
Until home I had stopped in the dining room to take cold water, because of the stubborn thirst I felt. Along with that I heard the front door opened for sure Dani who came. I sat in the corner with the fridge.
I take out my phone and start scrolling notifications on my sosmed. I did not feel I began to drift to enjoy the videos of the beauty of the couple on the tiktok.
"Romeo, save me, I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you, but you never come
Is this in my head? I don't know what to think
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring
Said... "
I followed the song I was hearing from their video suddenly from where Dani was following along to connect the song.
"Marry me, Juliet
You'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress
It's a love story, baby, just say, "Yes" added Dani who was nongol in front of me.
"That's the lyrics" he said later.
"He em.." I nodded as I continued drinking.
"Aren't you going to make that video?" ask her.
"Want to have a partner."
"There's me..."
"Originally you want to be removed from KK."
"Sadizz..."
"What's in the fridge?" dani asked later, while heading for the refrigerator.
"I don't know.see for yourself."
"Ehhh there is a pudding ingredient, can you make it?"
"Can... you want to?"
"Yes..."
"Yes, I changed my clothes first."
"Seriously you want to make me?"
"He em.." I said, after changing clothes and washing my face to make it fresher I went back to the kitchen and started acting with pudding.
"After that wait how long it can be eaten."
"Ehmm later if it is cold it can be entered into the refrigerator so it is more flat.
"Don't look mulu, you eat there, haven't eaten, have you?" my many.
"Not yet.but had eaten at school with the children."
"Take a drink while waiting for the pudding" he said taking a glass that I had used to drink as well.
"Ehh.." I held him.
"Why?
"That was my mark." but he continued to gulp water until it ran out.
"Don't just lip marks, your lips I want to." she said as she approached and prepared to kiss me even though I kept turning my head, suddenly the door opened and entered. He immediately reacted wrongly.
"Ehhh mbak same mas again cook what?"
"Eh anu..mm make pudding." I replied.
"Why did it suddenly appear?" ask Dani.
"Well this is my workplace, mas Dani how the hell." mbak just laugh, do not know maybe just look or not yes about.
"This is mbak let me make it, mbak Luna just rest" he said while taking over the centong that I had used as a stirrer.
"It's not what's stirring" he said, smiling.
"Ooh yes..hehehe yes I have stayed yes." said my.
Dani tailed behind me, then walked into her room.
"Ajus, this is a very dull face" I said while sitting in front of the glass.
Previously I used my FTE used to be the rest of a few milliards.
"Habiss after this may not be able to buy again, savings are not enough, pocket money from mama is getting down in nominal. yes, no need to SK II also right, there are still many more affordable essences." I continued.
Dani walked in and casually sat down next to me looking at me wearing essence.
"Don't be considered salting." I said.
"Why? have you started to love?" she laughs.
"PD.." elaq.
"What's that doing?" the question then, saw me patting both of my cheeks gently.
"Refresh face only." I replied accordingly.
"I'm here to change the plump" said Dani.
"Your hands are dirty."
"Not really.. It's clean, right?" said later.
"You wear this?" he added while reaching for a bottle of FTE SK II that stayed a few drops.
"Yeah." I replied.
"Gini is over..."
"Yes this is the last one, this run out no more, no money ehehhee."
"Why?"
"Hmmm you will not understand, maybe my mother is equally papa has not fully recovered, my monthly money is cut from before and the smaller the nominal, my savings, make a list of colleges later."
"Ohhhh that is.. Have I bought it, buy it where?"
"Perhaps it's just work, money still asks parents too."
"No, I can make my own money, I told you where to buy it."
"Sister Aurel's selling skincare at Shoope so I bought it at Aurel's sister."
"I bought it..."
"Not calm.I use my own money, I told you to learn to support." Deuteronomy with a smile.
"Yes, you have saved it, baby to buy ginian, I do not pack no papa, besides the price is good. It used to be not a rule to buy rich gini, now darling, mending saved aja."
"Bawel." he said as he exited my room. After that I took a sheet mask ex boyfriend SK II from the drawer and then put it down while listening to music. I don't know how long I slept but obviously my mask has moved. I woke up and I saw Dani was already there.
"Yes my goshnn.." I immediately woke up and smoothed out my collapsed visual in his eyes.
"You see I'm sleeping dong."
"No I just nyampek..nih, I can only buy 75ml aja not papa ya, ntar I buyin rich you earlier" he said while thrusting a bottle of new FTE.
"You bought me real, geez Dann.. bucin really, if you have money to save, and where do we get money from?"
"From selling my ML account" he replied with a happy smile.
"I'm sorry I haven't worked, so I can't help you." she continued.
"I never asked Dan... O your God, what price is your account sold for?" my many.
"I'm 750 anyway hehehe..."
"How do you play?"
"That's none of your business, don't think about it!" saith.
"Btw. thank you. You shouldn't be rich, I'm not good with you.
"Here you are. My goal is to make you happy, be happy."
"In return." he approached me after locking the door.
"What do you want???" i withhold him.
"Kiss doang, really no more" he replied shamelessly and getting closer even I could hear his breath. I closed my eyes, and then our lips met.
"Your lips are dry, why, canker sores or you're not feeling well?" ask Dani after we kissed.
"No, I'm not papa." I replied.
"So forget not to pack lipbalm only.." added me.
"You're not lying anymore, are you?"
"No, why am I lying to you" I replied.
"If you could know the time in the car that night you were taking medicine, what was it for, you got sick?" it seems like he still remembers when I panicked and hurriedly took my medicine.
"Actually I often ngalamin panic attack, yes rich at that time, not Ding. kanya I have to check again, because it's getting worse, the duration was not that long really, really, maybe it's an anxiety disorder" I explained.
"Continue?"
"Yes, I take medicine for anxiety disorder, but the side effects must also be there, rich in dry mouth, nausea, trembling, even to faint." I explained.
"If the cure is stopped?"
"It can't be, I still depend on the drug, and it can also make anti-depressants so at any time I feel rich major depression I take the drug is not effective really."
He rubbed my hair and ended up holding both of my cheeks.
"Sorry, all this time I don't know how rich you are. I promise I'll take care of you."
"Ahh lebay..alah it's normal, I'm not physically ill too, just mentally alone" I replied.
"What conditions can trigger anxiety disorders, ehh anxiety disorders or panic attacks anyway?"
"I haven't been to the doctor yet but the two can be related anyway, in a situation that suddenly crowded, a lot of people, really stressed, fear that for no reason suddenly appeared that way."
"Would I take you to the doctor?"
"No need to.."
"I'll pay the check fee, you don't think about it!"
"No Dan. If I say no yes no, I'm not papa really, anyways why the hell, you're ashamed to have a girlfriend likes the fear of not clear gini."
"No, I'm sorry to see you're tormented, not to mention the side effects of the drug."
"It's okay. Udah you calm ajalah. later if I need help I will tell you how." said I.
"Yes really..."
"Yesaa.. And you're out there, then Taku Aunty suddenly come see you in your room danger know." said I drove him out the door.
Huukkk. Sudden nausea, maybe this is really the long-term effect of the drugs I consume.
Dani opened the door again from the outside and found me trying to stand up against the wall so as not to fall, because my vision was dark, and I could not feel my feet treading the floor properly.
Huukkk. Dani held onto my staggering body.
"Yes... You're not papa?"
I nodded, but my body couldn't be compromised, she showed Dani that I wasn't okay.
"We have to get a doctor."
Cold sweat soaked all over my body, I could not stand any longer, as if paralyzed as if I had fallen and remembered nothing. As soon as I opened Dani's eyes near me, I was lying on my bed with a warm, comfortable blanket.
"You're sober?"
"The need for your doctor to check you, it is said that the effect of Fluoxetine, the power of drugs must be stopped and start from the beginning at the psychiatrist again, dear, if you continue to take the drug will also not be good, and it will not be good, even your physical condition is deteriorating."
"I've been to a psychiatrist before, and it just makes me more stressed."
"But you can't continue to rely on the same medicine dear."
"Yes I know how, you calm down, I know best how rich my condition is, you don't think macem-macem ya."
"I don't want you to be sick."
"Yes I know .. don't tell me about Auntie yes, I don't want to bother."
"Nothing is repotted here at all."
"I don't want you to say the same to me and Auntie, or we're breaking up." I threatened.
"Yes.yeah okke I won't say, yes have eaten first yes, this was I made super porridge for you."
"Ehmmm thanks.." I woke up slowly to eat.
"Actually I don't like porridge, but you've been hard to make it yes already papa." I said.
"Why not like it?"
"No need to be soft..."
"The doctor says you're fine eating porridge first until some time because your stomach is still prone."
"Yes I eat anyway, wherever if the boyfriend who makes it must be good" I said.
"Yes dongg, especially while bribed here.
I tried to eat the porridge in my mouth even though it was difficult to swallow food.