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Back at school, I went straight to the medicine box to look for a headache cure. I thought I was just dizzy because of the meeting with the longest duration in history, but it turns out that even home has not less pain.
After that, I headed to the kitchen to pick up a glass of cold water as a deliveryman for medicine. The gurgling sound of water hitting the bottom of the glass becomes the only sound in a house this big. I saw Dani leisurely enjoying lunch while her legs were lifted onto the chair.
"Heh. tuh stinky socks, removable first cake, new meal. Could eat, mix some socks."
"Bacot aja.nih here eat." he asked.
I'm the same he never left and went home from school together, he took a motorcycle while I chose to ride an angkot only.
Because if I ride the angkot I can lean right sleepy or tired, while the motor lean where, so even if I want to go out I prefer an online taxi rather than an online taxi. Several times he made it together, but I always refused, not comfortable to see the cement.
Even if we are brothers but since childhood never get along and rarely meet, because I live in Surabaya.
I'm also afraid in their bully, if I find out I'm hitchhiking at Dani's house because my parents' economy is collapsing.
"Ehhh tuh in the bag there are clothes for us from mama, make ntar malem to Aurel's wedding."
"Ohh yeah, let me see." So his mama Dani has a rich business of bridal clothing boutiques, Bridesmaid and the like that is, if the wedding season so many gini orders, so many, even many ask one family one theme, so yes mama Dani rarely go home gini seasons.
Go home early in the morning, keep going again. Kaya never home, if Papa Dani work office, more precisely the tax audit section.
I took the bag that Dani meant, in it there are 4 pcs matching colored clothes, very beautiful silver. It's for Dani, me and a couple for Auntie.
"So brother Aurel the concept is rich gini, whereas at that time, the same I talked to Auntie he wanted rose gold looh."
"I know those things."
"I don't do it either." I said.
"So want to try, fitting yes in me, try first ah." I took my dress to the bathroom, and back to Dani's.
"Suit it doesn't. I fit, I'm already beautiful from the sono." He who was drinking pretended to choke.
"Father..want to protest, the appearance of all."
"Don't sensi mulu dong be a girl, I just want to say yesa you are beautiful, so I like you, satisfied?"
"That's it again" I said while watching my reflection in front of the large mirror in the dining room.
"Where's mine? I'd like to try that too."
"It's in the bag, it's got a little sneaky om."
"Yes, tauu."
He immediately put on his clothes without taking off his uniform first, then approached also towards the mirror.
"The bag is really cool mama, can make clothes without shaving we first, right" said Dani contains praise for his mother, which I agree.
"Yes the best is. yuk photo, I want to send the picture to Auntie." invite me.
"May.." said he.
I took my phone from the bag and opened the camera menu and pointed it at the mirror that reflected our image. Click.. One time the photo was done and I sent it to Auntie, and I waited for a reply from Aunt Maya.
"Geblur said Aunt, ask once again, you do not move much Dan..."
"Iya-iya kumat again bring it." he said. He approached me in such a way.
"Not so, don't be so whittling."
"Why? scared baper?" his bass voice, whispering in my ear really made my heart's defenses collapse, yet I tried to cover it up.
"Paansiihh. ya times you are the baper."
Instead of moving away, he was getting closer.
"I told you not to move later, repeat again, on the count of three yes."
"Yeah.." she answered.
"Okeee one.. two ... three.." I said counting with the expression I made as attractive as possible on camera. Ehh along with the clicking sound he kissed my cheek.
"Dannn.. apaansiih, really so a child" I said annoyed.
But I was stunned for a moment when I saw the photos.
"It's really cool" he said.
"Why diem? A paper? or take it again." he said.
"Baper... baper.yeah not." I said.
"Would you send that photo to Mama?" ask him later.
"It's not crazy times, I just want to delete it."
"Ehhh no." she grabbed my phone and sent the photo to her wa contact.
"Nih.." she turned my phone back with a smile that was pretty sweet. After that he left the dining room to go to his room on the second floor. My room was right next to Dani's, and we even shared the same balcony.
But never once have I seen him go out to relax on the balcony. His job is to make a nest in the room.
I entered the room, tidied up the book that had fallen this morning scattered for departing misfortune, hurriedly took the book that happened to be in the middle. And that's how it became.
After that I lay myself on a soft mattress that is always faithful to welcome my fatigue. Just before I fell face down I heard the rain coming down. I lazily pulled the blanket and hid behind it.
But it seems to be relaxing if you see the rain while drinking tea on the balcony. I rushed to the kitchen to make a cup of warm tea, then returned to the room. When I went out on the balcony, I saw Dani sitting outside on the floor leaning against the balcony railing with her blind guitar.
Steady responsibility if you want to turn around too that there is even me who was done.
I sat in the rattan chair in front of the room, it was in the middle because our doors were both on the edge of the building.
Dani followed me sitting in a chair but at the end, I know he might be nervous too if only the two are rich gini. Hah I feel like winning dong, because he will not be nosy.
Or I'm completely wrong, only I want to drink my tea, he's throwing ornamental pebbles in a flower vase neatly arranged on the wall.
"And. pliss don't make sprains."
If it is forbidden to continue to stop, not Dani his name. The more forbidden the more. And one of those pebbles made it into my cup.
I just glared at him patiently I took it and put the pebble back in the vase. He doesn't seem to get tired of looking for trouble.
He picked up a few pebbles and threw them simultaneously.
I stood up I took all the pebbles that were falling and then I walked towards him, wanting to feel like I was avenging all his actions.
I clung to his arm, with my heart pumping faster because of the shock he had just received.
Crazy he even took advantage of the opportunity to rub my cheek with the back of his hand. I hurried to stand up and keep my balance so as not to fall again.
"Just sit down, anywhere else." He pulled me to sit next to him. And I don't know since when I lost my speaking ability.it feels deg an earlier not only because of a fall, he rich because sitting near him too.
"If only handrails can be used" he held my finger.
"Do you have a boyfriend?"
"Emang why?"
"Well, no papa, but there's no way, because I've never seen you date or walk on a Sunday night."
"What do I have to report to you first?" I tried to take my hand off her.
"If you let go, I can do more."
"Udah deh... don't always make me sprain." I pulled my hand by force. Then it worked and without waiting any longer I ran into my room.
"Crazy child, dare rich so to me. Not realizing what, we also want sodara to be treated as well." I rubbed my wrists that felt hot.
"Baper anyway. but what else." I monologue. I got a cell phone and I called my mom's number. Just like before, there was no answer.
Maybe they're really busy, I know they can't ignore me. I scroll-scroll story' in wa and I got Dani.
He took a picture of the two of us in front of the mirror earlier with clothes that sort of he also kissed my cheek, fortunately he still had a conscience with a sticker on my face.
There's no caption, anyway, just after that all the status of classmates and children of OSIS who are in my contact in the story nge capture Dani and make their story with various captions.
"Danii.. dannn open the door." I banged on Dani's bedroom door from the outside. A few moments later he came out lazily.
"What else.new also want to crumple this eye, a fuss mulu."
"Seett nih because to alay an you make a story, so trending everywhere."
"Where does the problem go? they don't know who the girl photographed is."
"Yes too.."
"Have you calmed down, don't worry about it."
"Nyesel I came in here, talking to Ramayana who did not want to lose the debate." I left with a feeling of annoyance piled up. Just now I reached the door handle but his hand had first turned the key and kept it in the pocket of his pants.
"Loohh you want to do something, Dan..."
"You said, I'm a crocodile right, nahh once in the crocodile nest, yes you will not be able to come out."
I ran to the exit on the front side of the room, it was locked as well. I try to maintain my mental sanity.
"And. I want to get out, open the door, if you know I'm here Aunt Maya can misunderstand, plisss you know what I mean."
Suddenly from the outside the door was knocked.
"And.." call his mama.
"Tuhh kannn you're wanted." I whispered
"Yes, change your clothes again."
"When you were just a little, now answer me, do you want to be my girlfriend or not?"
"You're crazy Dan. We're sadara, there's no way to date."
"Well, why, marriage is lawful really, same cousin."
"Danii.other story if in our ordinary family."
we whispered to each other not to be heard from outside.
"And... Hasn't, mama there's no need to break it?"
ask her mother again.
"Yes, let's wait again."
"You want my door open and Mama sees you here?"
"Don't.."my love.
"Yes, man, I need your answer now." he pulled the key out of his pants pocket and started walking closer to the door.
"Yes, ok, I want to."
"Yess." she said, she came back to me to open the door to the balcony.
"But.I beg you not to let them all know, they will be very disappointed with me, already hitchhiking do not know themselves." I said.
"Berei..."
"And friends too."
"Yeah-yes I can guarantee you for that. Don't take it" he said, opening the door. I immediately ran out and into my room.
"Don't you think I gave Dani an answer?"
"Halahh bodoamat anyway if see a clear girl just her eyes already kek want dislodged, most also forget to care again with me, so be safe deh."
I took my phone and looked back at our photos. I don't know why I can smile on my own. My brain must have been gesrek if I really happy because I want to be Dani's girlfriend.
My concern drifted through our little days, when she and I were playing on the playground near my house. When he came to visit because of school.
I cried because I fell on the road and got hit by a swing that was swinging so fast. Dani immediately pushed the child who was on the swing until it fell.
"Kok kok swinging, fast again, you don't see my sister falling because of you."
And he took me home who was crying Bombay. Because it can't be pinned down, he finally squatted down and asked me to go up on his back to carry. And it's true that it's been so carried panic and overwhelming fear that I'm missing anyway, and I can't cry anymore.
Up in the house he came down to me and asked if anyone was hurt. I just shook my head.
"If you keep playing them naughty to you, tell them I'll hit them, and the boy can't be rude to the girls."
"Yes thanks Dan."
"You should call me brother, because I am your brother."
"But not papa, as comfortable as you are." he continued later.
And it seems like I was lucky that I never called her brother from that day on, Otherwise, changing from sister to boyfriend would be really hard. I just want to laugh at myself, I don't know if I should be happy or confused.