
I had just finished my dinner when Dani passed me in the neat and fragrant clothes of Giorgio Armani who had memorized my smell.
"Where are you going?" ask me.
"You're going to pick up papa."
"Abd Abdurahman Saleh?" tanyaku mentioned the nearest airport in Malang city.
"He em.." she answered.
"You coming?" continued.
"Can.." I replied.
"Yes already, I was afraid to invite you in crowded places, but want to stay home alone also can not" he said.
"Don't worry, there will be you." I smiled.
"Yes.."answered.
"I'll get the jacket first." I said.
I took the brightly colored croop jeans out of the closet and put them on. I see it once again matches my onepiece dress in pure white.
"Come on.." I grabbed his arm.
"You're wearing a mask" Dani said, not forgetting
gave me a mask that he had just taken from under his jacket.
"Yes." I answered while wearing it.
We set off at a moderate pace because the landing schedule was still long and the journey from Ijen Nirwana to Abd Airport. Saleh only 35-40 minutes.
I turned on the radio so that it wasn't too quiet, somehow Dani didn't talk as much as she used to, what she was thinking what was troubling her mind she never told me.
And began to sound the strains of songs that have lately played anywhere, the original soundtrack of the film Habibie and Ainun 3, sung by Maudi Ayunda.
You and all the memories
Unite in the running time
And I'm alone now
Looking at you is only a shadow
Nothing is more painful
Than to lose you
My love cannot change
To death is only love for you (for you)
Suddenly Dani changed the radio channel when I was engrossed in following the lyrics of a song I had memorized out of that head.
"You're not alone, there's me" he said as his hand reached for my finger.
"Baper.. I'm just singing." I said.
"But you're too sedentary." cut it.
"Since you've just been in it, I'm so confused, what's really going on? you won't tell me." I asked in the end.
"No, not papa. I'm just afraid, they took you away from me, and the thought is disturbing."
"Ehmm that, I also do not know until when I can get away from them, until when they managed to find me, and what will happen in front of there I do not know, either, and the same thought bothers me." I replied.
Dani was silent, either because of the thought of my talk earlier, or too focused hand over when our car was about to turn into the airport gate.
After parking her car, she opened the door for me, closed it again and wrapped her hands around my waist. And invite me into the domestic arrival area. We sat there until somehow long, rich plane that was boarded om Angga will delay deh.
"I peed, I looked for a restroom" I said to Dani, whose eyes were focused on a board showing the flight schedule.
"Let me go" he said suddenly.
"No papa you're here, I can do it myself anyway, there's the direction of the toilet arrow."
"No, let me come."
"Oh my goodness Dan. You can see me from far away anyway."
"You don't really want to be arrested."
"Yes.anyways I wear a mask." I said.
"Yes, be careful. Don't be long." said Dani.
"Siaappp.." I answered, then walked away.
Suddenly my footsteps stopped and stuck there, my thoughts seemed to be pulled and there was a piece of memory that suddenly appeared and forced me to remember the flashes of memory.
A jet-black-haired woman with narrow-eyed, extremely beautiful white skin in all-red clothes suddenly glared at me clutching my shoulder and whispering viciously.
"It's good that you just die Sabra."
I sat weak, I saw all around the quiet toilet, there was only me.
I immediately entered one of the toilet rooms. After I finished urinating, I stood in front of the sink to wash my hands and wash my face which was in shock because of the memory I just got earlier.
I vividly remembered the woman's face, there was a mole under her left eye, her lips thin, wearing a necklace with the initials N.
I patted both cheeks hoping I could forget that face. But when I opened my eyes the face came back with a grin.
I WILL KILL YOU SABRA!!!
My blood gasps, I shiver. I know I'm scared, I've never felt this kind of fear, it's not a panic attack I can feel the difference.
I put on my mask again. And back to Dani's place. I'm sure I've been here in my childhood and met that woman, but who she is, why do I know my name is Sabra. Why not Shaluna?
"That's papa.. Come on baby." take Dani.
I'm following where Dani went.
"So late but not for long, you guys waited a long time?" ask me Angga.
"Lumayan pa, but not too late."
"Yaudah come on. kesel really does not feel like nyampek there is data that is manipulated until the company, papa so affected, the impact, the power of some time in the future papa will be a lot of overtime solve the problem that dragged papa's name."
"Oh that's pa." said Dani.
I held Dani's arm. It felt like my feet could no longer move. A fear I had never felt before.
Dani looked at me. She started to suspect, I've never been this pampered with her.
"Hmm?"
I shook my head. He took my hand and put it on me. As soon as I got to the parking lot I hurriedly searched for the whereabouts of our car and soon probably asked Dani to open the locked door.
I sit in the back seat. While Dani sits next to her papa. Sometimes I look back, to make sure I didn't see the woman for real.
"What's up, huh?" ask me Angga.
"No papa om." I replied softly.
"You put your sister in the back" said Angga to Dani.
Dani obeyed what her papa said, she opened up to move in next to me. He opened the mask I was wearing and found my deathly pale face with sweat soaking all over me.
"Why do you love it, sick??" whispered Dani, while wiping the sweat evenly on my forehead.
"I'm scared." I replied.
"I'm afraid.." I squeezed his hand hard.
"What is it, what makes you afraid hmm??" he was confused and wryly circulating his eyes around where we were.
"I'm afraid." I continued without being able to say anything else but that.
"Pa.." call Dani.
Om Angga looked at us and saw me. He immediately started the car and drove it fast.
"So you left him alone?"
"So I went to the toilet pa, I didn't want to."
"What's wrong, pa? what's he see? a ghost?" Dani strafed his papa with a lot of questions.
"Papa also did not know, but from the fear he experienced, surely he saw something, calm down first."
"Yes pa..."
He rubbed my hair and let me in his arms. Next to her hand was tightly clasping my shivering finger.
"Look at me. Don't be afraid of me." he raised my chin so that our eyes would meet each other.
"See there's nothing just me and you."
I might have gone crazy when I started hallucinating by seeing Dani's face turn into that woman.
I was shocked by covering my face with my palm. The grin says I should have died, it still haunts me. Dani held me warm. And patting my back.
"Sleep, don't be afraid, baby, I'll take care of you" he said