
"What if your ideals hadn't come true, you wouldn't have married?" ask Melvin.
Disra is confused, there is no way she can say it, it is also impossible to stay unmarried forever. "Emmm, I was enjoying my youth first and trying to reach my goals" Disra explained.
"What made you interested in becoming an astronaut?"
"Em, just looks cool. Flying high into space, without engaging the strangest of life, walking on a moon that has no inhabitants."
"In the moon there are no inhabitants?" ask Melvin.
Disra was silent, how did she know about it. He just wants to talk. "That's why I'm going there. Wanting to prove to myself, whether or not there's life there" he said.
"Is there any chance of becoming an astronaut?" ask Melvin again.
"I believe, as long as we breathe, nothing is impossible isn't it?"
"Yes, it's just .. isn't that impossible? Nothing is impossible, but we can measure something, the chances are great or not. If it seems that the opportunity is small, it is not better to choose a different path. Maybe, you can reach the ones that can still be reached."
"Do you believe in miracles?" tanya Disra looked.
"Huh?"
"If we thought logically, we would never be able to split the ocean with a stick. But, there was a man named Moses, who could divide him with only a stick. Do you believe humans can bring the dead back to life? Of course you won't believe it, even cloning is still a very vague controversy. However, there is a human named Isa who can bring the dead to life. Do you believe it?"
"But it's a prophet" Melvin said.
"Yes, I mean, such a marvelous miracle of the prophet, the Lord easily pointed it out. Especially with me who just wants to go to the moon? Isn't it impossible? Moreover, if we still keep trying,” said Disra confidently. The only words spoken were to stop the conversation with Melvin.
He was not sure he could go to the moon. It is not doubt that God cannot grant it. He knew God could do anything. But who is he? Has he been able to convince God to grant his wish? Is it enough to convince God to grant all his wishes? While many worshipers and other good human beings who if thought, they are more likely to get priority granted his request by God.
However, Disra always believes God is good, all can walk with his permission and he as a man only tries, let God determine the end result, because He is the All-Knowing.
Melvin just took a slow breath. "Alright, pursue your ideals. I'll support you. Marriage is not an obstacle to achieving goals. I, as your husband, will not oppose what you want to achieve. In fact, I will help you to pursue your goals" explains Melvin.
Crazy one! Crazy one! Fix, you crazy Melvin!
Disra rounded her eyes and could only curse at Melvin inwardly. His subtle denial doesn't apply to Melvin. I don't know what the guy's thinking is.
Disra took a long breath. "Okay, I seem to have been patient enough. I don't want to get married. More precisely, don't want to marry you."
"Why not want? Many want to be my lover and I ask you not just as a lover but as a wife. Isn't that an honor to you?" melvin asked inexhaustibly with Disra's mindset. Supposedly, the woman was flattered to be loved by a man like him.
Disra further scrunched her forehead. "I don't care about another woman who wants you to be her lover. I am me, having my own thoughts. To me, what you're offering me is ridiculous. What made you want to get married young? I know you're 24. That age, isn't it still relatively young for a married man?"
"Okay, referring to the age of the number is already in the category. But what about mental age? Marriage is not as easy as turning the palm of the hand, everything must be with mental readiness. 24 Years old, I think very young. I'm a woman, even there is a desire to get married at the age of 25 years. That's also the minimum age. That is, I don't want to get married at less than that age" Disra said.
“So, I have to wait for you 4 more years?” ask Melvin.
“Ha?”
Disra blinked her eyes, not realizing she had told her wish to get married at the age of 25. Yes, Disra did have a desire to get married at that age. He thought that age was the right age for married women.
“Usiamu, now 21 years isn't it?” ask Melvin to make sure.
“How do you know?” disra asked, squinting her eyes.
Melvin was silent, there was no way he could say that he hacked into Disra's biodata. Yeah, though, she did it at a time when Disra didn't know it was Angel. A call center agent who was at odds with him.
“It's not hard for me to know your identity. You forgot I was your lecturer? Then, how do you know I'm 24?” ask Melvin.
Now, it was Disra who blinked her eyes. “It ... I know from the rumors that are circulating. A 24-year-old young teacher. Acceleration subscription at school. Until, can become a lecturer at a very young age.”
“Alright, I already know you and you know me. So, we'll just decide on our wedding date. Or do we ask your parents' opinion first?” fresh Melvin. "I also have to apply officially first" he added.
Disra scratched her head. Too complicated, too long-winded. Looks like she has to say clearly to the man in front of her that she's not willing to marry Melvin. Although, he had already said it very clearly before. Must use language especially so that the man understands that he is not willing to marry.
“Melvin, please stop. I told you once again I don't want to get married! My age is very young and I'm sure my parents won't agree I'm married now and one more, I don't love you!”
“If your parents agree, do you want to marry me?”
Disra massaged her forehead. “I don't know what makes you so eager to marry me. But, this is a thing ...”
“Because I like you, because I love you. So I want you to be my wife" Melvin said, cutting out Disra's words.
"Love is not only one-sided, it must be from two sides" said Disra.
"Then marry me and I'll make you fall in love with me" Melvin explained.
Disra bit her lips softly. "Please, Melvin, I can't be like this. Can't get married suddenly."
"So, what do you want our relationship to be like? Couple lovers? You want us to date first? If that's what you want, fine. We date first, I give you a maximum of 1 year to date. After that we got married. But, I wish it was less than a year, we're married."
Authoritarian! M*naq! Cuneiform!
The meaning for Melvin just rotates in Disra's brain. Not wanting to cuss directly. However, all because his tongue seemed to freeze and could not get out any more words because of the strangeness of the man in front of him.