OUR RELATIONSHIPS AND TRAUMA

He's Asmara, not Cakara

"Darling..."

Kaivan is stunned to find Ana asleep in the passenger seat as they are on their way home from a date tonight.

When going to tidy his wife's hair that covers the beautiful face.Kaivan realized a drop of tears fell from his wife's eye fertilizers.

The man was stunned before wiping the tears with his thumb.

However the situation, we will still live and experience a sense of loss.The greatest caste in giving up someone we love is to mengikhlaskan.

Although there may have to be a lot of crying that breaks first so that there is no more tightness that interferes.

Kaivan recalled a few words from a film they watched after dinner last night.Even Ana came back crying or rather deliberately crying to let out the burden of her heart when the film took place.

After they got home and Ana was sitting in front of her dressing table.Kaivan continued to look at her wife.

"Why did you ?"Ana asked turned to her husband who was leaning on their bed.

Kaivan just shook his head and patted the bed beside him.Ana went to follow the wishes of the husband.

"Weight huh?"

He who was leaning in the arms of Kaivan was staring confused by the question.But Kaivan did not make a sound, He knew what Kaivan meant.

"Lumayan."Ana replied slowly."Pretty heavy, I still can't believe that our son is not here, in my stomach."

Kaivan grabs Ana's hand for her to kiss her back.

"You..?"This time it was Ana who asked Kaivan.

"If I answer this is not heavy, it feels - I feel too denying my heart" Kaivan laughed softly."but it is quite heavy."

"Losing our child-to-be, losing half of you, that's hard for me.But we have to get through this."

Ana returned the grip of the husband's hand just as tightly.It was like trying hard even though sorrow still enveloped his heart.

But if you think - think, surely God has a good intention of all this.May god bring happiness that is more beautiful than what they imagine later.

"So I dreamt of Asmara,mas."Said Ana lirih.A longing implied in her eyes.

"She called me mom, and.she was happy to be there.She came to my dream so I could calm down."Slowly flowed.

Kaivan knew for sure his wife crying in the car had something to do with their son.Kaivan tightened their arms and kissed his wife's forehead trying to strengthen each other.

"So he's Asmara? not Cakara?"Kaivan asked after a while they kept quiet.

"All I see is, she's Asmara."Ana laughed softly."She looks like you, really, she's even the color of the sky is the same as me."

"oh yeah.meaning my genes are more dominant huh."Kaivan jumawa.

"Paedes."Ana replied while elbowing the husband's stomach.Not that Kaivan only felt amused to make him laugh.

Ana lays down her body which is followed by Kaivan.The man pulls Ana into his arms.

Since marriage, it seems Kaivan always holds Ana when going to sleep.A habit that is liked by both.

"good night, dear."Followed by a kiss on Ana's cheek.

"Good night, my lady."Ana answered in her cruelty.

A couple who were wading 'storm' for the two of them were sleeping by hugging each other.

Not easy because everyone is never ready for a loss.But it will be a beautiful rainbow after the rain, right?

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