OUR RELATIONSHIPS AND TRAUMA
All I need is you
Ana was a little confused as people stared at her whispering.
he just got out of the elevator after a day of wallowing in endless work and he was lazy to face new drama again.
"Yaya.. "a neat-looking man in an expensive work suit and a smile reflected on his handsome face waved to him.Ana had a chance to flinch where he stood,then looking straight at Ana walked towards the exit without caring about the man.
"Yaya hey ...wait ." the man tried to chase after him.Ana kept walking until someone pulled his hand from behind.
Ana brushed off the man's hand and turned back "hi wait" the man said.
Ana just stared at the man flat." Can we talk ?" exclaim the man "just for a moment ."
Ana who was aware of some people watching them could only sigh." okay, where?" he doesn't want any rumors about it.
The man looked enthusiastic "first let's get in my car." he pointed at the parked car not far from them standing.
Ana walked away from the man and went straight into the car whose door had been opened by the driver.The car was walking in silence.The man was seen several times wanting to make a sound but he gloated when Ana looks cool with the view outside the car window.
Moments finally the car stopped at a restaurant that is familiar to Ana.Ia remembered this place the first time she met the man while celebrating his birthday last year.
Whether by chance or indeed the man had the message, they sat at the table exactly where Ana sat first.
The waiter came and recorded their order menu."How's Yaya doing." said the man staring intensely at Ana
"well, Kai, how are you ?"
"i'm good, how's your job?" Kaivan smiled widely considering Ana still called him with the call she wanted first.
"so far so good." Ana answered briefly at that moment the waiter came carrying their order menu.
"please." Kaivan lets Ana enjoy her food in peace.He occasionally steals a glance when Ana eats greedily as before when they were together.
After thinking about it a few days ago Kaivan decided he wanted to go back with Ana, because only with the girl did he feel what he did not get from others.
"I want us back together."Kaivan said sure.
"do I not hear wrong ." Ana laughed out loud like she heard a joke from Kaivan.
"i'm serious.after all this time I've been thinking now I realize what I need is you."
"no mas, I don't want to." replied Ana firmly.Maybe before he easily collapsed because Kaivan was the one who offered a relationship that Ana wanted.
But now no longer, he is happy with his loneliness, he is happy with his present life.
"pardon me for what I did before, Yaya.I just can't tell you."Kaivan tried to explain his condition at that moment.
"i'm not asking you to explain it, but you leave without telling me where my fault lies.I'm like a fool who just accepts everything you do, even I keep quiet when you leave without explanation." Ana conveyed what she had been feeling all along.
"i knew I was selfish, I left without thinking about your race." Kaivan said "I tried to try."
"you don't think I'm trying to mas "Ana's weak."we're just as scared and when you offer a relationship that other people think it's just bullshit I'm trying to accept,trying to live it because I think you're the answer."
Ana no longer wants to stay.She's already at a point deep enough in explaining let Kaivan think about what he wants to think.
as I was about to leave the table Kaivan held his hand "I'll make you come back to me, even I'm willing to kneel."
Ana brushed off Kaivan's hand "please if it makes me come back."Ana passes away without seeing Kaivan back.
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holla...
kira - kira could not ya Kaivan melted Ana's heart back.
Usually returning something as before will be very steep path.
