad at me, but let me learn to love you, you have the right to be mad at me, I'm really unfair to you, I'm sorry"


“I am angry with you, I am disappointed with you, but my love is equally greater than my disappointment, I will accept akang as it is, I sincerely kang, I am happy, I'm sure one day I'll love me.” Rani was just hoping to come back if this was the right decision


“thank you ..., I will learn to love you”


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One month later Anwar decided to return to his village because his father was sick, Rani could not come home because there was still a job that could not stay, but ai promise after his work is done will soon follow


This time Anwar took a little longer leave, he planned to vacation at home during his father's illness, because his father's work was not menhandel, Anwar is an only child, Anwar is an only child, so inevitably Anwar is also in charge of all his father's work, he must find a right hand that can represent him to take care of everything because he also does not want to leave his profession as a doctor who has been his dream since childhood