OUR RELATIONSHIPS AND TRAUMA

My past

A classic model house consisting of 3 floors stands looking gallant in front of Ana.

After the security guard opened the high gate.Kaivan brought him in and greeted an old woman with a foreign face.

"Good night, miss."He gave a little smile to her best.

"let's introduce this shopie aunty.the custodian of this house." Kaivan introduces Ana.

"We'll go around first."Kaivan clasped Ana's hand to take her to the second floor.

On the first floor there are only expensive displays and paintings.Ana was very amazed at him.On the second floor there are many photos - photos that Ana does not recognize.Kaivan invites Ana to stare at the largest photo containing a pair of middle humans smiling at the wedding venue.

"let's introduce, these are my parents." Kaivan looked at the photo with a sad look and longed.

Ana looked at a handsome man with a real face of Indonesia while an outsider-like woman wearing a wedding dress.

"my mother Celine Miller is from Australia and my father Putra Hutama is native to Indonesia.They are the definition of true love in my opinion."Ana looked towards Kaivan who was smiling looking at the big photo.

"you know sweety, they're two people with very different backgrounds and cultures but love keeps them together.Even without a word they can understand each other."Kaivan looked at Ana for a moment.

"That day we just came home after dinner outside.I sat in the back bench while my parents chatted while holding hands.Suddenly - suddenly - a car crashed from the front to make both parents seriously injured death invites me to see that my two people smile at each other and say love for each other."

"That day every time I hear someone's word of love scares me.I'll run after people say love to me.I'm afraid it will happen again."Kaivan held Ana's hand.

"So this is what made you change that time ? Makes you leave me without telling me what the problem is."Ana returned Kaivan's grasp.

Kaivan nodded slowly"Sorry, I was just too surprised and didn't know how to answer.But I never left you, I just asked for time."

Ana does not know what to say because they have the same trauma even though the story is different.He wants to encourage Kaivan while he is still wallowing there.

"but since I've known you, I've come to understand how my father felt when he was with my mother, you with everything about you made me feel like I needed you."By staring at Ana in Kaivan makes Ana's heart beat fast.

"That's what his name is but I want to continue with you.I want you for myself.Are we not able to be together anymore?"

Ana hugged Kaivan tightly while crying haru.

"let's fight mas, let's start to need each other.I don't know what I did all this time until I met you."

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After crying with Kaivan and Ana back down the hallway of the house.

"this is my parents' house.I visit only if I miss them.But this house is always taken care of by aunt Sophie she is from the same country as my mother.And she also I have considered like a mother."It's worth it this house is still well maintained murmured Ana.

On their return downstairs Aunt Sophie was waiting."Let me take you." The woman replied while leading to the back garden.

Ana was very amazed to see a very beautiful garden even at night.He was directed to a place made of glass with many flowers - flowers filled it.

There is a table that has been arranged beautifully complete with candles and dinnerware.

Kaivan invited Ana to sit in the chair she had prepared.after which she sat comfortably in front of Ana.

Aunt Sophie began to serve food, even though it looks old woman is still so dexterous and nimble.

Kaivan and Ana start eating food in silence while once lyrically interlocking and smiling.

After the meal, Aunt Sophie returns with a cake and candles lit.

Ana shut her mouth fearing a scream coming out of there.

"Do I have to sing ?" circus Kaivan.He pulled out a box that came from nowhere and then pulled out its contents.

Kaivan walks towards Ana and attaches a necklace to Ana's neck.A necklace with a very beautiful rose pendant.

"Happy birthday dear.thank you we have survived so far.now let's share with each other with me."Kaivan kissed Ana's forehead and hugged her with joy.

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you already know why Kaivan is so afraid of commitment and the word love.

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