OUR RELATIONSHIPS AND TRAUMA
The past of Dayana Greesa
Flashback.
After dinner they relax in the workspace because Ana wants to see the collection of books there.In the small garden in the workspace there is one table and two chairs to relax.
They sat holding a book of their own choice, a few minutes into their reading.
"What a mas, can ask something."Kaivan finally makes a sound after weighing for a while.He does not want to offend Ana about the thing that bothers the woman.
If until now Ana did not learn to share her past with Kaivan how Kaivan could move to the next stage of their relationship.
He had long waited for Ana to open up or tell his past until the woman was afraid of commitment.Different from Kaivan who really wanted to change or recover so chose to open the story directly to Ana.
"If you're uncomfortable, you can't answer."Continue Kaivan again.Ana put the book and focus on Kaivan.
"What causes you to fear having a commitment."Ana stiffens as Kaivan asks about her past.
He did not not want to not tell a story but he did not have the right opportunity.Is now the opportunity.Also Kaivan began to show his seriousness.
Ana takes a breath and exhales it slowly.It always takes more energy to remember the past.
"I once had a happy family like you used to."Ana begins her story.
"Until I was 3 years old my parents divorced because my father was never responsible for supporting my mother and me."
"their story is the same - the same has a life each while I who initially chose to live with my mother was entrusted to my grandmother.Because the mother followed her husband wander.Because the reason their lives were not enough to take me."
Every afternoon after the market starts at dawn he will hit the ice cubes in sacks so that the shrimp remains fresh must be in a pile of ice cubes.
When the toughest Ana in his time sat in elementary school.His newly divorced uncle from his wife because he could not stand the drug addiction.Choose to settle in the house of his grandmother and grandfather there hell Ana in the beginning.At midnight either due to the influence of drugs, her uncle sneaks into Ana's room and abuses her.
A frightened little Ana threatened to be killed if he dared to complain about the actions of his uncle to his grandmother or grandfather.Fortunately it only happened once because his uncle was arrested by the police for participating in the distribution and use narcotics.
He was indeed schooled by his grandmother and grandfather but no doubt always got a curse from his grandmother.His life was quite hard even he had eaten white rice without being accompanied by side dishes.Only melted tears that accompanied him.
He was quite close to his grandfather.All the needs of the school was always provided by his grandfather when he helped was a grandmother, while his grandfather was only a farm worker.
Until he went to college, his grandfather still helped, although not how lucky Ana has a smart brain so scholarship subscription.
Ana stopped her story for a moment.Without feeling her tears flowing on the cheeks.The past was indeed that heavy.Even she had hesitated to continue living.
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holla....
sometimes life is as funny as that for certain people.
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