Oi! Choco Velvet

Am Fall (Again)

Not feeling a week has passed, today is the closing ceremony of MPLS. I'm nervous, I don't know, but my heart is really pounding, because today the chairman of OSIS and the entire chairman of the coordinators of all sections will convey a message and impression to all the new students. And of course we have changed the status of being a student of class XII aka final level students.

We're still getting ready in the OSIS room. Many times I took a deep breath and played my fingers. I've always been like this every time I'm going to be in public. Dani approached me.

"She.. Why are you? you sick? no need to take part in the ceremony."

"I'm just nervous, I have to stand on stage and see a lot of people." I tried to smile at him.

"Relatedly? you're not sick?"

"No, I'm often rich in gini, I don't know why" I said while holding my chest which I felt the pounding of my heart so hard. I sat down on the chair, while the others prepared their speeches.

"Udah you do not need to take part in the ceremony if you are rich in gini."

"No papa, this is my last assignment" I replied.

"I'm just nervous" I added.

"If you can't tell me later" he said. I'm nodding.

And today's event after the closing Ceremony is retirement, where before the event starts we the chief coordinators and the chairman of OSIS will convey the messages and their impact on our event.

Our turn arrived, we went up to the stage so magnificent with all the strip light and spotlight, although during the day but they prepared the stage in such a way.

We stand in line in order, at the end of Dani, then we are the chief coordinator starting from section 1 to 10.

I was in seventh. The feeling of anxiety and anxiety was now getting peaked, my stomach was cramping, I was buzzing and trying to regulate my breath, because my chest hurts because of irregular short breath. My head was dizzy and nausea began to feel, I began to feel, cold sweat all over my body.

Bella who was near me realized that I was not okay. And I forgot I didn't have my medicine left on my desk.

"Yes.mending you down and rest, look at that rich Sampek." I replied with a smile that I could still force.

But I can't take it anymore. A moment after Bella turned back to face the front I held her hand while one of my hands pressed against my chest. Bella looked at me and she started to panic.

"Dani's... Dani.." call him.

"Dann.." called him once more, and he turned his head.

"Syaluna is sick." whispered.

Dani came towards me and held my shoulder.

"Let's say you won't be able to stand up much longer." he tried to get me off the stage.

But I was so tired, and couldn't feel my legs go anywhere. I lost my balance along with the dark-looking world in my eyes.

In the remaining consciousness, the,

Dani immediately caught me and carried me off the stage. PMR officers approached and provided first aid.

"Please" Dani told them before she left I'd do her job. PMR officers are guiding me to their medical post.

Up there I really don't remember how long I fainted, which was obvious when I realized that Dito and Vika were next to me.

"Drink..." Vika gave us a box of UHT milk that was our sponsor of the pension event.

"Panic attack? again?" tanyanya.

"Yeah rich that's possible, don't know I can't control, the more I try to fight my breath the shorter, my stomach cramps and my legs limp."

mylm.

"But you're not the same phobia as the crowd?" ask Dito to me.

"No, I'm not phobic, yes but like a sudden panic attack" I said shortly after sipping UHT milk.

"Isn't he strong yet? let's go out yuk, what's going to be here first." take Vika.

"Get out" I said. We left the PMR post.

"To the cafeteria, I haven't eaten yet." I added later.

"Okke I'm hungry too." said

The three of us headed for a fairly quiet cafeteria as it was all centered on the school grounds.

"Ehh Dito... Is that what?" I saw him eat something chrispy.

"Crispy mushroom, will you?" ask Dito.

"May I take two dong please, Dani tuh." I asked.

"You two just found out that Dani likes ginian?" ask Dito.

"Yes, so strange, lest you guys have been together for a long time" added Vika.

"Ng. kok, emang only just soan a while ago right, but when we eat, he keeps his krispi mushroom, so I think he likes." I replied gagapan, I answer, how not to understand, at home every time I make krispi mushrooms have not finished fried already exhausted with him.

"Ciraine... Backstreet is the same for a long time" said Vika.

"No.." I replied. Along with that my phone vibrates, I see on my phone display it turns out Dani is calling.

"Where are you?"

"Eat in the cafeteria."

"Who's the guy?"

"Dito is Vika? you're not eating?"

"Yes, I'm following you, wait a minute."

"He. e..." Dani ended her call. And I continued eating the meatballs I ordered earlier.

"Is that what doang is?" ask Vika.

"What?" I asked back.

"His phone, no call dear, no romantic." she replied. I'm sipping spicy sauce, auto choking, can not imagine how rich love Dani, every day meet at home until bosen, ngajakin fight no clear reason, no clear reason, suddenly, being a boyfriend does not understand anymore how to behave.

"Ohhhh that. ya don't know Vik, enakan gini anyway in my opinion."

"Yes whatever, but as far as I'm concerned easy guy bosen with a monotonous relationship" he continued.

I myself still do not know about our relationship, maybe the affection of the feeling, the love really exists, but for the future I do not understand can not really survive or just be a love story for a moment.

From far away I saw Dani coming towards me.

He smiled as he occasionally looked towards the pension of the children he had just left behind.

If I may ask, I want him to always be by my side, I want him to be a part of my life, I love him, since he still likes to make me angry, he said, kelp and cry.

Ctakkp...

Dani just arrived and sat down near me, flicking my forehead.

"Dream of it."

"No longer do I live the pleasure of meatballs."

"Kok I'm not licensed?" ask him later.

"I think you're eating catering downstairs, I'm not eating because I don't like meat."

"Do you want me to go now?" my many.

"No, it's just for me" he said while nyomot krispi mushrooms that I prepared for him earlier.

"Yes, I took it for you."

"Hmmm very understanding, makasih ya." he said began to devour the snack.

"Less salty anyway, eat your made."

"Oh yeah.. time anyway?" I took one to taste and compare it to my recipe.

"Yes anyway.. continue to be less dry as well." I replied.

"If you're free you don't want to make anymore, let me do the shopping, you're at home, take care of the cooking."

"Boleh..."

"Relations.... Shaluna used to come to your house?" asked Vika, did not know her ears deliberately eavesdropping or really horrified from her place.

"Yes... why?"

"Have you ever been to Dani's house not nervous? how did you first meet your parents?" he continued, which is more directed at me.

"Ehmmm.." I'm still thinking of the right reasons.

"Actually, before Syaluna moved school here, I was the same she had known from childhood, so it is not surprising how I treat her rich my own sister, yes that, already known from childhood, so do I know her, I've been home a lot." explains Dani.

"Wait.. treat rich adek how, you like to disturb him, usilin him without feeling.." denied Vika.

"Well about it." replied Dani with a laugh.

Treat me rich brother, yes he is my brother. But I like him. If this is wrong, God please give me a moment to feel love.

"Famous from small, deketnya pantesannya you are natural, not made-up." added Dito.

"Where are we going to tour after the last assignment?" I'm trying to shift the subject.

"If only to Bali." answered Vika.

"Ngarep bye ah, how much money there for all of us." said Dito.

"Wish it could be Dit." cut Vika.

"Yes, we're going there." Dani mediates them.

"Yes... Mr. Agus already told me where we're going."

"Yeliiyy... Bali I'm coming" exclaimed Vika.

I'm also happy, we can vacation to Bali. Although already there, but if together Dani might be a different memory.

I didn't feel like I was smiling to myself, and Dani saw me dong. The shame goes to nadi. I hurriedly diverted my attention from him.

Ehhh nih child instead sensitized I was embarrassed if seen instead he lifted my chin and he was despised as much as possible while holding a laugh.

"What siihh.." I threw out his hand.

"You're funny if you're wrong, you used to love it when you see you're rich." he explained.

I couldn't stand sitting here any longer, I hurriedly paid for my food and left from there.

"Yes... Where are you going? lahh left us." said Vika.

"Just go to the toilet" I replied.

After coming from the toilet I took them back to the event, it's just closing the door, too bad to be missed.

"Most also SHAUN songs as cover." Dito nyengir's. And sure enough dong, their voices broke following the strains of SHAUN Way Back Home lyrics. Including me and Vika.

The atmosphere was more lively when the party popper as a closure accompanied by the release of hundreds of blue and white balloons into the air. The four of us took a picture in the middle of the moment.

"Finally a year ended successfully." Dani's Saying.

"Who used to dong his OSIS chairman" Dito said with applause.

"Who used to dong sexy his art, thanks for your hard work composed this all" he said later.

"Yes we defend not to sleep as a friend just to think about the concept." said Vika.

"Just be calm, you will get the right reward" said Dani.

"What are we doing this? still have to gather again?" ask Vika.

"I'm not tired of you guys I understand, just go home" replied Dani.

"Yes... go home with me." he asked.

"No papa, I'm tired of going to the stop" I replied.

"Let there be benefits, Dani always carry two helmets since you moved here." said Dito.

"Oh yeah time?" Vika is kepo.

"Yes, ask the guy."

"Emang really? ever since I moved here you've always had two helmets." I asked to make her blush.

"You wanna know? yes, I only care, like you ever leave or go home with me." he explained.

"It turns out Dani was already bucin before being a woee." Vika laughs.

"Where not bucin, as long as you know want to mengyepik him from the beginning of the difficult cake mo died." Dani replied until the laughter of the four of us broke.

***

Dani and I got home and I saw three cars lined up in front of the garage. Looks like one belongs to papa Dani and the other 2 belong to his guest.

"Papa's rich man has come home."

"There are guests too." I added.

Once inside, dad Dani was with two guests, one father and another about 2-3 years above my age.

I greeted them as I passed them in the living room, and Dani was very happy. Suddenly he called me.

"Yes... after this you change clothes, continue to take David to Gramedia, he just returned from Canada, and want to go to college here, David his son Om Ferdi temen om, you don't mind right?" ask me Angga.

"Ehh... same as Syaluna?"

"Yes, you're not busy."

"Oh yes" I replied.

"Why don't you tell Dani to pa?" sahut Dani's.

"You are sleeping." replied Angga.

I'm hinting Dani to be quiet and not argue.

"Not polite, rich so, in front of guests anyway." I said as I climbed into our room.

"So soon, and why would you want to be told to be with papa?"

"Seeing how angga om applies so surely they are important guests om, so I appreciate it." I replied. Dani suddenly pulled my arm as soon as we passed her room.

Then close me to the wall next to the door.position both hands on the left right side of my head.

"If you feel uncomfortable, or need help, you chat me yes." I just nodded my head and hurriedly looked away when he intended to kiss me. Really looking to die this child, what if om Angga suddenly sniffed me and was on the doorstep, where the door was not closed anymore.

"I go back to the room yes, yes later if you need help me chat you." said my. And for the first time in my life, I saw Dani with a face like that. I'm so scared I'm going to leave him.

After changing clothes, I went to the mirror and was ready to put liptint on my lips until Dani suddenly emerged from the balcony door and surprised me.

"Udah don't have to dance." he grabbed the liptint brush I was holding.

"Oh my goodness Dan. This is just the liptint I used to wear." I said. No wonder this is a form of jealousy as a girlfriend or protect as a sister.

"Yes yes.nih you close the gih." said I while giving the container liptint. He took it and closed it.

"I'm just going to flinch." I patted her on the shoulder and then picked up the bag and waved at her.

David and I drove in David's car I saw in front of the house. Along the way I just kept quiet and listened to David tell me why he came back to Indonesia, and so on.

Our car arrived at a Mall parking area I mean in David earlier. I guided him to Gramedia, he's looking for a lot of books. Almost half an hour, but I think it's a long time, after he paid for all his books, he took me to a foodcourt to get some food.

I kept thinking about Dani's face that I don't know, she was so sad.

Until suddenly David pulled me because someone big height wanted to hit me. Then he kept putting his hands on my side. My heart was racing fast, my steps stopped suddenly I felt afraid to be in a crowded place, foreign, with strangers. I slowly removed David's hand from my waist. Makes him wonder.

"Aren't you papa?" I nodded then continued my path.

But my breath was short my stomach was cramping, I actually had an anxiety disorder. I tried to catch my breath and I held my stomach but nothing.

I took out my phone and Shareloc to Dani, I just wish there was her at a time like this. I was looking for an empty seat.

"What do you want to eat, let me be the cool one?"

"I ate already, you're cool." I replied.

"Oh that, yes I pesen first yes." said he. Not how long, Like Ok Google Dani directly in my place. Without asking much he understood.he held my hand and rubbed my back. To calm me down.

I held onto my chest which felt tight for a while. Then I put my head on the table, want to stand back and be afraid to be the attention of people.

"What are you doing here?" ask David who is back at our place.

"You don't see my brother in pain."

"I didn't do anything, and he was fine."

"The book has it, so I'll take my brother home."

"Well, yes" said David.

"Ok.. We went home, sorry, but my sister likes to have panic attacks, and it hurts so much for her" said Dani, whose emotions began to subside.

"Oh that's it, no papa, sorry Syaluna I don't know." said David. I just tried to smile and nod my head. Dani grabbed me and took me away from there.

"You got a car?" I asked him when he took me to the car park.

"Yes, I told papa about your condition, and I told you to pick up and give you the car keys" Dani replied.

"I'm sorry I took your nicotine."

"Yes no papa, I like that you still depend on me." she smiled as she blinked one eye.

I go in, sit down and put on the safety belt. Then Dani started turning the wheel leaving the parking area.

"And. I want to ask." I said.

"What?"

"That was it..."

"What was that?"

"A form of concern as a sister or as a boyfriend?"

"I can't be explained with words that I definitely love you very much." I was silent thinking about his words, maybe it's true, he is currently affectionate as a girlfriend, he said, but as time goes by when he grows up later, will turn into a brother's love to his sister.

My heart rate started to normal, my temperature warmed, and my stomach calmed down.

"Ehmm maybe more to the future husband yes" he continued.

"Ehhh???"

"It's a concern for the future wife." he continued, which immediately made me blush.

"Why? your face is red."

"What a shit."